BE (prod. Marsion)

Ben Beal- Madness (prod. Purpan)

So basically i saw bbquest on https://soundcloud.com/oliviaprado/ s soundcloud. And i thought it was fricking beautiful. She didn't have the lyrics of it finished yet, but i just really wanted to cover it. So I switched up the lyrics and added lyrics. And also changed the melody a lil bit. This is what came out of it!

cool effects, mixing: https://soundcloud.com/halberd-3000
original: https://soundcloud.com/oliviaprado/bbquest
cover art: https://soundcloud.com/mysticalfluff

If ever it's Over
If that's what you'd want
I'd miss the feeling you give me
If ever it's over 
I'd miss you're presence 
it flows so nice like waves at the seas

1,2,3, I love you more
1,2,3, let me be more to you
1,2,3 I love you more
1,2,3 let me be more to you

I don't want us to end 
I'd miss your laugh
I'd miss the feeling you give me
I don't want us to end
You're my other half 
So stay here, please
stay here please 

1,2,3, I love you more
1,2,3, let me be more to you
1,2,3 I love you more
1,2,3 let me be more to you

bbquest [remix]

produced by: officeplant 
things & such

https://twitter.com/officeplantwill

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space-faring girl

d minor miles {PROD. KOUNT SPACEY}

recovered all my old tracks from 2012-2016 because my laptop broke last year. AND NOW WE BACK MOFUCKAS, we takin back to 2015 when i was in high school talking about coping with my grandfathers death, trying to finish school and dealing with a abusive relationship at the time. hope you guys enjoy

lyrics:

when i was a youngin i wanted to play baseball
just runnin those bases while my pawpaw was smilin
now my heart is divided cause right now he ain't here
he died last year, and i still ain't got over it.
yo my face filled with tears. when i heard the bad news
he said it's only the rain, it'll be over soon.
i learned alot from him right now he ain't right
under this mask that i wear, the only color is blue
and i'm a failure i know you see it

yo.. right now i'm not passing high school, graduation my be delayed, i can't get a diploma with a 1.8 GPA im sorry momma
i can see the dissapointment on your face
im sorry momma
i wish i was a better son but
hey, im gonna make it out, but am i gonna stay whole?
i'm trapped in these self doubts.
my teachers say Elijah, please be realistic this music shit is just a dream.
go graduate and go visit a fucking community college and be hopeless when finished, and then go live out your life blindfolded with no direction, but hey i get it
we work a part time job just to get a little money thinkin thats our future life we stubborn with the teen's perspective that you're supposed to swim in an ocean of failure and depression, you're envious of others askin all them niggas questions like


HOW YOU MAKE IT OUT?
YOU AIN'T GOT A CAR
HOW YOU GET AROUND?
YOU AIN'T GOT A JOB MY NIGGA
HOW YOU SAFE AND SOUND?

i never understand because im not optimistic
they told me to make a plan B but you know i never listen
tell em it's "build or destroy and it's my decision"
and i'll find a way to fix it, if i make a mistake
you should've seen the fucking look on my face.
when the white folks clapped their hands while i performed on the stage
but when i went home i stayed in my room until late, and i wonder if fame will be my fate and will tomorrow be the date that i pass away?

life is funny will i pass away tomorrow?

i'm dancin with the devil till im starin at the dirt
life is funny, i always laugh at her
she's really sensitive, i can't get too mad at her
cause you know afterwards, there ain't no after her.
if you know what i mean
i mean you live, you got your dreams, things aren't really there as you see
the depressing part it's so hard to achieve 
you start to burn your own jersey and start leaving your team
you gettin desperate like it's do or die
you're stationary like you crucified
friends ain't friends no more you're un-unified 
so you say fuck it, i might as well commit suicide 
but you don't love it

when i decide to sign off, and it's my turn to settle down, i won't return, promise that you will dream about me
promise that you will dream about me

