Sometimes I feel like,
I used all the water from the pit,
and now I'm thirsty, I'm
looking for the oasis,
I've been searchin' for
a lotta things, job,
money and some peace,
and now a few lyrics,
sometimes it's hard to put
words on my feelings,
describe a vibe for you,
to understand it,
gotta lotta things to tell,
and a thousand ways to say 'em,
does my pen work?
'cuz I don't see no ink on the paper

no, I don't wanna waste my time
on these blank paper sheets 
no more, nights alone on my desk
readin' again and again this shit


you try your best,
you never gettin' rest,
sittin' on your desk,
day and night, 
just to make a mess.

you try your best,
you never gettin' rest,
sittin' on your desk,
day and night, 
just to make a mess.


I love it and I hate it at the same time,
it's both a curse and a blessin',
it's a kind of poison,
music is my therapy,
but also my enemy,
since we produce like kacimi,
time is always runnin',
my mind is tired of tryin' to catch it,
I'm switchin' genres like a weathervane,
tryin' to move on and to not make the same, flows, bars, voices, claims, rhymes, choices, pace.

alright, I'm gonna stop fuckin' complainin',
I'll never take a defeat from a beat, no
I'm gonna stand still on my 2 feets, like
for real, it ain't a big deal,
I already did more songs,
than you'll ever get in your career,
I'll never get bored of writin'
I'm just waitin' for the moment I'll do it for a livin'.

no, I don't wanna waste my time
on these blank paper sheets 
no more, nights alone on my desk
readin' again and again this shit


you try your best,
you never gettin' rest,
sittin' on your desk,
day and night, 
just to make a mess.

you try your best,
you never gettin' rest,
sittin' on your desk,
day and night, 
just to make a mess.


Yidir 

WHAT A MESS.

fortune and unfortune, can be both
in the same pot, at the same time, your luck, only, decides, on what side your life is going to be on, for the rest of the time you have, based on the sand fallin' down in the hourglass ...


talkin' business, money, plans, buzz, cars, license, houses, degrees, yet I ain't got nothin' so far, I'm still workin' 
I was bouncin' between feelings, college, family, dollars, friends, bitches, cowards, problems, love and hate,
I was burnin'

gimmie seven days you gon see some real gold !
I wish I was sane, but now I'm on speed mode !
want to make more aims without getting in nodes !
why can't it be the same as before !

I saw death, danced with the devil,
I saw her, then hated my ego, (2x)

slow the fuck down,
'fore they take you for a clown,
look around, you idiot,
don't die now !
have you found, 
after all this time, 
your damn mind, tell me,
are you right !?

ARE YOU RIGHT? (X4)
I told you to slow down man,
what the fuck are you doing?
I told you to fuckin' slow down,
you wanna die man ?
like, wtf ?

thank God, I'm alright,
ok, money's nothin' compared
to my life,
ok, I was wrong, I wasn't right,
ok, it was stupid facin' that light,
but damn, I needed that cash,
I thought about all the night,
I could have died on the ground.

I'm on speed mode,
prépa finished,
contract signed soon, yeah,
psyche's back on track, ok let's go get that license ooh, yeah,
gotta produce like we're slaves,
to get some views, yeah,
gotta fuse some genres,
to make something new, yeah

speed's full on,
psyche's back,
nothin's wrong !

speed's full on,
psyche's back,
what a song !

Speed mode is on man !

Yidir 


SPEED MODE.

I am burnin'
I am burnin' 
I am ....

what's your style of tribulation ?
mine, is to ask a lotta questions,
forgettin' about sensations,
then losin' any directions,
and tending to set my head on fire !
alright.

Since I was a kid,
mama been tellin' me,
Son, you got 3ein  from everybody.
I grew up and then understand it. There's a lot of human beings,
jealous for anythin',
If you got health and wealth,
they'll spit on it,
If you're jobless and need help,
they'll spit on you,

Grown-ass woman claimin'
they pray, but spit and spray venom,
like vipers, Their mouths're smellin' diapers full of shit and wipers. 
Who the fuck are you,
to tell me what to do ?
 if it's haram or not?
Twist your tongue a hundred times,
in your mouth before you talk.

