Libretto:
The crown drips red from a thousand hands,
Each vow I broke still bleeds where it stands.
They carved my throne from the bones of faith,
Now I sit in ruin  and call it grace.


No gods remain to whisper my name,
I am the storm that remembers the flame.
Where the light once trembled, I now reign.

Bloodcrowned - my kingdom screams in bloom,
Every echo bends to my tune.
I forged my voice from ash and flame,
And every silence now knows my name.


The veil is torn, the masquerade dies,
Their eyes reflect my endless rise.
Each sin reborn beneath my will,
Every ghost I killed sings still.

I wear the chaos as my veil,
The universe bows, pale and frail.
I am no prayer, no martyr’s cry -
I am the crown that does not die.


Bloodcrowned - the dawn decays for me,
Thorns and halos in symphony.
Where gods were silent, I became,
The ruin that remembers flame.

Bloodcrowned

// TRANSMISSION: NEX_REQUIEM_SIGNAL //
The fire’s awake again.
Beneath the city, he found what the gods chose to forget.

They called it mercy.
He calls it a grave.

“I Came To End What The World Ignored.”

A signal from the dark below Nex Capitalis -
the beginning of the storm.

[The Cycle Begins soon...]
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lyrics:
Red lights pulse like veins in the stone.
Every flicker whispers, “Keep your head down.”
But I don’t crawl anymore 
I walk upright through hell’s arteries.

Footsteps echo in someone else’s crime,
children’s shoes left behind like dime.
Posters peeling, faces gone,
only they can sell this lie!

Their order built temples out of pain,
called them markets, called it gain.
I count the names on the walls in dust
each one hums, “Remember us.”

Floor’s still wet with names erased,
numbers, where faces used to be.
I hear chains sing lullabies 
I hear ghosts that never learned to rest.

Welcome to the Bloodlight Corridor!
Every pulse a sin, every breath a war!
If mercy’s dead, then I’m the proof 
I drag thunder through the roof!
Every scream, every scar, every locked door!
You made mercy a weapon,
now mercy’s got a war!
I came to end what the world ignored!

Chains hum hymns to broken bones,
guards wear halos made of phones.
They film the pain, they sell the faith
I walk in slow, I unlearn grace.

Fluorescent blood across my sleeve,
each drop another name to grieve.
You wanted silence? Here’s your sound 
I speak in thunder underground.

Rooms still smell like burnt hope.
Toys melted into the floor.
Their sermons play on loop,
voices of faith turned into rot.

Welcome to the Bloodlight Corridor!
Every step burns, every soul’s a score!
You called it order 
I call it war!
I came to end what the world ignored!

The corridor hums like it knows my sin
but I’m not leaving till the lights go dim.


I Came To End, What The World Ignored

lyrics:
I heard them laughing through the wall,
two voices sharp as keys.
They said her name like a curse,
like she was just another ghost to bury.

“The Fox is dead,” they said
and something broke so clean inside me
it almost sounded like music.
I smiled for the first time in years.


The Fox is dead, and so am I,
but death can’t hold my  fire.
If blood made me, pain refined me,
then this pain made me holy.

They took her name
I’ll make it a weapon.


I still see her in the corners,
ash in her hair, gold in her eyes.
She looks at me like a question
that already knows the answer.

They thought ending her would end me.
They never learned:
we were always the same fire
burning in two bodies.


 I heard them say you’re gone.
Then why do they still flinch
when I speak?


The Fox is dead, and so am I
but ashes remember their shape.
They tried to bury a warning,
and raised a storm instead.

The Fox is Dead And So Am I

If we let go of what haunts us, would we lose what makes us human?


lyrics:
I lit a candle for the things I can’t forget,
watched the smoke spell out their names.
They never leave;
they just learn new corners of the dark.


The walls remember laughter,
the floor remembers rain.
I walk inside those echoes
and call it home again.

Your shadow still knows mine by heart,
it moves before I do.
Even silence wears your shape
when the night pulls through.

Memory, gentle ghost,
lie beside me, keep me close.
You’re the fire in the cold,
the story that won’t grow old.

I taste old summers in the dust,
hear footsteps that were never gone.
Time bends around the things we loved
it can’t erase, it just moves on.

Every face I tried to let go
still breathes inside my chest.
They whisper, we were real once,
and I nod, and let them rest.

Memory, gentle ghost,
lie beside me, keep me close.
You’re the fire in the cold,
the story that won’t grow old.

If forgetting is forgiveness,
then I’m still learning how to pray.
But I’d rather burn with what I’ve lost
than freeze in empty grace.

Stay with me,
just until the dawn.
When the warmth is gone,
be the ghost that keeps me warm.

Memory Is the Ghost That Keeps Us Warm

lyrics:
Oh look, another day, another mirror I avoid.
Another cup of “you’re fine” I didn’t ask for.
I wave at my reflection like,
“Hey man, still here?”
and he just shrugs
like even he’s bored of me.

I open the curtains 
the sun hits me like an insult.
Outside the rich kids parade their new cars
like trophies for breathing.
And I’m here
celebrating the fact I didn’t disappear
in my own hallway last night.


I tried talking to someone 
they nodded through me like smoke.
Guess it’s official…
I make a hell of a ghost.


Everybody loves a ghost
’til it speaks.
’Til it needs something.
’Til it asks, “Can you see me?”
Then suddenly
they’ve got somewhere else to be.
Everybody loves a ghost
when it’s quiet,
when it’s tragic,
when it doesn’t ask for help.
But I’m here 
loud, broken, breathing 
and nobody
loves
that.


