cant help it (jannah + ikari)

i wanted her to be here by tomorrow
got a head full of hate and a mind full of sorrow
just slow your roll , just slow it
u call my name im on it
u walk out that door then im right back lonely
your tears aint dry the stain still on me 
i aint dyin alone that thing still on me 
she had played a facade ,  her love was phony
uh huh that shit was bologna 

your eyes they lockin on me 
realize that she ain for me
my mind is steady rolling
patrolling, she on it
in the morning , she mourning
losing balance, and im fallin
losing battles...

to shit i aint kno that existed
4 5 with the biggest extension
oh u thought i was lying? it got 4 5 in it
she want she got it she kno that i get it 
i drive amg w the hemi engine
oh she wanted the bag, i put filling in it
made her a song put my feelings in it
tryna break me down i aint dealing with it
she had broke my guitar, took my heart
lie after lie where do i start
girl get out the ride get out my car
girl get out my mind girl get out my mind
yea ik what it is , death come w time
sun beaming , sun beaming
sun beaming they like why u wearing a scarf in the summer time.

scarf (nassim)

judo +nicky +wassup (jakejones)

cancer +kin (ikari)

eternal luv w/ nicky & angelrave (dec shyne)

last time, said it was my last time
said it with my last breath
keep applying pressure
baby don't bleed out
see the lights fading, im fucking fried faded
i lied said that i was changing
i can't give the life up
dopamine, dope in me, rolling z's
kill for cleanse, slime to eat
solid nigga, dying breed

last breath ft shyne (prod. shyne)

b major 450 more people gettin on dis
#SaySum #boutit

missever142 prod han

@catchnshoot

in a past life i wonder how i was
lookin back, so ashamed of what i’ve done
you said i didn’t care girl i care more than i should
stuck in my head, i'll try to get out if i could
are you gon stay? ‘cause i thought you said you would
a price to pay when you’re faking that you’re good
thought our love decayed, it was never really there
said we’re okay, but we never were a pair
sacrificed who you were but you was chokin’
ain’t realize just how hard you was foldin’
damn i’m falling hard who knew love was so damn potent?
don’t know how to show it but i swear you was important

just know i cared even though i couldn't show it
you were always there so i stopped how i was copin'
didn't know you were in pain, can't believe i didn't notice
didn't know you felt the same, now we both know that we're broken
yeah i kept in all the pain i was holdin'
i thought if we were the same we'd be golden
had to tell the truth i had you waiting and hoping
i'm not who you thought i was and you know it

important prod chaosysl

Recorded this on a Hyperx Headset

door slamming its sounding like thunder
tell me girl why u leaving oh
i am the reason she bleedin oh
i am the reason she breathing
girl tell me im the reason
tears are fashionably out of season
pop out in raf simmons she believe me
i keep the baddest hoes on the deep end
oh she was sad, told her to repent
it can get bad give her a reason

it can get bad , it can get tragic
i was in cla benz 4matic
rip out her heart, dk who had it
i really like her <-- that is the sad part
hemi on engine, oh yea this the fast car
race for her love feelin like nascar
made her a song she was like "thats hard"
deleting that song.., she dont like that part
the part where i talk about me dyin
it was nights where i stayed up cryin
it was days i had woke up dreaming
it was days i was sayin i was tryin
it was days she walk out w no reason
it was days she had left w no body
trappin , a popular hobby
dyin, a plausible option
jumpin, im hurdlin obstacles
diamonds same color as popsicles
reading my vision im readin the opticals
i can save that for another song..
she gettin loud and i told her im never wrong
im done, walking out, girl im leaving
im done coping , im better off seething
i told her i was the reason....
im the reason she breathing.

i am still the reason (ikari)

(Wait a second wait a second, I have to go, wait a second..)

While it was raining I looked at the sky, I’m alone again I thought u were mine. I cannot help it I’ve bled all night. Will heaven be waiting for me, or will hell be waiting for me? Wanted to kill myself since a teen but this music’s stopping me. She’s is saying that I’m too vulnerable but my story it made me cut to cope. I’m tryna remove all those traumas from my memory, used to sip on lean pop pills and drink Hennessy. (This is a dirty movie) 

Ever since I quit I became a better me, nigga fuck these drugs I’ll remain the sober me. I’m in Ghana now and my grandma hugged on me, fuck these pedo rappers nigga we’re not locking in. Why’s u talking shit in the comments u should be clocking in. When I’m talking niggas don’t wanna do that listening, was in Times Square smiling like a tourist, (taxi? Can I talk to you at least?) u use one flow come up with some new shit. Cannot understand ur songs bitch stop speeding it up, used to pour that codeine now I pour water in double cups. 

Fuck ur cap rap nigga stop tb bleeding cuts, man these niggas lie bout life n that shits obvious. I just spoke my mind nigga I’m letterboxd, I still gotta watch that one movie with Megan fox. My neighbor doesn’t fwm idc bout him, (why? Idk why I came , I dont like these movies) got another noise complaint idc bout him. I love music too fucking much I can’t fucking quit, nigga get out my business; bro im gon travel again i bought a ticket. They’re preying on my downfall yeah they’re wishing.

If I see u in lil town it's up w Nicky(unmixed)

kan0