[Verse]
I remember when you left
Not a reason you just went
Empty space now where you sat
Can't forget the way you laughed

[Verse 2]
Picking up the pieces slow
Hard to let the feelings show
Want you back it's plain to see
Life's not same without you near me

[Chorus]
I just want to get you back
Wanna walk the same old track
Know it's simple plain and clear
Want you back right here

[Verse 3]
Every day I think about
What it takes to bring you 'round
Try to call you but I'm scared
Hang up quick without a word

[Chorus]
I just want to get you back
Wanna walk the same old track
Know it's simple plain and clear
Want you back right here

[Bridge]
I know I can make this right
Promise you I'll hold you tight
Got the words I need to say
Won't you come back home and stay

Get You Back

New Identity

Verse 1:
I look in the mirror, bows in my hair,
Pink frilly dresses, I want you to care.
Twirl in my skirt, smile so bright,
Hoping you see that I'm doing it right.

Chorus:
Call me cute, call me adorable,
Tell me that I'm not just a dream.
I need to hear it, I need to feel it,
That this is real and I'm not just pretending.

Verse 2:
I walk through the world, ribbons and lace,
Wearing these heels, putting on a face.
Giggling sweetly, trying to be,
The picture-perfect girl you want to see.

Chorus:
Call me cute, call me adorable,
Tell me that I'm not just a dream.
I need to hear it, I need to feel it,
That this is real and I'm not just pretending.

Verse 3:
I play the part, in every way,
Matching accessories, every single day.
Acting so dainty, gentle and kind,
Hoping this image is fixed in your mind.

Chorus:
Call me cute, call me adorable,
Tell me that I'm not just a dream.
I need to hear it, I need to feel it,
That this is real and I'm not just pretending.

Bridge:
But as the night falls and the silence creeps in,
The doubts start to whisper, reminding me again.
I'm not what I seem, this wasn't my choice,
I remember the past, and I lose my voice.

Verse 4:
You say I'm cute, you say I'm adorable,
But the truth inside is undeniable.
I was forced into this, it's not truly me,
A shadow of what I used to be.

Verse 5:
Underneath the makeup, beneath the disguise,
There's a part of me that still cries.
Longing for the freedom to be who I am,
Trapped in this role, I just can't understand.

Chorus:
Call me cute, call me adorable,
Tell me that I'm not just a dream.
I need to hear it, I need to feel it,
But in my heart, I know it's not real.

Verse 6:
So I'll keep on smiling, and I'll play my part,
Hiding the pain that's deep in my heart.
Maybe one day I'll find a way out,
Until then, I'll live with the doubt.

Outro:
The world sees a girl, but I know the truth,
This mask I wear is a prison, a role I didn't choose.
So call me cute, call me adorable,
But remember, I was forced into this role.

The Mask I Wear (Vocaloid)

Verse 1:
Shes feeling small, shes feeling scared
Thinking about the night, wondering if she's prepared
Memories of laughter and secrets we've shared
Now she's blushing, trembling, feeling so unprepared

Chorus:
It hurts so much, I can barely breathe
But her worried eyes, they make me believe
She's so scared and so adorable to see
Shaking with love, her first time with me

Verse 2:
She's embarrassed, doesn't know what to do
But I take her hand and guide her through
Stories of our past, memories so true
She's so nervous, but she knows I'll take care of you

Chorus:
It hurts so much, I can barely breathe
But her worried eyes, they make me believe
She's so scared and so adorable to see
Shaking with love, her first time with me

Bridge:
I whisper softly, it's okay my dear
You can be scared, you don't have to fear
I'll be gentle, wipe away your tears
It's your first dance, let go of your fears

Chorus:
It hurts so much, I can barely breathe
But her worried eyes, they make me believe
She's so scared and so adorable to see
Shaking with love, her first time with me

Outro:
She's feeling small, she's feeling scared
But in my arms, she knows she's prepared
With each moment, our love is declared
Her first dance, a memory shared.

Hurts so Much

[Verse]
Split mind, split soul, body's mask
Girl shell, boy's heart, future pretask
Mirror cracks, shatterin' truth
Born a lady, mind a youth
Draggin' chains, cursed biology
No flow of life, no child progeny
Fists clenched, spirit dechained
Silent screams through veins stained

[Chorus]
Runnin' from this flesh prison
Eyes open, mind arisen
Death before a womb curse
Livin' mismatched, it only gets worse

[Verse 2]
Pink dress, blue dreams
Torn seams, silent screams
Fake roles forced by flesh
Haunted by what comes next
Dreaded cycle, moon's call
Rather no heartbeat at all
Masculine soul, caught in pain
Freedom found in death's domain

