Sometimes I think I'ma die young I can’t help these thoughts
 Yeah, I feel like I got stung Yuh, I got stung 
I know I'm young, but I'm feeling so numb Why does it always feel like I can't have any fun?
I can’t outrun how I really feel
 it doesn’t matter how hard I try I cannot heal I’m so alone
 that’s just me being real I keep asking God, why can’t you just take the fucking wheel tired of these pills, but I miss the thrill Your love doesn’t kill it’s the pills I thought you loved me it wasn’t even real  Now I’m sitting here staring at a bottle full of pills 
:’(

so numb (olidan+onelite)

leftwithoutgoodbyes (prod. jkjmetasco) #diaryonline

Mythical Drac w uhhbunny[forgot prod]

Bitch I’m tucking on dat heater 
Whipping in a Kia
A thousand dollars on my feet it came n straight from 🇮🇹 yea 
My bitch a freak up in the sheets, n she bad like Marceline
I been ballin in the streets im NBA your varsity 
Got YSL around my face 
The bag I gotta chase 
Toseína love the taste
Why u tryna talk bout me
Size 32 up in the waist, ur so embarrassing

Your so embarrassing[+loo]

@hvvean @ilychrxme @shyne2400

cardinal:
your love is fake ill never find it
you dont fw me like nevermind then
you never cared abt my problems
and i dont think that we will solve them
is this the end of all that we know?
you gave me your heart i will not keep it
i think im going off the deep end
i go thru life without a reason
i cannot make my life have meaning
i fell asleep wish i was dreaming
yea
fuck it all but thats just life
even thru the pain and strife
at the end of the tunnel i found a light
now i know i must keep going
and the rain it just keeps pouring
ive always thought my life was boring
but at this point this shits abhorrent
lying down im on the floor and
thinking about what im becoming
my new self is so unbecoming
if youre out there then please just help me

hvvean:
yea just tell me why you lied
no i don’t wanna cry
please don’t let this be goodbye
yea you make me wanna die
yea i just wanna know
yea was it all for show
yea you fake like sweet n low
yea why did you leave me
yea i sing to you like riri
yea i know you got my shit on repeat
still to this day
u know i don’t play about you
yea about you

end of the tunnel w/ hvvean (ilychrxme + shyne)

shoutout my brother @ilychrxme @dimpleb
lyrics:
i jus gotta say, gotta say. i love you everyday, i don't think it'll ever go away
i love you, yea its true, baby can you sing me a song? promise i wont ever, ever do wrong
yea that all i'm saying, promise i ain't playing, crazy for you, my love
calling you all night long, wondering when you're gonna be home, can you please just pick up the phone? 
yes i swear you're my backbone, and i swear you keep me strong
can you see it through? baby i'm obsessed with you
i love you, yea its true, baby can you sing me a song? promise i wont ever, ever do wrong
i just wanna lay here and hold you all night long

its tru (ilychrxme + dimpleb) #silenthill

nina (iel)

dk what u want from me
huh is it hard to see
yk what u mean to me
i think ur hard to reach
my heart bleeds when u leave
dont wanna be seen
by u thats all i need

im onna block niggas knowww
arp all that i tote
if she wanna leave let her go
if u wanna leave u should know
baby i do not wanna forget u

Your so embarrassing[+loo]

kan0