produced by wisssery and scryer
mixed and mastered by marc orozco

shattered in my mind to fight the feeling
lost in all the cracks of my ceiling
lost in thoughts of the months we were alright
do i cross your mind even sometimes?

will you just call me back?
maybe we can talk about the things i should've said when we were drunk on your couch
how could i forget a moment so perfect?
just wanna be worth it
i'll never be worth it
god damn, don't feel bad about being right now
i dont do shit for the gram, so tell your man pipe down
the days getting longer, i just wanna lie down
see you in everything and that's why i don't go outside now

sometimes (prod. wisssery x scryer)

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(partially written on xmas :0)

~lyrics~

n lately everytime i wake up i been in a bad mood 
all my friends say i got a bad attitude, ur right 
u think its bad on the out, wait until u see the inside

n someone fucked me up before, but u could do it again 
i love this pain in my heart yea i hope it never ends 
honestly i’d sell my soul if it’d help my friends 
you can try to break me down but i won’t do more than bend 

lately i been feelin like kanashi "i hate myself" 
baby "i need you", i jus cant save myself 
i’m "demotivated", fuck i just can’t take it
please just "get the fuck away from me", i’m so "faded" 
"love is stupid", i wanna "disappear from existence" 
"undo the memories" and forget that u kissed him
it’s like a prison, n i’m waiting to get out 
i’m so "frustrated" in this empty bed now 

its not enough for me, ur love is a lie.. u dont rlly fw me 
if ur rlly mine, why u act ike u dont trust in me? 
that look up in ur eye its like a dagger fuckin cuttin me 

it’s fuckin midnight 
i’m drunk as shit on christmas 
feelin like a dipshit 
ur  the only thing on my wish list 
well not you.. i guess, a version of you with a heart in ur chest

how many nights, will i spend alone?
waitin for a single fuckin text on my phone 
while this misery sinks in my bones 
wondering if you’ll deal with the demons i’ve shown

"look at me, right in my eyes 
tell me is it rlly me that u despise 
or is it u, 
n all the things that u do? 
dont u try to fuckin lie cuz u know i see straight thru"
is what i wish i said, instead  of a breakdown
ig that u finally found out how much i can take now 
i hope ur proud of urself, cuz u did sumn no one else could 
made me doubt myself in a position no one else would

bad mood, bad attitude (p. drmabeats, zodiac & chrismarek)

so tired of mean ppl fr 

prod yungspoiler (tha goat)
lyrics: 

maybe you could tell me what you want?
since you're so fuckin good at 
tellin me that im wrong...
(that im wrong)
im so sick of 
all this fake love 
why dont you take your mask off
show me what you're made of

and ive been waiting
while you've been changin'
im sick of it!
sick of it!
u make me wanna throw up
but i guess that not your problem
its a falling out
a falling out 
fuck!!

a falling out...

and im not sure why you
think you can get away with
all that shit you pull
yeah your makin enemies by the mouthful
by the fuckin mouthful!

yeah i thought that we were friends
but i got a knife in my back in end
and a sneaking suspicion 
that you always talked behind my back
i thought i knew you better than that
than that!!

and ive been waiting
while you've been changin'
im sick of it!
sick of it!
u make me wanna throw up
but i guess that not your problem
its a falling out
a falling out 
fuck!!

ohhhhh...

and im not sure why you 
think you can get away with
all that shit you pull!
all that shit you pull!!
all that shit you pull!!
all that shit you pull!!!

man im so tired of all this 
fuck all yall

falling out (sick of it) [+yungspoiler]

im sorry if i seem distracted
im really tryna live but im distracted
i know i said it twice atleast im aware
i always say things twice cause i know im not there
i know im not there
i know im not there
i know im not
ay my ghost has seen these trees all the time
and it'll see em baby, one more time
ay i cannot heal from this
oh
god 
no
its like a family that had planned out
but it never worked out 
i would try a thousand years
i would cry a thousand tears
its like a girl that gave you her heart
but you tore it apart
my life has never been in my hands 
and now i gotta pay the price
and fucking change it right
before i fuckin die
i wanna live
i wanna see what the world has to give
to me 
i gotta have hope
and i gotta be me 
i gotta see the brighter side
sweep me off my feet :(
am i gone today?
will i be okay?
i dont got no one asking me if ill be okay
aye aye
im tryna find the one for me
maybe lookin's not good for me
but i know if ion try imma never be alright
damn.

