I started da drugs js to take the pain away 
But they ruined my life I don’t feel the same 
I try and I try but don’t feel the pain 
Just sit in my room and I’ll cry all day 
I js wanna fuckin die td
Cuz I feel my feelings they don’t matter bae 

And they said I got this, ion think I rlly got it
My brain is fucked up my thoughts they keep me boxed in 
Stop putting ur faith in me expectations are exhausting 
Every time that I throw back a P I pray to god I drop dead 
Ima fuck up do my parents know 
Igz it’s rlly not apparent tho 
I js wanna go to Paris bro
Got the drugs yk I am not sharing tho

Why am I crying[+ivisuu]

kan0