"finished up my break I am done with this hiatus" hitts

put in my playlist "songs i cry too when alone"

prod. moneo (bro literally creates the worlds best torva beats loveu <3)

im haunted
Im walking away
don’t want this
I want you to stay

maybe its something I read
maybe I better off dead
you don’t understand what I meant
it can’t be portrayed over text
we always fight never mend
But you still end up in my bed
it’s always something that I said
there’s still a lie to be fed

she said hold my light
I said hold my soul
in this winter night
but I’m never cold
I feel quite alright
now I’m turning old
and I’m losing sight
feeling death alone

turn the lights off 
i don’t ever wanna be seen
we’re the same but
your just better than me

where’s our connection it’s suddenly lost
I’ll always help out no matter the cost
I don’t believe she would ever do wrong
every mistake is a nail in the coffin

maybe its something I read
maybe I better off dead
you don’t understand what I meant
it can’t be portrayed over text
we always fight never mend
But you still end up in my bed
it’s always something that I said
there’s still a lie to be fed

tough luck

its all for nothing, dont let it tempt you
you've got a new day to make it up to yourself
paranoid thoughts cloud my mind
i heard the phone call, but i didn't
i see them, and i hope they're friendly like i am
and i hope i fit in enough
and i wanna be cool, i promise im not a fucking fool
and im so obsessed over what i want
most days i feel so far away
im trying my best to stay focused.

friendly bad thoughts

follow neverforever

friendly bad thoughts (neverforever)

i try to be someone im not and
it feels wrong but im locked in
im just noxious on the rocks and
ill keep saying im doing fine

i cant even think
lights are on, i cant sleep
hiding under my sheets
to get away from my dreams
x2

dont get overwhelmed
dont feel what you felt
your faculties are breaking down
and you dont know how to help
yourself, yourself get out 
youre old, youre stuck in the route you made
i play games that no ones heard about
cant invite me to a public lobby 
cause i get scared and i dont talk for hours
i dont know how you talk so easily
fuck
thats all i can say
ive ran out of pain
i guess thats good for me
(pain)

i was the most popular ive ever been
when i was sad as fuck 
and i didnt know how to fucking vent
but now ive learned how to live 
and i grew up a little bit
so get out of my mind if youre not gonna profit it
yh.

i (prod. caves x wisssery)

https://soundcloud.com/irby314

https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

All my words dont mean much
I can tell by yo eyes and yo mean mug
you dont wear no disguise you dont need one
you got your head up in the sky with a big rush
nicotine backwoods and some pills crushed
she got a problem with herself like the rest of us
oh oh yeah
dont trip dont slip dont run baby
she a baddie let me hit it when i want lately
problem after problem popping up
baby i roll with the punched toughen up
i love you for who you are
aint no switching on this side hell nah
you and i we stuck together like some velcro
hit it from the back pull her hair hold her elbow

twist it pull it bop it
twist it pull it bop it
twist it pull it bop it
twist it pull it bop it
ima let it rock
oh oh yea oh oh oh
oh ooo oh lol

no im not a knight in no shiny lil armor
So baby please lower yo guard
we can move slow 
we can keep it were we are
with you its easy 
without its hard
and i rolled a spliff in the back of the whip
she all on my dick
doing that doing this
wanna know bout my past
told her ignorance bliss oh 
i can make another hit baby i wont miss 
charge it to the scoreboard
and add it to the list
i could write a book 
with all the shit that i did
got his babymomma 
in the crib tryna suck dick
i can get petty 
already know that im him 
big 17 bitch stuffed in my pants
dont play with me baby go play your mans
youre not the one that id call ina jam

TWIST IT PULL IT..

spotify

TWIST IT PULL IT.. [p. methboiswag+silver]

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

nevrfall's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.nevrfall1669


/lyrics/ 

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

throw my fist through the air
breaking knuckles against the wall
I'm not real
I'm not real
at all

head blown
started throwing objects
haven't left the bed
mom thought i was a carcass
i can't even write now
not even an artist
fuck all of the fake shit
ive been getting nauseous
i don't wanna say shit
that i don't mean regardless
had to take a break
i just had to leave the darkness
things ain't looking up
and i don't really care now
i just need to keep to myself
I'm prepared now

four months passed
and ithought i was goner
i can feel my heart beat
feel it getting faster

i just need some time
to get out of my mind
OK
need to clear a path
get the fuck out my way
it feels like
no matter what i say
i end up in the same
forsaken place

stagnation
i try to touch the wall but my hand just phases through
patience
everyday same old thoughts just different phrasing
i can't hear you talk
I'm spacing
out
pulse racing
I'm breaking
down

