i have a serious question about this beat

S.A.D VIBES

shatter my brain
shatter my heart rn
tired of this fucking pain
i just wanna sleep now
i just wanna run away
to escape this town

shatter my brain
shatter my heart rn
tired of this fucking pain
i just wanna sleep now
i just wanna sleep now
and i dont wanna wake up
i just wanna disappear
cause we'll never make up

yeah, we'll never make up
always fucking up
never wake up

tryna stay calm
tryna keep emotions stable
but its hard, yeah its hard
when the stress is on the table
mental in a cage and im feeling so unstable
i just wanna die but ik that im unable
why you unavailable
yeah i need you rn
this pains becoming fatal
way too fatal
deep inside my mind, im feeling death all the time
yk i try my best but im never fine

shatter my brain
shatter my heart rn
tired of this fucking pain
i just wanna sleep now
i just wanna sleep now
and i dont wanna wake up
if i never disappeared
would we ever make up?

shatter my brain (prod. lostcage)

whatever (prod. Haruhi)

Artwork By : https://www.instagram.com/swedish_weirdo/
Lyrics

Seeing My Fears Come Alive
I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Feel Like I'm Dead Inside

I Went Through Hell And Back
You Would Never Understand

You Would Never Understand
Getting Trapped In Yourself
I'm Screaming, I'm Calling For Help

It's Quiet As A Mouse In Here
I Just Gotta Get Out Of here

But I Can't
And You Can't Help Me
If I Come Back Please Hold Me Gently
And Now I'm Back , I've Lived A Thousand Lives
If I Die Let It Please Be By Your Side

Hell And Back

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Hell And Back (Prod.Discent)

Always been an outcast...

SCROLL AMV:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-m7PXKE1pE

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GHOST

GHOST ft. boiscry (Prod. Lexi Banks)

(prod. by discent)

You Are Eternal..


LYRICS:

Fill my lungs, I don’t wanna breath!
The man in my reflection just isn’t me!
I wanna come clean, bitch you changed me!
The blood on my hands just can't come clean!

You stabbed me soft with broken glass so I could feel!
I wanna thank you for all of the blood you helped spill!
'Cause knowing what you are underneath all my sweetest dreams!
You’re nothing but the whore who ruined FUCKING EVERYTHING!!

'CAUSE YOU WERE HURTING ME JUST TO FEEL!
AND I WAS WISHING THIS JUST WASN’T REAL!!

I SHOULD’VE KNOWN THAT NOBODY COULD EVER LOVE ME!!
I JUST DIDN’T THINK THAT YOU WOULD EVER HURT ME!

'CAUSE YOU WERE BREAKING ME JUST TO KILL!!
TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME JUST FOR A CHEAP THRILL!

YOU WERE ADDICTION IN THE DARK, 
THE LIGHT CAN'T STOP ME!!!
I WONT LET GO, YOU KNOW THAT YOU’RE MY DARKEST FANTASY!

MY DARKEST FANTASY (prod. by discent)

Produced by Paryo

Lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_joXtIT0is

LUV U BABY WHY YOU NEVER TELL THE TRUTH

Lyrics:

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

[Bridge]
yeah tell me why
i stayed up 2 nights
tell me why

baby i tried
waiting for you 
but you didn't reply
why, why

[Verse]
see i've been trynna find a way
but cant escape this fucking place
and you know that i'm fine
had to say it just in case
trynna stay in my own lane
dont give a fuck bout what u say
all i see is fucking rain
and trynna live with all this pain
all i do is fucking sleep
heres my heart that you can keep
yes i know that love is fake
but i fell in it way too deep
i cant go back theres no help
yeah i rather burn in hell
being stranded in the woods
just wanna die, i wish i could

[Chorus]
i survived, but no one tried
can you look me in my eyes
not much time for me to hide
help me find a brighter light
yeah im fine but theres a line
i have nobody by my side
it's been ages since i cried
thats why im stuck inside my mind
i dont know what to do
i was waiting here for you
come and save me, luv you baby
why you never tell the truth
fucked up feelings,
have no meanings, 
stayed up 2 nights
it got me bleeding
why you gotta do this
tell me why

Biteki びてき

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

@yungdoza

lyrics:

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: gothurted]
Picking up the call
Drunk like every single time
I don't want to hear u saying you love me 
cuz the alcohol in your blood
cuz the one u feel for me is not love
is not love
I know its a trap
I know u will switch side
when I'll be counting racks
crying on my phone
but what am I supposed to do?
what am I supposed to say?
The only thing I want is u
And u know that
I would give everything to be there with u
Cuz I'm crying, dying
Trying to get u lying inside my arms again     

