Wheres our connection it’s suddenly lost 💔

I’m sorry that I have to say goodbye to you today 
I truly do love you no matter whatever I say
I really am angry right now cuz I just feel betrayed 
You said we would be together until our last days
Yet right here your sitting and I can tell it’s not the case
We’re barely in high school and I can tell you’re losing faith
I’ve never hurt this much until now so I don’t think it’ll go away
And if it ever does that means you’re standing right next to me

I think I understand why you tried to push me away
I think I understand why I shouldn’t have tried to stay
But when you’re with me I swear all my fears just go away
And if you asked me that question again I guess that I would stay

I do not wanna regret anything when you leave
But when I see you on the bed like that it gets hard to achieve 
I’m crying right now, so baby can you just let me try to breathe
It feels like we’re surrounded by this smoke, and I can barely see
But when I’m with you I see all that light that was shining within 
And now I feel so bad because I never said any of that
Now look at me I’m regretting never saying any of that
Now I’m saying I’m sorry, and I’ll never take that back

I’m sorry that I didn’t give you the love that you need
I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you a little happy family 
I’m sorry that we didn’t make it until we got married 
Now I’m sorry again, I could never take that back like

I’m sorry that I have to say goodbye to you today 
I truly do love you no matter whatever I say
I really am angry right now cuz I just feel betrayed 
You said we would be together until our last days
Yet right here your sitting and I can tell it’s not the case
We’re barely in high school and I can tell you’re losing faith
I’ve never hurt this much until now so I don’t think it’ll go away
And if it ever does that means you’re standing right next to me

i want to eat your pancreas (boyfifty & ayleen valentine)

prod. moneo (bro literally creates the worlds best torva beats loveu <3)

im haunted
Im walking away
don’t want this
I want you to stay

maybe its something I read
maybe I better off dead
you don’t understand what I meant
it can’t be portrayed over text
we always fight never mend
But you still end up in my bed
it’s always something that I said
there’s still a lie to be fed

she said hold my light
I said hold my soul
in this winter night
but I’m never cold
I feel quite alright
now I’m turning old
and I’m losing sight
feeling death alone

turn the lights off 
i don’t ever wanna be seen
we’re the same but
your just better than me

where’s our connection it’s suddenly lost
I’ll always help out no matter the cost
I don’t believe she would ever do wrong
every mistake is a nail in the coffin

maybe its something I read
maybe I better off dead
you don’t understand what I meant
it can’t be portrayed over text
we always fight never mend
But you still end up in my bed
it’s always something that I said
there’s still a lie to be fed

tough luck

lyrics

im just sitting at the bus stop while its pouring 
wishing u were here
waiting for a call before im off to the middle nowhere

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

ohhh i thought that what we had was something special 
i guess i was wrong
i leaned all of my in to ur arms and then u let me drop

even tho my mind is numb
still u swirl around in my head
the idea of being broken’s more calming than u in my bed

im fucking drenched now 
and u just gonna let me rot

drenched (rez productions)

Prod @Sinxi 
Thx for the guitar sample @izwithonez

LYRICS 

Fuck it up take the problem and the pills again
Im honest but, I can lie when I need a friend
So dont face me with all the regret you have
Cuz I know damn well you believed in what we did

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW
DONT TRUST AGAIN I HOPE

Breathing lines
Head to toe im feeling shivers
From her demon eyes
Sell my soul just for a feeling
That u caught at mine
I swear she choking on my shit
She say she wanna die
Who dont wanna die
God my times been plastered
Holy water from a pastor
Mixed up all up with the vodka
Guess im only half a bastard
I know
She gon tell me Im broke
Its the same as before
Taking shots at the door

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Dont pull the strings away together from me
Blocked out facetious things
she wants to say toward me
Collect the only things
You wanna say you own
YOU DONT
And thats just how I fight back
Five bottles counted up right on ya nightstand
Fucked up, never trust me and I write that
Every god damn time I go

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Spotify

SAIKO

0000

headphones on my head like every night
i dont have friends ive got me to fight
welcome to my life, ill help you see them, see them
i have a strange feeling that its the end, the end.