It's not 'cuz I can't speak that I don't understand the shit you say.
I give you an advice, look at your son's device, he's a drug dealer, your daughter, she's a hoe, everybody knows. So think deep before you talk.

what's your style of tribulation ?
mine, is to ask a lotta questions,
forgettin' about sensations,
then losin' any directions,
and tending to set my head on fire !
alright. (X2)


There's 3ein everywhere I go
findin' myself is hard enough,
sometimes I even lose my soul,
I am the man on fire ! (X2)


head on fire, mind is tired,
another reason to get fired,
I'm a liar, when I say I'm alright,
we trynna build an empire,
to push ourselves higher,
killin' my bad habits I might,
but just to wake up 
every mornin' I gotta fight...

ok, I understand it now,
Eleven songs are remainin' 
till the dawn,
the strength, I gotta find,
but sometimes I don't know why,
I do all that,
just to find myself,
every Sundays,
in my bedroom,
screamin' !!!

what's your style of tribulation ?
mine, is to ask a lotta questions,
forgettin' about sensations,
then losin' any directions,
and tending to set my head on fire !
alright. (X2)


There's 3ein everywhere I go
findin' myself is hard enough,
sometimes I even lose my soul,
I am the man on fire ! (X2)


Yidir 




MAN ON FIRE.

I wanna thank God, Baba Yema, and my sisters,
my brothers, my friends, and everybody that helped me this year.
I wanna thank my man, the one, yeah, Sam, my illegal brother.
I wanna thank you, and damn, how could I forget my haters !?

It all started from a conversation,
We talk, music, work, and passion,
How hard it is to finish a session
so we've suggested to make more creations,
Mix regularity with some patience,
I lost count of all the tribulations,
we've faced. Got troubles, no vacation. Exploring new music directions.
Now we're near the end of the ascension. Build with y'all the foundation of this project, It's a blessing.

blessings on my way, damn
how lucky I am ?, man ...
fuck you and your fame, yeah,
I just need my friend, yeah
it's always the same, 
you run and you pray,
you work and you make, 
plus you never fake,
always on your desk,
but they found a way,
to insult trough a mail,
I love when they hate,
life's a damn game,
so I play and I play well,
I try not to lose myself,
I'm still on my way,

you try and make things by yourself,
but you can't deny all the people that helped ...
you and I, to make it through this year,
so I join my hands together to say...


thank y'all
I must say I love y'all 
I'm glad that I met y'all
and I say  thank God 
I got food on my palms
a roof above my eyeballs,
I can do my passion 
dropin' with no labels (X2)


One year ago, I was down the road. Time stopped. I was no longer the actor, but only the spectator.
On every side of the spectrum,
I was looking at my own show. THE YIDIR SHOW, I was too close to pass the rope over my neck and stepping off. But there was something else that kept my head up. Her eyes and her voice. Thank you. I might say I love you. Angel from the above.

you try and make things by yourself,
but you can't deny all the people that helped ...
you and I, to make it through this year,
so I join my hands together to say...


thank y'all
I must say I love y'all 
I'm glad that I met y'all
and I say  thank God 
I got food on my palms
a roof above my eyeballs,
I can do my passion 
dropin' with no labels (X2)


Yidir 


THANK Y'ALL.

shit I ain't got no voice,

I'm just makin' noise,

bitch it ain't my choice,

but my fault,

I was supposed to talk

'bout my love, damn 

now I'm pissed off,

barbed wires in my throat

it crushes and it folds 

got a taste of my own blood,

can't take a phone call,

all that 'cuz I've fest 

but I ain't got no regrets,

scars on my chest,

but I was the happiest,

throwin' up my hands in the air,

livin' like I don't I care,

but it's not fair,

cracked voice,

gimmie back my vocals,

I know, I've screamed my whole soul

but damn I need to work on 'em

remember you and I,

not the same,

you walk on shame,

I walk on fame.


down, down,

don't let me down, down (X4)



what you want from me ?