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

[verse: Yung doza]
why u crying girl 
lying and the fighting girl 
with the trying girl
u make me want sigh like girl
I take a blunt to the face
I do not care what she says 
she wanna fuck for the cake
she 20 she catching a case
catching cases all these girls yea they faking
and I’m counting the rackies
all these risks that I’m taking for the bag
always wanted her but then she threw me in the trash
now I'm stuck alone all in my room and smoking thrax
and she knows these gemstones on my coat shit
on my dope shit
smoking till I float shit
I don’t care no
I don’t play fair
threw me in her lair
she so see through she so clear

[chorus: gothurted]
Crying every night
Cuz I'm not with you
Cuz your fucking lies
Cuz your fucking mind games
Calling me crying
What the fuck is wrong with you
What the fuck is wrong with me
Picking up the call again
x2

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Crying feat. yung doza [prod. gothurted]

another sad love song (prod. 2001)

convolk - i relapsed (old version)

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Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
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Lyrics
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If you hate me now wait 'till you see me on shit
Fucked up in the back of the new whip
Write another track while I'm in my all black drip
With a brand new bitch
Baby one more kiss
You know I like that

Right now I feel on top of the world
And I ain't coming down
I ain't stopping now
Miss me when I'm not around

I ain't lie to my girl
So I mean it when Imma make it now
She hop in the whip
When I scream fuck this town

Nobody knows me
Y'all just like who you think that I am
Because how I show me
I'm on my lonely
But I'm just fucking fine with that
'Cause nobody owns me

I've been working non-stop
Working on a new drop
Making sure it's top notch on my own
Yeah I think about her a lot
Sometimes I wish I could stop
Instead I smoke on some pot all alone

All alone, all alone
Instead I'm smoking on thrax all alone
On my own, on my own
Imma make it to the top on my own

If you hate me now wait 'till you see me on shit
Fucked up in the back of the new whip
Write another track while I'm in my all black drip
With a brand new bitch
Baby one more kiss
You know I like that

Right now I feel on top of the world
And I ain't coming down
I ain't stopping now
Miss me when I'm not around

I ain't lie to my girl
So I mean it when Imma make it now
She hop in the whip
When I scream fuck this town

They'll be jeering on the way back
Looking at my face tats
So off of my face
I don't know where my face at
I don't really give a fuck
Imma make it on my own two
You can hate me all you want
I don't even know you

Right now I feel on top of the world
And I ain't coming down
I ain't stopping now
Miss me when I'm not around

I ain't lie to my girl
So I mean it when Imma make it now
She hop in the whip
When I scream fuck this town

(Outro)
Where is my mind
Where is my mind

One More Kiss

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One More Kiss [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

--uncertain-- [prod. shinjin]

prod. (hxrxkiller)

dont have money for the good master but hope yall like it <3

lyrics:
tell me how it feels to be distant
ill tell u how it feels to be different
lets match up our scars 
baby pick up the knife
lets see whos gonna
cut the deepest
(oh no)
imma say i hate u cuz
i love u too much
u gonna say u hate me
cuz u wanna move on
im standin up here w ur spit on my face
why u keeping ur mouth away from my name?
(X2)

i wonder if things would be different
if i payed attention to my own interests
instead of bein ignant to the words she was missin
n wonderin if im hittin from the right position

cuz ive been hearing all the whisperin inside of my head
baby i wish you knew how ive been running my thoughts
till my conscious is dead cuz my mind
doesnt like to make sense anymore

tell me how it feels to be distant
ill tell u how it feels to be different
lets match up our scars 
baby pick up the knife
lets see whos gonna
cut the deepest
(oh no)
imma say i hate u cuz
i love u too much
u gonna say u hate me
cuz u wanna move on
im standin up here w ur spit on my face
why u keeping ur mouth away from my name?
(X2)

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cut the deepest

ty @alainite for the featuring <3 

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

[verse: alainite]
Yeah every time I do I cry
'Cause I’ve been staying up so late at night and I’m just burning
'Cause I can’t find another way to kill the pain
And I’ve been crawling down this lonely road yeah I been wasted
Just tryna find a place where I can hide my pain

'Cause you’re everything I want and more, oh
Yeah you got me so bored of everybody else I'm sure, oh
That you got me ignored like everybody else I’m sure

[chorus: gothurted]
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
Took a pill cause I don't want to feel shit
Try hard to keep going on the same shit
Cause every time that I'm alone I've been getting hit
By this feeling that is trying to make me die
It's all right, keep walking, keep faking a smile 
Last time that we saw I was facing
Bad mood for the drugs I was lacing
Smoke a joint I don't want to keep thinking
About you cause every time I do I cry

brighter light (prod. Paryo)

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