ay my ghost has seen these trees all the time
and it'll see em baby, one more time
ay i cannot heal from this
oh 
god 
no
its like a family that had planned out
but it never worked out 
i would try a thousand years
i would cry a thousand tears
its like a girl that gave you her heart
but you tore it apart.

i would try a thousand times..
i would stay a thousand nights..
you were gone but i was here..
i would never disappear.. 

im gone but aint disappear <3

sweep me off my feet (wisssery x jolst)

mix by me 

mastering by @sadtxnshi <3

lyrics : 

Verse 1

And i go on this shore.
Trying to live again.
Feeling the earth core.
And fly away.
Darkness has been gone.
But not for so long.
I don't wanna go back from where i belong

Pre-Chorus

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

Chorus

i can sense all the scars in my head.
All the things that are destroying my land.
I wanna disappear from this universe.
 I wanna escape from this curse.

Verse 2

I remember all the time.
What you told me in the past.
To not get stuck in the last,
Memory who'll let me down.
But it's hard to breath these days.
I saw the sun fade away.
And the sky gets dark.
While i'm dying in the parc.

Pre-Chorus

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

Chorus

i can sense all the scars in my head.
All the things that are destroying my land.
I wanna disappear from this universe.
 I wanna escape from this curse.

Outro

All the stars are being off.
Everything seems to go low.
Time is broken, space is fallen.

disappear from this universe

disappear from this universe [prod. Grayskies]

i dont mind if im just wasting time
im alright when i see you smile
fuck my life 
why did you leave me
please dont cry
when you're reading
what i wrote you
sorry that i broke you

i dont wanna be okay
when i cant be with you
im drowning in this fucking pain
i needed you
i wanna kiss you in the rain
i miss seeing you
i guess now its too late to change
i needed you

when i see you smile (splashgvng x jolst)

(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

(verse)

and now my brains in conflict with itself
and you don’t know that you’re putting me through this hell
and every little thing you did was for yourself
but that’s okay 
i wouldn’t have it any other way
anything to just get you to stay
because don’t know if i can live life without you
and if i could i would but i don’t think i know how to

(bridge)

i don’t know how to live
i feel rigor Mortis setting in
in my cold dead lifeless limbs
 
(chorus)

you said you needed time away from
but i don’t wanna leave your side 
abandoned and hopeless
is all that i am 
when i don’t have you in my life
you can use me up however you see fit
just know that the damage you’ve cause was permanent 
you poisoned my soul
i’ve never felt so bitter and broken and alone

i’ve never felt so bitter, broken, and alone (discent x R3DQX)

treacherous *mo beats*

thanks to @sendflowrs

prod by fonkyfake
https://www.beatstars.com/fonkyfake

just dont speak to me if ur telling lies
never been too good at reading through the lines or compromise
i got the shadows reaching for my life
tell me one more time im lookin down n reaching for my knife
see em all shootin daggers wanna come straight for my throat
theres some shit i'll never say
you'll never know
spent too long just waiting
dancing on my toes
just know now i finally understand
think i'll listen?
try to tell me what i can and what i cant do
i left my whole life back in the dust n now its past due
ive been workin every single day to cut this path through
just dont speak my name you dont know shit about it

dagger w/ sendflowrs (fonkyfake x glorykeyz)

I'm tired being upset 
i feel like a cigarette might calm my brain 
but i dont wanna smoke it 
it makes me feel sick, sick in the streets again
and when im in own head 
i feel like i need my gun just to ease my pain 
i kinda wanna see death
next time im in this mood i'll swerve the lane 

swerve the lane 

they dont know 
when im in this state 
im like a boat on the sea 
and im ready to sink 

i wish
the best for you 
i hope 
you'll find the guy who treats you right





lowkey down bad :/

heartsick (p4ra x 5head)

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & emptychest (2001)

ｊｕｓｔ　ａ　ｇｉｒｌ

member of @parallax-v

disappear from this universe [prod. Grayskies]

ikiso