Knowing My Worth

Desmond The Grey X THEREALVOID - Smoke

Lost Ego - Blackmirror(prod. 5:10)

JESS
"FORMICA"
Produced by BeesandBirds
Mixing/Engineering by RiverKinn

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I need you here today
And you can't seem to find your way
You drive me so insane
And I can't handle all this pain

All the time spent apart
You know it breaks my heart
I left the door ajar
And now I'm left with scars
You are the only one
Can't help but come undone
I felt like I should run
You're like a loaded gun

You came into my life
I've never felt so alive
I made my sacrifice
But you did not prioritize
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@jesshimmelberg
@beesandbirdsx
@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

FORMICA

Within this EP, lies a collection of five songs.
Each track has its own flavor and back story. Please enjoy your experience! And I thank ALL who have helped me on this project! 

The Strongest Desire (prod. cbm)(eng. Adithri) 
RUSH! fall. (prod. Jacob Hemmerechts)(eng. Adithri)
SUFFOCATE (feat. $ubjectz)(prod. themvoices)(eng. Adithri) Keeper (prod. MARS MISSION)(eng. Adithri)
Hell (prod. ONE)(eng. Adithri)

Understatement

SUFFOCATE

SUFFOCATE (ft. $ubjectz)

BARBWIRE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zCdsKzU1vE

all credit goes to craig and killstation
im making 0$ on this i just love the song

craig xen - why (bass boosted)

[Verse]
And I wish that I could hear your voice if just one more time
I'm calling just to hear your voicemail 'cause that's all I got
Calling out the God, take the pain away, make it through the night
Know there's a better chance to better days ahead
And this bread ain't gon' fill the void, they misinformed me
They lied when they told me it'd do something for me
'Cause this pain run deep, I'm up, can't sleep
Countin' sheep ain't gon' do shit
This Backwood's steamin', battling demons, an addict and a wicked machine
The baphomet know that he gotta bow to The Prince of The Peace and each night that I grieve
Contemplating how I leave, I never for a second thought how would affect my people
The evil I did, selfishness, disgustin' as fuck
I'm only a man, ain't perfect and I'm flawed, and I'm flawed, ayy
One more time, I'm calling just to hear your voicemail 'cause that's all I got, Ayy
Hear your voice one more time
I'm calling just to hear your voicemail 'cause that's all I got
Calling out the God, take the pain away
Take it through the night, there's a better day ahead
And this bread ain't gon' fill the void, they misinformed me
They lied when they told me it'd do something for me
'cause this pain run deep, I'm up, can't sleep
Countin' sheep ain't gon' do shit
So this Backwood's steamin' I'm—, uh
Calling just to hear your voicemail 'cause that's all I got, yeah
One more time, one more time, just one more time

Craig Xen - False Guilt

[Intro]
Tell me, why?
Why won't you look into my eyes forever?
Why would you tell me that we'd die together?
Why won't you look into my eyes
Whenever I'm talkin' to you? (Tell me, why?)
Why won't you look into my eyes forever?
Why would you tell me that we'd die together?
Why won't you look into my eyes
Whenever I'm talkin' to you? (Tell me, why?)

[Chorus]
Why won't you look into my eyes forever?
Why would you tell me that we'd die together?
Why won't you look into my eyes
Whenever I'm talkin' to you? (Tell me, why?)
Why won't you look into my eyes forever?
Why would you tell me that we'd die together?
Why won't you look into my eyes
Whenever I'm talkin' to you? (Tell me, why?)
Why won't you look into my eyes forever?
Why would you tell me that we'd die together?
Why won't you look into my eyes
Whenever I'm talkin' to you? (Tell me, why?)
Why won't you look into my eyes forever?
Why would you tell me that we'd die together?
Why won't you look into my eyes
Whenever I'm talkin' to you? (Tell me, why?)

Craig Xen - Why

[Intro]
Fuck (Emergency)
19AKIRA

[Verse 1]
I've been workin' hard to find my way into a better life
I got sick and tired of making excuses, finding reasons why
I couldn't do it, talkin' down on myself 'cause I felt like
Nobody knew the pain I felt but that's just life
And when you focus, it's so hard to see how fortunate you are
Knowing any given moment you could die and be a star so
I've been on my job workin' hard to earn somethin' worth more than I got, knowing something gotta pop

[Chorus]
Like I know I got it, I can do it with a blindfold
Own it, I'ma do it 'til my eyes close
Regardless what they sayin', knowin' I'ma find my way in
I'm knowin' like I know, I got it, I can do it with a blindfold
Own it, I'ma do it 'til my eyes close
Regardless what they sayin', knowin' I'ma find my way in (Yeah)

[Verse 2]
And I've been tryin' to find my way
I've been tryin' to pave my lane
Strugglin' with sanity, the enemy of my mind's still hate
But I can never let that change my pace
Feelin' like I'm at war every day and I'm a soldier
Feelin' like I want more and I can get it if I focus
Wouldn't leave the past where it's at and put my best foot forward
If I work, I know I earn what I'm supposed to

[Chorus]
Like I know I got it, I can do it with a blindfold
Own it, I'ma do it 'til my eyes close
Regardless what they sayin', knowin' I'ma find my way in
I'm knowin' like I know, I got it, I can do it with a blindfold
Own it, I'ma do it 'til my eyes close
Regardless what they sayin', knowin' I'ma find my way in (Yeah)

Craig Xen - I Know

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Craig Xen - Why

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