im addicted to my death and im addicted to this pattern
i realized every choice boils down to the same kind of people
and same kind of morals
and same kind of morals, so what do you believe in?
do you really think that this life has a meaning?
did you really think that id let you off easily?
oh hell fucking no ill come down on you like you did in my dreams
i know hes confused but i dont think i care
night time comes and once again you are a disgrace baby
you look entirely defaced lets rewind baby
to first base
when your place wasnt my place
ive always had shit to say but now im fucking say it 
cause ive spent too long putting up with it 
woah
 woah
  yeah i bet you got a death wish
see me in my room tied up by my necklace
you scandalously walk thru all my halls for an answer
but theres no answer
i float thru these walls as a ghost 
i see you in my grasp, getting close
imma pull you in
imma make you regret every single thing you did
no one will ever know..
what i did to you, cause i always kept my mouth closed
like you should have done about me 
keep it quiet and i wont ever fuck you up
dont worry bout it man the season calls for it
dont worry bout my plan youll know when it hits
this shit is really how i feel and theres only one
person that i wouldnt lie to
its my microphone
dont call your home
your soul will always be bound to my tomb
our stories in stone 
you took over my throne 
and now were just bones 
drink poison and enjoy it
basically my point is 
our puny love was disjointed
by you
by you
i float thru these walls as a ghost
i see you in my grasp getting close
imma pull you in
imma make you regret every single thing you did
no one will ever know 
what i did to you cause i always kept my mouth close
this is a story about all my demons 
welcome to my head, ill help you see them
when i hit 19 might as well be the end
i dont wanna die but im really not living
so stay a little longer just to make it funner
when i go under, please dont suffer

white lies lead to murder (domesticsoul)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

prod: Splashgvng
https://www.youtube.com/@splashgvng

[lyrics]:
oh tell me why you wanna cry
flowers in your hair, i swear
you look beautiful with them
oh tell me why do you think it's end

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

we're lying on the ground
we look at the sky, always fine
and guess the shapes of the clouds
i don't know where you're now
i miss ur perfume on my hoodie
ur father was always so nice to me
(we wanted to build a house on our tree)
is it all history?

oh tell my why
oh tell my why
you think i'm fine
you think i'm fine
but when i can't watch the sun go down
with you
i miss this view
nostalgic memories,
i'd like to pour them out
you know that i was thinkin about ...
fall in love again

tell me why.(prod. Splashgvng)

@reject333
prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "Vulnerable" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7oATt464w6e8Wy0etxOzXm?si=eb2b440894204580

Vulnerable (ft. popularreject)

im losing count what number single but its on the @fleshgolem album nonetheless

lyrics

my life is a ticking time bomb
u play the right song
and all of the wires will spark

life’s short then why it feel long?
i’m tryna right wrongs
while surrounded in dark

love myself
i’ve been tryna get to that place
no words said
i would never come out of that place
i don’t know what to say anymore
a thousand notes on my phone that’s jus stored

i wanna get to sleep on time
i been heavyheaded got a lotta stress on my mind
medicating just sleep at all
plenty ppl fall
but i can’t just lose what i used to die for

i don’t check the safety
just vibin lately
the pressure tryna take me
won’t let it change me 
suffer more suffer less, it’s all the same 
had no choice still a voice yelling change

she said can u lov me for the moment
but it don’t mean as much so y’s it so important 
u see thru my lens shit distorted 
why u want me to against the grain again and again
its jus pain, its jus pain, uh its jus pain its jus pain
￼

against the grain

against the grain (flesh x ertu)

~2300~

Lyrics:
Eye's on my back
I wanted that
Moments lapse
And I collapse
So you can run and tell your friends
That i'm mental
All the words they use to keep it simple
Paranoid they're watching through the window
Hard to quantify the times I've missed you
Sift through the gore
Red on the floor
Beg me for more
Learned to sleep through the violence now
You let me down

Lot of old friends they don't wanna shake up
When I walk in all I get is fake love
Cut the grass saw the snakes on the way up
Try to code switch on me when the light's off
Lot of new friends hit me when they want sumn
Fake an ego trip i'm really on one
Was it dumb luck
Fell in with the wrong ones
Know why i'm still hung up on what it once was

And if you really bout it you can show me
One foot out of the door in case you're right
No use trying to force it i'll be fine
It seems you've finished your portion of my life

false-hearted

me & Lxst boy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

is it necessary to think you always get what you want
often times I understand the way that you know to dodge
much obliged
but some days it’s still hard to know that you been movin on
you know I was out stuck in the darkness
lights off
Night time walkin
so lost

cuz I try to be my best
yea but that’ll never work out
its too hard to learn how
i need to get some rest
but it’s too hard lay down
you’re stuck in my head 

i hope there’s something left
i think abt the memories where u had took my breath
i hope you will remember me cuz that is what you said 
you said that were meant to be and there waswas no one next

late night walkin' w/ Lxst boy (flesh x ertu x medium)

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Together We Stand In Unison Extended Remix

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tough luck

torva

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