I walked outside today
just to prove I still exist.
A guy bumped into me
and said, “Sorry, didn’t see you.”
Funny.
Nobody ever does.
I should start wearing a neon sign:
“Human. Barely. But trying.”

I laughed at my own joke 
too loud.
The kind of laugh that sounds
a little unhinged.
People stared like I barked.
Guess emotion’s illegal
unless you’re wealthy.


I tried being quiet.
I tried being loud.
Turns out
I’m invisible
in surround sound.


Everybody loves a ghost
’til it talks back.
’Til it breaks routine.
’Til it asks for a hand
or a hug
or just
a reason.
Everybody loves a ghost
when it’s tragic art
or background noise.
But the second it wants
to stay alive…
everyone leaves the room.


If loneliness were a religion
I’d be its loudest prophet.
If hope were a crime
lock me up 
I’m innocent.
I’m tired of begging for space
in a world that hands mansions
to people who never earned
their own names.


So here I am 
still here,
still haunting my own life,
still screaming in lowercase
because yelling never helped.
A ghost with a pulse
no one wants to feel.
But hey…
at least I’m honest

Everybody Loves a Ghost

Lyrics:
I grew up learning how to survive.
Not how to live.
Revenge was the first thing
That ever made sense.

I was raised on funerals and promises,
On clenched fists and last goodbyes.
Every lesson came with blood on it,
Every truth learned how to lie.

Loss taught me direction early,
Pointed straight at who to blame.
Betrayal gave me purpose,
Cruelty taught me how to aim.

I didn’t dream about tomorrow,
I just hunted yesterday.
When revenge is all you’re fed,
It starts to taste like faith.

They called us broken.
They were right.
But broken things still walk.

We were dead men walking,
Breathing out of spite.
Kept alive by anger,
Marching through the night.

Dead men walking,
Nothing left to lose.
That was before I found
Something scarier than the truth.

Then you stood where the rage lived,
Didn’t flinch, didn’t run.
You didn’t ask me to be better 
You just treated me like one.

You gave names to quiet moments,
Put a table where there was war.
For the first time in my life
I wanted more than settling a score.

Revenge never scared me 
Pain was something I could steer.
But love made my hands shake,
Because love could disappear.

You showed me family
Isn’t blood or vows or chains.
It’s choosing to stay
When leaving would, less every day.

We were dead men walking,
Built to end the fight in flame.
But you showed me something worse than hate 
A life that could be taken away.

Dead men walking,
Learning how to stay.
Because loving you
Was scarier than revenge ever was to face.

Revenge taught me how to destroy.
You taught me why I shouldn’t.

I’ll walk forward afraid.
That’s how I know
I’m alive.

Dead Men Walking

The girl answer to the man lesson

Lyrics:
I stayed.
I just don’t know who stayed.

I lived alone for years and years,
Long before you said my name.
I learned how not to ask for help,
How to wear silence like a frame.

They told me what I could be useful for,
Taught my hands before my heart.
I don’t know where the girl ends
And where the weapon starts.

You looked at me like I was real,
Not trained, not measured, not assigned.
Now I’m standing in the quiet
Trying to remember what you saw in mine.

You said, stay human.
I’m trying.

what I am without you.
what I’m meant to be.
A weapon, a girl, or something broken
Holding onto your memory.

If I let go, I disappear.
If I hold on, I can breathe.
So I’ll stay here, stay human 
If you’re still here inside of me.

They ask me what I stand for now,
Who I answer to, who I serve.
I freeze like I forgot the words
For things I was never allowed to learn.

You never told me who to be,
You just showed me how to feel.
That’s harder than following orders 
That’s harder than being steel.

Some nights I hear your voice still calm,
Not saving me, just near.
Saying, “You don’t need to know yet.
You’re allowed to still be here.”

If I was only ever shaped to survive,
And never taught what living means,
Can I still become someone
Or was I always in-between?

I don’t know what I am without you.
I dont know what I’m not anymore.
I’m not empty. I’m not owned.
I’m not just what I was before.

If staying human means remembering
The way you looked at me,
Then I’ll carry that until I learn
Who I’m allowed to be.

If I’m still breathing…
Then you didn’t leave.

What Am I Without You

Lyrics:
I don’t wake up whole.
I assemble myself.

I breathe when the night gets loud,
Remind myself there’s still something now.
Fix what I can, keep people fed,
Patch the cracks they pretend aren’t there.

I water plants in broken streets,
Hold doors open, say “excuse me.”
I try real hard to stay the man
Who believes this world can still be held in hands.

But something in me listens
For the sound of boots.

I’m trying to keep life alive.

I’m built for when it dies.

I’m the fault line running through,
I don’t choose, I split in two.

When the system bares its teeth,
Something else wakes up in me.
Hands stop shaking, heart goes flat,
I don’t feel guilt, I calculate.

I know where to hit, how much it takes,
How fast a threat turns into space.
You call it loss of self-control,
I call it doing what keeps control.

He’s not gone.

He’s waiting.

I don’t want this.
I just want quiet.

Quiet doesn’t survive.

There has to be another way.

There was.
They killed it.

I try to keep life alive,
I swear I do, I try.
But when the system fights back hard,
Something else takes the wheel inside.

I’m the chaos you designed,
Every line you crossed is mine.
I don’t flip, I was the switch
You built for moments just like this.

If I sound empty
It’s because someone had to be.

When the Switch Flips

fractured does not mean broken... 
its means becoming..

These are not for charts, this is not for fame. This is for the one who finds it and dreams with it. Even if only a single soul ever listens, the story will live.

What Am I Without You

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