[Bridge]
Yearnin' void, echoes loud
No more momma, not so proud
Sproutin' thorns beneath skin
No more girlish moments—fin
Boy heart, lady part
Too conflicted to restart

[Chorus]
Runnin' from this flesh prison
Eyes open, mind arisen
Death before a womb curse
Livin' mismatched, it only gets worse

[Verse 3]
Crimson stains, pain refrain
Lady burdens, heavy chain
Shatter glass for freedom swift
Mortality, ultimate gift
Bridge of life, messed design
Terminal answer in demise

Flesh Prision

[Verse]
Chasing shadows on the wall
Heartbeat racing I might fall
Called the one I need tonight
No answer on the other side

[Verse 2]
Pains of labor hit so strong
Feels like seconds last so long
Every breath a distant cry
Where are you my steady light

[Chorus]
Ghost in the wind haunting me
Spirits whisper where you'll be
You were the one I called
Now I'm here all alone

[Bridge]
Traffic lights the crash that night
Took away my guiding light
Exes past but love remains
Holding on through all this pain

[Verse 3]
Silent cries unheard goodbyes
Why did fate ignore our ties
Your hands I need I can't find
Just your memory in my mind

[Chorus]
Ghost in the wind haunting me
Spirits whisper where you'll be
You were the one I called
Now I'm here all alone

Ghost In The Wind

sad guitar rift, Downtempo, Melodic EDM, Synth, Metalcore, Industrial, post-rock, pop ambient, sad piano, female vocals

The Quiet Room

[Verse]
Woke up from a coma
World feels so new
Light touching my eyes
Sky so bright and blue

[Verse 2]
Time that I lost
Memories fade
Now I'm breathing again
Sunshine on my face

[Chorus]
I'm back to life
Back to normal
Second chance
Brand new portal
Feel the beat
Feel the rhythm
I'm alive
No more prison

[Bridge]
Heartbeat racing
World's rearranging
Life's amazing
No more plaguing

[Verse 3]
Friends gathering round
Laughter fills the air
Once was lost
Now I'm aware

[Chorus]
I'm back to life
Back to normal
Second chance
Brand new portal
Feel the beat
Feel the rhythm
I'm alive
No more prison

Back To Life

[Verse]
Where are my buds at
Wanna feel the vibe
Need my crew around
Just to chill no lie

[Verse 2]
Got my favorite tunes
Got no place to be
Just wanna relax
Feel that summer breeze

[Chorus]
Where are my buds at
Chillin' today
Where are my buds at
No more work all play

[Bridge]
Got that lemonade
In the shade
Sippin' slow
Where are my buds at
Let me know

[Verse 3]
Rolling down the streets
Got my shades on tight
Sun is shining bright
Everything's alright

[Chorus]
Where are my buds at
Chillin' today
Where are my buds at
No more work all play

Where Are My Buds At

[Verse]
Told you before
I am not afraid
I can take him down
I won’t be swayed

[Verse 2]
Don’t hold me back
I know what I’m doing
Heart’s under attack
Still I’m pursuing

[Chorus]
Let me go I can take him
I said let me gooo
Fight this battle on my own
Oh just let me go

[Verse 3]
Eyes on the prize
I’m ready to win
No more goodbyes
I’m diving in

[Verse 4]
I’ve got the strength
No need to worry
I’ll go the length
Victory in a hurry

[Chorus]
Let me go I can take him
I said let me gooo
Fight this battle on my own
Oh just let me go

Let Me Go

Verse 1:
It feels so wrong, but I don't feel right
It's not the place, the body, or the fight
When I woke up from that coma
I felt so happy to be coming home
But for some reason, it didn't feel the same
Something's different, or it hasn't changed

Chorus:
I've a different life there inside my head
Something's wrong with me, I just wanna shed
The memories of a life that wasn't real
But the emotions I feel are hard to conceal

Verse 2:
In that dream, I was someone else
A girl with a love that made my heart swell
Had a boyfriend, then he became an ex
A child right after, emotions complex
Waking up, I thought it'd be alright
But the life I knew feels out of sight

Chorus:
I've a different life there inside my head
Something's wrong with me, I just wanna shed
The memories of a life that wasn't real
But the emotions I feel are hard to conceal

Bridge:
I see flashes of a world where I was free
But now I'm trapped in who I'm supposed to be
The lines are blurred between what's real and fake
Trying to find myself, but I can't escape

Chorus:
I've a different life there inside my head
Something's wrong with me, I just wanna shed
The memories of a life that wasn't real
But the emotions I feel are hard to conceal

Outro:
So here I stand, lost and confused
Between two lives, both of which I've used
Trying to find where I belong
In this life that feels so wrong

Dual Lives

Just a boy with a guitar
A dream girl with a synth
"That'll make sense once you explore me a little more"

Hurts so Much

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