0.1 (nevrfall)

video: https://youtu.be/FXDqnRTlXyU

this shit hit a little deeper 
every time I’m hearin your name 
got me feeling like a creature 
im seeing red when they in close range 
im just mad that i lost you 
i can’t even see the cocaine 
i lost my brother to some dog food 
pray to god that i don’t change 
am i too late 

It just hit a little when I call you still 
and it’s going straight to your voicemail 
got pictures of us straight Chillen bruh
and they all locked in my iPhone 
yeah i miss you more than a little bit 
havent kicked it wichu ina minute dawg 
got me trippen over all this heaven shit 
got a meet and greet with the devil cuz im not playin
ima sell my soul to get you back 
i put that shit on mommy boy that’s facts 
i wish I was there for you but I lacked 
there’s nothing more that I wanna take back 
John I’m sorry

this shit hit a little deeper 
every time I’m hearin your name 
got me feeling like a creature 
im seeing red when they in close range 
im just mad that i lost you 
i can’t even see the cocaine 
i lost my brother to some dog food 
pray to god that i don’t change 
am i too late

creature (dercept x nihil) (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

First song this year, Enjoy.

S/O to the bro woahsxda for the help on the mix!

dear moon, how do you stay up there?
in all eyes, watched up by the black bear
who haunts my dreams, who haunts my house
who haunts my 
im scared to leave my house, i'm scared to leave my room
everytime I go out I feel watched by the black bear, I'm trapped here
pretty down in my mind but i'm still here
I am locked here,
uh

I just had to keep my shirt tooked and have some paitence
finished up my break I am done with this hiatus 
my mental has been drained, man I'm fixing up my cadence
its fucked, its fucked, its fucked, its fucked, ITS FUCKED.

Is this the last time that i'll leave my room?
Is this the last time that i'll see a noon?
Is this the last time that i'll skip snooze?
Is this the last time that I'll speak to you?

this mirror a torchure device, 
I got a 1 when I rolled the dice,
my goal is to increse my price,
they wonder why I never show myself

truth is i'm insecure about everything,
I never show it off cos i'm not a king

im insecure about everythin
I never show it off cos im not a king

dear moon, how do you stay up there?
in all eyes, watched up by the black bear
who haunts my dreams, who haunts my house
who haunts my 
im scared to leave my house, i'm scared to leave my room
everytime I go out I feel watched by the black bear, I'm trapped here
pretty down in my mind but i'm still here
I am locked here,
uh

I just had to keep my shirt tooked and have some paitence
finished up my break I am done with this hiatus 
my mental has been drained, man I'm fixing up my cadence
its fucked, its fucked, its fucked, its fucked, ITS FUCKED.

Is this the last time that i'll leave my room?
Is this the last time that i'll see a noon?
Is this the last time that i'll skip snooze?
Is this the last time that I'll speak to you?
x2

Black Bear (neverforever)

w1th0ut 4 tr4c3
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@jolst & @toobears
ft. @fantasycamp
art: @ejcarrmusic
ep soon...
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lyrics:

(decks)
i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

trail of tears where i lay
set to rinse and decay
i confess what i say isn't real
my image is homemade
but baby, we’re falling out
i can’t say how
lets live for now
i'm trying to see this out
i won’t look now
we’re upside down

i don't know how i got here
one step too far ur gone
i wish i had an answer

i cannot try
i cannot fight for u
baby in all my life
nothing was right before u
u know i miss it
nothing is given
not gonna push my luck
but i'm here when u need it

i see flaws, nothing lost
not worth losing sleep
a hundred calls, in the fall
what it meant to me
i just reminisce on you all the time
i cycle thru all the views, i can’t find her
i’m the viewfinder

(fantasy camp)
i'm looking out
but i can't seem to find you wherever i go
where are you now?
been a wreck since the night that you left me alone
so where you at? come and stay by my side
i won't forget all the nights that you cried
but you're the one that i need and can't find
now i'm falling behind
so can you save me? be my baby
goin crazy without you lately
maybe i'll just hit your phone and try to remind you
wherever i go, I can't find you

Black Bear (neverforever)

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