judo +nicky +wassup (jakejones)

different team

most of these beats have been made in different manic bipolar episodes lol but i hope yall enjoy and big thank you to everyone who ive worked with on these <333

1. "starships" (solo)
2. "ehehe" (solo)
3. "slit" (solo)
4. "lock" @pitchweavr
5. "lullaby" (solo)
6. "tweas" (solo)
7. "stand" (solo)
5. "rose" @1yungsouljah
6. "heart" @minasxx
7. "balls" @prodtrashboat
8. "mug" @1plugsoon
6. "dear maria" (solo)
7. "imospizza" @prodtrashboat

if you are interested in any of these hit my instagram $20 solos $30 labs :3
https://www.instagram.com/01decx/

guns.lol/decc

bipolar pack '25 @ragetysm @pitchweavr @prodtrashboat @1plugsoon @1yungsouljah

The Ghetto Diary (from first to last)

Recorded this on a Hyperx Headset

door slamming its sounding like thunder
tell me girl why u leaving oh
i am the reason she bleedin oh
i am the reason she breathing
girl tell me im the reason
tears are fashionably out of season
pop out in raf simmons she believe me
i keep the baddest hoes on the deep end
oh she was sad, told her to repent
it can get bad give her a reason

it can get bad , it can get tragic
i was in cla benz 4matic
rip out her heart, dk who had it
i really like her <-- that is the sad part
hemi on engine, oh yea this the fast car
race for her love feelin like nascar
made her a song she was like "thats hard"
deleting that song.., she dont like that part
the part where i talk about me dyin
it was nights where i stayed up cryin
it was days i had woke up dreaming
it was days i was sayin i was tryin
it was days she walk out w no reason
it was days she had left w no body
trappin , a popular hobby
dyin, a plausible option
jumpin, im hurdlin obstacles
diamonds same color as popsicles
reading my vision im readin the opticals
i can save that for another song..
she gettin loud and i told her im never wrong
im done, walking out, girl im leaving
im done coping , im better off seething
i told her i was the reason....
im the reason she breathing.

i am still the reason (ikari)

ily jannah and cap
lyrics
tore me apart like what is u doing
girl this love thing is so stupid
u told me to get out but im not moving
is it me or him who is u chosing
black truck black truck
baby girl back up back up
you left me for him u switched up
tears on my chrome its ripped up
empty nights but you're still here
my whole life been a nightmare
see in the mirror i see the glare
see you ina party i stop and stare

not the one you love w jannah & caponeti (dimpl)

smokin runts

nenjixnicky - seeing sounds

u n me on that bus
skipping class yeah, we got some lunch
and the teachers get so mad at us
i'll stay by urside yeah, forever
trouble come our way, whatever
i got u, got nothing to worry
but one day yeah u told me something
filled my mind yeah full of doubt
its cold outside its january
ur burdens girl yeah know i carry
but too much girl its hard to carry
go talk to him, go catch a bullet 
gen 5 we show him rounds
cant have no one by urside but me
smoking za got pounds, 50
rocking dior runways
come to me, got one way
talk to me so much to say
money hit oh yeah, we paid
too much chip like frito lay
too much swag, to hip, okay, okay
i'll kill for u girl yeah, im insane
i'll kill for u, i'll kill for u,
whats so wrong with me
the words u said hit deep
if ur so mad then leave
if ur so mad just go
put my heart on froze
i know its hard let go
i know its hard let go
i know its hard for u
and its just as hard for me
a few months yeah ago
it just was u n me
and now im all alone
so hurt no one can see
so cold yeah, i cant breathe
october when i sleep
when i get out of bed, i just feel yeah so weak

cold in january (jkjmetsaco)

Storykoko-My Final Exam (Mirror and Hvvean)

when i get high i go look at the sky
wondering why we here just to die
ik its hard to listen but i try
got u a tissue know u finna cry
please dont cry , please dont cry
your tears they fill a river
nervous wreck, fender bender
got her in my room oh im finna bend her
heart on my sleeve need a coat for the winter
dont like what she did so i cope for a minute
cant stand your face so i leave for a minute
she the reason im here i aint breathe in a minute
aint feel the breeze in a minute

cus i been stuck all in my bed , all in my head , i aint wanna get out
friends think that im dead ion answer calls ion answer texts now
she blockin all of my methods i had to go hit this hoe off of a textnow
put the bullet thru my chest ow
walk up to u w my head down
cus ion wan see ur disappointment 
ik im a failure ik that im weak
living and dying im trying all week
shaking my head im like damn, man fuck
i keep a glock in the tuck
u wan ride in the bity dont die in that truck
my body is trash put it in the dump
she put my name in her skin
wonderin when ima win
wonderin when ima go all out
girl tell me where we begin