I ain't got nothin' for you.

why you look at me ?

don't you see I'm not like you. (X2)



hate it or not 

it's gonna happen

sometimes you can't just walk

and know the directions

believe it or not,

this shit was coocked under an hour,

shit can happen,

that's why I'm still here to rap and 

sometimes sing but not today,

so see you next week after the recovery,

this challenge is so fun but damn sometimes I just hate it,

regularity they say,

it's more like a poison 


down, down,

don't let me down, down (X4)



what you want from me ?

I ain't got nothin' for you.

why you look at me ?

don't you see I'm not like you. (X2)



Yidir 



SILENT VOICE.

They say love makes you blind, but I've never seen as much as I have through your eyes. Every second is worth living when I'm by your side.

Tell me how's your day,
what you feel right now.
Share with me your pain, 
we'll take it, it's fine. 
Can't handle her smile,
she's so mmm, 
she's so fine.
Can't believe she's mine,
I keep dreaming about you
 every night.

Even though we're far from each other,
I still can feel your heart beatin' louder,
Like it's callin' me to cloud ya,
Comin' close and surround ya.


i wish I could kiss you, not miss you, girl 
I wish you was here, a little closer,
I wish I could lay my head on your shoulders, starin' at you a little longer.

Divin' into the depths of your eyes,
I swear they got me hypnotized,
Every blink got me mesmerized,
Feelin' like I'm floatin' in the sky.


You stole it (my heart), now you better keep it,
It's more than just a feeling,
more than just a look,
when both of our eyes speak louder than our words.
I mean it when I say you're my world, the most beautiful girl in the whole universe.
It might sound corny, 
but what doesn't love make us do? 
You should see me with my boo,
stuck in a love story loop,
as sweet as chupa chups.
And I'll never lose a second with you, never lose the track, and never lose the groove.

I know days ain't getting better, and you're tired of keeping your head up. There is too much on the way, you feel like you could, but you can't.
darlin' just let things happen,
and just try to remember,
how much you're stronger,
don't let it take over,
( your mind )


i wish I could kiss you, not miss you, girl 
I wish you was here, a little closer,
I wish I could lay my head on your shoulders, starin' at you a little longer.

Divin' into the depths of your eyes,
I swear they got me hypnotized,
Every blink got me mesmerized,
Feelin' like I'm floatin' in the sky. 

i wish I could kiss you, not miss you, girl 
I wish you was here, a little closer,
I wish I could lay my head on your shoulders, starin' at you a little longer.

Divin' into the depths of your eyes,
I swear they got me hypnotized,
Every blink got me mesmerized,
Feelin' like I'm floatin' in the sky. 

Yidir.


UR EYEZ.

First, let me set it up right for you,
’fore you get sick, ’fore you get blue and puke,
You envy me for what I do,
Makin’ new shit, always on the blueprint,
A multitask king, a fuckin’ workaholic,
You wish you had la même vie and the same energy,
But you still dans ton lit, scrollin' like a zombie 
I'm Bumpin' on the beat like shady,
And They say I'm crazy, but I'm Kanye healthy,

now they all act like they know me,
" hi yidir!, what's up ? ", " you see that guy ?, I know him, he's a friend of mine !", really?
Wasn't you the motherfucker who said I was corny ? 
The same guy who barely gets the chance to know me ?
Now you wanna know what the fuck I am doing ?,
They all ask the same questions,
Like " who you dealin' with? ", " who is she ? ", " what you makin' ? ", " where you go ? ", " are you movin'? "
Damn, let me take a brake from this show,


I turn the whole thing upside down,
everybody wanna do the same, the same now,
I turn the whole thing up right now 
everybody wanna do the same, the same now. (X2)


Here we go, back on the track, back to the show, you gotta be locked in to catch the flow, must be focused to follow, tic toc it ain't the pendulum, It's the bomb, let me introduce to y'all,
The great Polo !