(interlude with my granny)

i made some fucked up mistakes
i wish a time machine was real so i can rewind the tape
stress and depression got me
caught my soul, wiped the grin off my face
cause im a failure and a liar i get it
tell your friends that i said it,
that your boyfriend's pathetic, and he's ugly as fuck.
and cosmetics won't get him to a attractive nigga 
bashin my own damn genetics, but aye im grateful i said it.
my heart should be broken, like a mirror in shards, why don't you just OD and die nigga, it isn't that hard, take a pill and then snooze
drown the candy with booze, too bad i always stay sober, i never win i just lose, i never win i just lose.
bought a new necklace. the "noose"

im a good for nothing son a bitch and my life don't een matter
hurt me back, keep repeating that pattern, sometimes to get rid of pain i wanna load up on drugs, but im just kidding inside.. what i want is a hug.

why am i in my feelins why am i in my?

you shouldn't be without me

you a pussy nigga elijah

kill yourself

im sorry momma (feat. granny) prod. knxwledge (2015)

GO FOLLOW JAKKU HIS BEATS ARE AMAZING!! https://soundcloud.com/killjakku 

CHECK OUT MY EP: enockmomanyi.bandcamp.com/album/basic-drill-lotus

Lyrics
CHORUS
Love sadkid
Love atlas 
Love status 
Love pageants 
Love winning
Hate losing 
Love homies
Love cruising 
While spitting 
Non-kosher 
That’s heat nigga
That’s beef nigga
Compete nigga
Don’t leech nigga
Don’t teach nigga 
Never reach nigga
If you can’t (x2)

BRIDGE
Holy water falling from the sky 
Only dare to touch it if you think you won’t burn… 
With envy be converted to something dark
Another Lucifer born on earth…. 

VERSE
I almost burned from the inside out like chicken fried 
How am I living right now if I didn’t cry out 
To the Lord, please save me, your grace need, your patience is safety 
I’m anxious, my sorrow, is blankets, tomorrow, I won’t reach the covers, I’ll drown in the bottom of a sea of my inadequacies… 
But that’s why I really….

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Cold winter days
Turning the page
Feeling a way
Drown in the waves (x2)

CHORUS

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Love sadKID (prod. jakku)

thru things (iwtlybic) [prod. by rook1e]

autumn belle [prod. by jonsun]

poppin' bottles [prod. by rook1e]

@jikanpapa
@kyaruok
@mattyomusic
@akamaruxoxo

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

jay squared (jay squared & maru backing vocals):

passion makes me concentrate when you move my way
you make my pain go from the highest highs way down to valleys
thats low
you know
how i'd show my love for you 'less you walk right out that door i
PRAY
that i wont go down to that place
PRAY
that you'd just
STAY right WHERE you ARE

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

kyaru:

if you - if you - if you
wanna leave
then baby - run out fast
heart made of gold
don’t mind if I crash
out on your couch
yeah I fall, break like glass
mac said it last year
but last year seems forever in the past
on my dash written - are the XO’s
existential crisis in my garden, tryna tip toe
writing stupid letters to my exes
ain’t the memo
but If you wanna walk
ain’t no telling where my neck go
don’t let go

masked man (masked man & maru backing vocals):

if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)
if she wanna leave, if, baby i dont care
because i hit it right there. (uh huh) said i hit it right there (uh huh)

matty owens:

hit it right there on a leather couch wit a comforter
muslin, thread count the number under a hundred sumn
hit it all night never sleep I’m a rubbish slumberer
finish this take a tired wiz sluggish dumbledore
said wanna humpty dump we can crumble skunk
we could kick it, just like brrrum pa pum
get into something dumb
if the moon and sun can come than maybe they ain’t the only ones
rip the tee, hit the green, mission get in the hole in one

matty owens (matty owens & jay squared backing vocals):

i'm cray
cray cray over you and the thangs that you do
like damn
i been buzzed cause its been a light year
bae don’t leave lemme hit it right there

masked man (masked man & matty owens backing vox):

if she wants, if she wants to, if she leave
because i hit it right there. (hit it) said i hit it right there (hit it)(uh huh)
if she wants, if she wants to, if she leave
because i hit it right there said i hit it right there. (uh huh)

composed & arranged by masked man. x

love poem w/ jay squared, kyaru, matty owens & maru

from detroit, with love.

inquiries : info@ilovejaysquared.com

www.ilovejaysquared.com

thru things (iwtlybic) [prod. by rook1e]

Jay Squared