Child's Play

If You Were Here

Something Holy

Self

Original song :). 

Avaliable on Spotify and Apple Music: https://artists.landr.com/056870816210

Lyrics:
I can't walk mmh
I can't move mmh

Lulled by sound
profound enough 
Cut a dime 
my teeth above

Sire a woe
verve is dead  
soup of nerves 
mouth is flood

My teeth above
Above
		
In shurbs dreams bask
Night's alone
My mother asks
how are you son 
			
I can't walk				
I can't move 

Crows withstand
The urge resolve		
Moons crash out
Sky's no more

Where's floor 			
where are the stars (we're the stars)
where's my life  		
My desire 	

Fizzeled out, gist I mourn		
Flock is down, I am no more
Sun's entombed, entombed
		
How are you son
and I sing a song	
Cannot walk cannot love 
Where's my warmth
Warm
			
I am in my war mmh
World's destroyed
life is worth 
a ware resort 
Where's Marx (the comunists)

Mmh should learn from them
read more books
rediscover retransform 
my truth 

But I can't walk
can't move can't love 
I sigh for you, where's my warm			
For you, where's it			
		
Where's my boat
Where's my walk	
I drown alone
My teeth above

Sire a wove
Hug my soul 
And I sing henceforth		
a tiny song
		
Where are the rules
when we are in love 
Our fun is ruled 
by the class above
		
Trust those conscious hearts
Within the air 
lies big and red 
what cause the brain 
go full agape

All that we create 
don't belong to us
How is this fair
I tell my mom tell my dad
don't tell us tales 
			
How are you son	
I sing a song
I fizzle out
gist resolved
	
Our body's time		
served as tithe
How much pain	
will we restrain

Existence tithed		
tighted
dried 	
dired 

I can't fucking move
I cannot walk  
			 
Sire a woe
verve is dead  
soup of nerves 
mouth is flood

My teeth above
Above

Lulled by sound
profound enough 
Cut a dime 	
my teeth above

Who are you son?

I crave your hair
I'm not enough mmh
Your voice your face 
your past your touch

Hands and time, 
that universe beyond
where bored is safe
and joy has flown		

Where under tree leafs
blue sky has shown
that life's just close and soft
eyes down my lips are yours are yours

And I will be there 
though I'm not enough

There I will
with you my love 
'til known 'til dawn    
A tiny song 
that's way to
long

(Don't be afraid 
to be deserved of love)

But I Can't Walk

The Surface

Home

Original song :). I think this is the first song since I allowed myself to express and learn without "expectation" that I'm genuinely proud of. I feel tender for myself for the first time in my entire life, which is really cool, because it implies that I no longer have the usual and everlasting difficulty of perceiving myself in my future.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-es/track/2IBDCN36DXxeBFVej7orBW?si=421a9b4d670f4f5a

Lyrics:
What do you see you see
when I talk to you

What do you feel
when I'm around you

What do you see 
when I talk to you

What do you feel
when I die for you

What, what do you see 
when I talk to you   
What

I can see you waking 
towards me talking  
with someone else
that is more to you
than I will ever be

What do you see 
when I talk to you 
What would you feel
If I were around you 

You wouldn't know 
to say a thing to me
You wouldn't know 
to say a thing to me
because you would sense
that I'm made out of air

I, I feel I could 
care for you
But only if you wanted to

I just want a chance
to meet somebody
upon whom gift my
irresistible urge of tenderness
irresistible urge of tenderness

Irresistible urge of tenderness

See, see
See, I can see (I can see) 
See (you walking) 
See (towards me)

(Talking to someone else 
that I won't ever be 
to you, to you yeah)

Irresistible urge of tenderness

Original song :).

Lyrics:
I am waiting for something to happen by itself
I am waiting for something to happen by itself
I am waiting for something to change by itself 

The stress makes me feel nothing nothing
The rainbows the moon the sun makes me feel nothing
A smile, a burst of laugh can't change the way I feel

I am waiting for something to happen by itself

For so long everything was for me broken
I am waiting for something to change by itself
But nothing changes by itself you have to move
You'll have to move
You'll have to move

change by itself (demo)

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Time Moves Slow (feat. Sam Herring)

WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?

i love you

Heeey! My name is Ilya and my pronouns are he/him. I'm 25. Been depressed since I was 15 or something like that. As trying to learn how to live is what defines this point of my adulthood, I genuinely have no clue about wtf I'm doing.

I hate this fucking site.

change by itself (demo)

Ilya noseque