The clock goes tic toc,
You click and choke on TikTok,
Jumpin' and lickin' on each cock,
It's gettin' gross that's a Hitchcock,
You better close your ziplock,
All bark, no bite, just lip talk,
Stop yellin' on each block
You could get jump,
With a gun stock,
Or just a sock full of rocks !
What you thought?
Walkin' with your frock,
Talkin' with your Glock,
All that, without getting scoped ?
Shut the fuck up !
Alright, where's the volume knob ?

There's a lot of bitches and I know a few,
Some get confused by the truth,
‘I didn’t want you, I just asked’ — cute.
I had better lies at two,
Back when I barely knew how to tie my shoe.
Now I got Lord Farquaad on my back,
The gym rat who got cheated on and now datin’ the Sasquatch. 
the misogynistic fuckboy that we all love !
maybe he'll get a chance against all odds

Success brings bitches, and bitches bring lies, " but you still underground!"
Success isn't just that, look I'm still alive, that's better than any stream on SoundCloud, but you won't get that
nope, I know I'm different, in fact,
I'm half human, half amazing, half french, half Djazaïr, half dead and full amazigh, alright nevermind just forget about it, I'ma turn this whole shit upside down !


I turn the whole thing upside down,
everybody wanna do the same, the same now,
I turn the whole thing up right now 
everybody wanna do the same, the same now. (X4)


Yidir 

UPSIDE DOWN.

Tell me if I can find,
Me, myself, or my mind,
In this desert I've tried,
In the ocean I've tried.

I keep on losin' myself,
Tryin' to find a new me,
Let me dream,
I need it to live.


I've tried questionin' myself,
But somehow I'm tendin' to end,
My life, and I offend,
My thoughts, 'cause I'll regret,
And my heart might need a break,
My arms, I think they forsake,
Crawlin', and then they bend,
Walkin', I still pretend.

I'm fallin', but never seen the ground,
I'm talkin', in my head every night,
I'm thinkin', 'bout death every time,
And even when I'm fine...

I remember the old dayz, overthinking all day,
What’s the point? No sé, lost in my head,
Grey days, my mind were a maze,
Sun rises, I’m still amazed,
I'm in a fuckin' haze, trapped in this phase,
But I did find a way,
I reached for the fate,
No longer afraid,
Dancin' through pain,
Livin' till the end.


Tell me if I can find,
Me, myself, or my mind,
In this desert I've tried,
In the ocean I've tried.

I keep on losin' myself,
Tryin' to find a new me,
Let me dream,
I need it to live.


I've tried questionin' myself,
But somehow I'm tendin' to end,
My life, and I offend,
My thoughts, 'cause I'll regret,
And my heart might need a break,
My arms, I think they forsake,
Crawlin', and then they bend,
Walkin', I still pretend.


yidir 


DREAMZ.

I'm addicted to sound like Houston with crack,
Like Shady with Valium, but there will be no rehab,
Every verse is a relapse,
My tongue’s knife, I bleed on the track,
My eyes talk better than your mouth does,
Keep barkin', dogs — y’all just act tough, actors.

Keep on playing, I like it like that.
Gimme competition, I like.
How many opps I got? 
Let's find out.
Don't flex'em bitch, you're flat.
Be humble, yes, sit down.
Death is my only bound.

Who's next to spin on the platter now?

I'm the mad kid in a good city.
I'm lightning. Yeah, McQueen. I'm drifting.
Blood sur le vinyle.
Sang sur la platine.
Fais gaffe, ça tire...

Now I feel blessed,
'Cause I saw K Dot on the scene.
I'm impressed — there's a part of me that knows I could never do the same,
But there's another one that thinks I'd kill that stage.


Pull up on your grave, with a record in my hand, yeah,
Let the bass explain what you’d never understand, yeah,
place it, spin it, play, yeah,
Feel the 808, yeah, fusin’ through your brain, yeah, fusin' through your brain.

Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!


I'm invisible like the other part of the spectrum
I'm a little mist in your perception
Go ahead just try to envision
Me, you can't, I'm a lost transmission
I know idiots talkin' religions,
And they ain't even decent,
Keep your tips, it lacks reason
Your sins weight more — call it soul treason
I'm always in new missions, endless fight with my demons
My head's a fuckin' prison,
It rains, it pours — every season
I'm the product of the rocks' collision
Yeah, I was born for friction,
They're lookin' for occasions
for division

Bitch whatcha mad for ?
This shit is just a metaphor,
I'm talkin', don't ignore,
They call me Igor,
JID on the headphones,
Small as Pluton,
And big as a Proton,
Bitch, ça fait longtemps.

