THIS IS RAVEN

A song about the final stage of death. Pure bliss and peace , the reverse segment is the memories flashing back as you drift away. Than being at true peace in the very end.

bliss

bliss (demo)

This is the beginning, the first stage of death, despair. There is no hope, there is no way to escape dying. This is the beginning of the end.
TRACK 01: 絶望 (DESPAIR)
Off the upcoming album 死 (DEATH)
https://youtu.be/L3impzVWseE

絶望

These are some beats a made about a year ago,  it was left untouched until now. I decided to make these old beats sound way better, because my skills in music have improved since then.
    I appreciate all the support from all of you, love yall
    Thanks for 100 followers on Instagram.
Enjoy

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2P7Ji3xa9aphY0wO68mwOg

https://www.instagram.com/raven_official06/

Track 05

Track 04

Track 03 Bonus

Track 02

Track 01

song about when I was in an extremely depressive episode.

lyrics 


Itami

Rest is a mess 
I cant contest 
Bloodied my body crave death nonetheless
Pleasure the pressure no stop in the end 
I faked everything i will pay for my sins 
The people id kill i got many on list 
Everything lately been turning to grim 
Don't understand on the reason we live 
Don't understand on the reason we live
 fall away again
again, again, again,
fall away again 
again, again, again, again, again

raven

I'm mentally ill
can you not tell?
I'm probably going to hang myself 
and I do not care if I go to hell
I do not need your help
(yeah, yeah)
and there is no god
there is no hope
cause I'm hanging here at the end of this rope
And im slitting my throat
and im slitting my wrist
because I can no longer take this fucking shit
why do I care?
why do I try? 
why can't I just fucking not be alive?
I am so sorry I did suicide 
fall away again 
again, again,
fall away again
again, again, again 

itami
⬇️
https://soundcloud.com/lord-ushinatta

fall away again. feat. ☆LXRDITAMI☆ (prod.hoodieslut)

this isn't meant to offend anyone 

lyrics:

YEAH×22
I don't care If you don't like my shit
(DIE)
And if you don't like my shit you can suck my fucking dick
BuT rAvEn ThAtS gAy
I do not care I will say what I say 
I'm doing what I want ever-y day
get out of my face
and get out of my way
I don't need your bs cause I'm doing okay
we are just horn heads you will just be dead if you decide to fuck with us
idc if I am repitive or if I have said enough 

smokin on yo brothers pack
hit em with my black mac
killin shit im high off crack
fuck yo bitch and yo stack

bitch i really do not care
fuck yo chain dont care whatchu wear 
imma rip out all my hair
you be horn heads and thats not fair

fuck you fuck me
dick gon hurt your tummy
bitch i go dummy
i dont fucking love me

smokin on yo brothers pack
hit em with my black mac
killin shit im high off crack
fuck yo bitch and yo stack

(YEAH)
ONE DAY I'LL MAKE MILLION DOLLARS
IM ALREADY GOING FARTHER
IF U HATING ON ME ILL BE DANCING WITH YO FUCKING DAUGHTER
IM DOING WHAT I WANT WHEN I WANT IF I WANT TO
I FUCK ON HER BUTT AND HER CUNT AND I CUM TOO
F THE FEDS AND IM NOT JUST SAYIN IT TO SAY IT
IF THERES SOMETHING THAT I WANNA DO THEN I AM GONNA MAKE IT
IM DESTROYING ALL THESE FAGOTS LIKE A BIBLICAL PLAGUE
IM FUCKING INSANE 
SHOOTING ALL THESE MOTHERFUCKERS IN THE BRAIN
I AM NOT HYPOCRITICAL 
IM ORIGINAL 
KEEPING WATCH LIKE A SENTINEL
(CAUSE WE ARE JUST)
WE JUST HORN HEADS×6

HORN HEADS FEAT. ? (PROD.MONSTERSIXSEVEN)

This album is about the emotional stages of dying, put into sound. It’s like the stages of grief, but you’re the one being grieved. When you listen to this album try to imagine you are the one who is dying. Attempt to put a picture in your head of what it's like to slowly drift away from life.

絶望(despair)
There is no hope left, death can’t be escaped, it's inevitable to die, and it's happening.

否認(denial)
It is hard to accept the fact you are dying, this can't be happening right?Most people don't want this to happen, and are unable to accept it.

怒(anger)
After denying that death is near, still not being able to accept it; coming to the realization that it's really happening. Why now? Why can't anything be done?
 
恐(fear)
After being in pure outrage because death is getting closer. Being utterly terrified that there isn't much time left to live becomes apparent.

丞(help) interlude
Help is wanted, but help is not possible. Wanting help is the beginning of transitioning to more melancholy emotions.

交渉(bargaining)
Wanting to do anything to try and stay alive, willing to give anything to stay on earth instead of Drifting off.

窪(depression)
There's no more motivation to want to be alive. there isn't anything that feels significant enough to care about. 

受理(acceptance)
With no hope or solution to be found, it is personally accepted, the concept of dying. And dying in general, now having a form of closure and being okay with leaving the world. A bittersweet feeling.

至福(bliss)
With nothing to worry about anymore when dead, and nothing negative left to happen. Having eternal peace, no harm can be done. Feeling blissful 


I want to give a special thanks to, chaos, lxrditami, pickyourpoison, indica beats, flowty, GLITCH, sixty9sixty, star AV, dan ivory, BIGUGLYBILL, krisz miranda, often forgotten, SpLaCh, dad, mom, ethan, nicolette, matthew, max, braxton, tiff, brad, nana, spencer, connor, ethan (2nd cousin), quinn, delia, maverick, jas, roslansa, rh pellerin, tristan, and everyone else I forgot to mention 

I love all of you, the amount of support I have gotten from everyone is overwhelming (in a good way). I can't put it into words how much it means to me, it took me about 8 months to finish this, it would've been longer if it wasn't for all of yalls support. Get you some death merch! jus email me or msg me on insta or soundcloud <3 

-r✫ven

至福

music video ⬇️
https://youtu.be/lZhjiFFC_YU

受理

交渉 Feat. Chaos

否認 Feat. Chaos

I know

play this at my funeral

来世

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