here is my christmas bonus EP, this is non-profit and all credits goes to the producers (thank you guys for making so much good beats !) i made that for pleasure and i hope you will like it

this is not perfect, but i tried to make something good

thanks to sadtxnshi and Kitten to be on this EP, that's really cool, go check what they do because it's really great

Enjoy <3

producers :

Beamerboy : https://www.youtube.com/c/Beamerboyprod

LxstGhoul : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCt2CVYA6fv1XHZuLRCTbX2w/featured

Venus : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMAgGS_GSAGMFUnDcsKx9PQ

Artist : 

@sadtxnshi

@tayuyavelvet

where we met w/sadtxnshi

prod by Venus : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMAgGS_GSAGMFUnDcsKx9PQ

lyrics by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mix by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mastering by sadtxnshi

sadtxnshi's account : https://soundcloud.com/sadtxnshi

lyrics :

verse 1 (ikiso)

i remember when we were trying
i remember when we were laughing
i don't wanna fight anymore
knowing time's waiting me at the shore
falling everytime from the sky
smoking cigarettes in the night

falling from the sky
feel so numb everyday
monday's grey
have no idea what to do
searching anywhere for a clue
laying down on my bed

chorus (ikiso)

and i cannot breath
anymore
anymore

verse 2 (sadtxnshi)

im still going to our favorite places 
i hate it that i see u changing 
im sorry that i keep on failing 
i promise that i keep on waiting for you 
baby i love you 
for you 
baby i love you

chorus 2 (ikiso & sadtxnshi)

and i cannot breath
anymore
anymore

falling w/sadtxnshi [prod. Venus]

prod by Lxst Ghoul

mix by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mastering by sadtxnshi

lyrics :

chorus (ikiso)

girl you know i'mma dying soon

being buried on the moon

trying to get well every fucking day

but life seems not really okay

verse (sadtxnshi)

my life is not okay at all

i think i'll go insane oh no

come and save me from the cold

please dont blame its not my fault

chorus (ikiso)

 girl you know i'mma dying soon

being buried on the moon

trying to get well every fucking day

but life seems not really okay

dying soon w/sadtxnshi

dying soon w/sadtxnshi [prod. Lxst Ghxul]

prod by beamerboy

mix by ikiso

mastering by sadtxnshi

lyrics by ikiso, Kitten

lyrics :

verse 1 (ikiso)

i'm afraid of everything

am i the one to blame ? 

and i told em what's going on

i feel ashamed

old times, old life

feel bad, all time

the glass from the mirror scattered when i show myself

i'm too anxious and shy to one day ask for help

burning, dying

being alive, trying

chorus x2 (ikiso)

i remember everyday

feeling like i'm insane

wondering when i'll be okay

verse 2 (Kitten)

I want to know 

I want to know 

I want to know 

I want to know you 

I want to hold 

I want to hold 

I want to hold 

I want to hold you 

I want to go,  I want to die 

I cannot so I want to try 

My life in a million pieces 

My life in a billion faces 

Even my shadow is ashamed 

At what I have now become 

The bad in me, is never tamed 

And I just want to be gone

chorus x2 (ikiso x Kitten)

i remember everyday

feeling like i'm insane

wondering when i'll be okay

afraid w/Kitten [prod. beamerboy]

prod by beamerboy

mix by ikiso & sadtxnshi

mastering by sadtxnshi

lyrics by ikiso & sadtxnshi

lyrics :

chorus (ikiso)

i want everything to start over again

im feeling pain when you're not around

why are you lying when you're telling that you love me

hard times just gonna kill me

laughing

crying

falling

dying 

x2

verse (sadtxnshi)

i wish i could undo a lot of things i did

i dont know how to cope so i just cut my wrist

girl u know i really dont want to exist

so please dont treat me like im just a fucking bitch

i know im a burden

and im not really worth it

yea my world is burning

girl you're my favorite person


you're not around

im breaking down

i need your hand

give me a chance 

x2

chorus (ikiso)

i want everything to start over again

im feeling pain when you're not around

why are you lying when you're telling that you love me

hard times just gonna kill me

laughing

crying

falling

dying 

x2

chorus (sadtxnshi)

i want everything to start over again

im feeling pain when you're not around

why are you lying when you tell me that you love me

hard times just gonna kill me

laughing

crying

falling

dying 

x2

start over again w/sadtxnshi [prod. beamerboy]

ikiso