They call Rambo,
They call me Rimbaud,
I never rumble,
Neither Trumbull.
Blood on the floor,
Samouraï sword,
No songs on platforms,
But soon an album.


Pull up on your grave, with a record in my hand, yeah,
Let the bass explain what you’d never understand, yeah,
place it, spin it, play, yeah,
Feel the 808, yeah, fusin’ through your brain, yeah, fusin' through your brain.

Pull up on your grave, with a record in my hand, yeah,
Let the bass explain what you’d never understand, yeah,
place it, spin it, play, yeah,
Feel the 808, yeah, fusin’ through your brain, yeah, fusin' through your brain.

Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!
Pull up!, pull up!

Yidir.

PULL UP!

DABADAMNNN!

ohh noo !!
not him !!
not again!!!
noooooooo!

Who's small, got some shoes and a smile!
Can fit in yours and run a hundred miles.
He thinks he can sing, oh yeah he can rap,
He dumb, but don't take him for an ape! 

That's me !
And I won't change !
If so, bye bye it is the end

It's me !
I feel myself!
I got the jinx and I don't care 

big, baggy jeans,
wearing Nikes,
glasses on,
knockin' on your door like...

lookin' for beef,
I'll take anyone
d'vitry à Paris,
I'm shady from 03.

I'm super, I'm fragile,
I'm Christopher Reeves.
I'm mature, I'm juvenile,
I'm KDOT.
Fuck with me you can't,
sick! , I'm outta reach.
if I wanna feat, bitch 
gotta suck like a leech 

all I ever wanted
was a double cheese,
but fuck being rich,
now down on your knees !
yeah where are my fees ?
I gave y'all my soul,
my brain and my feets,
where's my sold, yeah, where's my cheese?


Big baggy jeans, Nikes,
I feel myself!
Casio watch on my wrist,
I feel myself!
48 songs yeah,
I feel myself!
I'm your role model, bitch 
I feel myself!

I feel myself bitch!
I feel myself 
I feel myself bitch!
I feel myself 
I feel myself bitch!
I feel myself 
I feel myself bitch!
I feel myself


1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 seconds
I already did more than you ever did in 7.
Days, years? Please — lady, move your ass.
They tell me “Yidir, why not in French ?"
Car j’tuerais tout le monde dans ce game,
So beleck à tes fesses.
I create more than you can take,
We produce more than Tyler in a year, yes.
you copy, I past 
I'm movin' cuz' nothin' lasts,
you stay cuz' you can't follow the path!

Y’all mini-me,
Je suis le schéma, vous l’esquisse,
I dodge bullets, y’all sweat ’em, et je les esquive,
C’est c’que ça coûte de plus être dans la matrice,
Damn, m’parle même plus de reussite,

Just take a little look at my ribs,
Yeah, you’re right, there’s one missin’,
I’m not God, I just believe in Him,
J’écris, et tu lis entre les lignes,
I rap, I don’t speak, but I really feel.


Big baggy jeans, Nikes,
I feel myself!
Casio watch on my wrist,
I feel myself!
48 songs yeah,
I feel myself!
I'm your role model, bitch 
I feel myself!

I feel myself bitch!
I feel myself 
I feel myself bitch!
I feel myself 
I feel myself bitch!
I feel myself 
I feel myself bitch!
I feel myself

Yidir 

I FEEL MYSELF!

ILLIGOLDAYZ.

WE ARE 2 BRODAZ, WE MAKE SHITTY MUSIC ( I ESPECIALLY), WE'RE ON A 1 WEEK= 1 SONG CHALLENGE ( INSPIRATION FROM RILÈS)
AND I THINK THAT'S IT.

ENJOY.
(OR NOT )

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MAN ON FIRE.

ILLIGOLBRODAZ.