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skeletons

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skeletons (feat. kenny orlando + ezra)

All A Game (Prod Polaroid)

lyrics:

Was it weird just to end the call
With 'I might move to montreal'
Pack a story of somebody else
Someone who isn’t like me at all
Would you think just to hold my hand
Yeah I know that’s not part of the plan
It’s just a way to recognize this place
And for you to say that you know who I am

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

I might not be so terrified
‘Cause what use is not closing my eyes
When the view from my window’s now
That old house torn down for a new highrise
And what about the oak tree left next to it
Do you think it gives a shit at all, I don’t know
It’ll breathe and be a little confused
But that’s exactly how I am before my daily fix

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in union station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

What does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now
Who does anybody wanna be
What does everybody wanna see now

Will I be less inclined to lie
In a city I’ve been to twice, I know
It’s too early to be sending gifts
But before I’d leave could you just get me a hit

Of a bittersweetened affirmation
Said god knows where in central station
Still playing games of imitation  
For what, for what
For a hesitant first invitation
To some party planned for graduation
Just to hear the same three conversations
For what, for what

Et c’est tout mon choix, n'est-ce pas mon ami
Tu l'as dit cent fois dans un rêve, juste vas-y
Quand le jour viendra je le comprendrai
Mais pourquoi, pourquoi

montreal (acoustic version)

take a trip to polaris, bitch i’m heading north
watch ur mouth cause them young boys gon flip a car
i don’t know u i don’t give a fuck bout who u are
i been shedding weight but these pockets large

i been on my gotti
girl u know u got me
this shit getting choppy
send em to the lobby
yea, yea
can’t go thru that shit again
yea
u not him u just a middle man

aye
tried to give ‘em time to catch up
i won’t impressed once
i learned my lesson
crying for attention
sound like a bitch boy
if it’s up then it’s up
i don’t miss boy
gen 5 like my best man
know i got my reps in
masked up like a saudi
guns like a texan
love to keep ‘em wishing
love to keep ‘em guessing
i ain’t tryna disappear but it’s tempting

take a trip to polaris, bitch i’m heading north
watch ur mouth cause them young boys gon flip a car
i don’t know u i don’t give a fuck bout who u are
i been shedding weight but these pockets large

i been on my gotti
girl u know u got me
this shit getting choppy
send em to the lobby
yea, yea
can’t go thru that shit again
yea
u not him u just a middle man

polaris (flesh x taurs)

The Other Side Of The Tracks (p. wraithontheporch)

ive been struggling making anything lately, im gonna keep trying i got things but havent finished on my end, in the meantime heres a song from 2022, im trying, thank you <3

im alright, not really w/ azrael (2022)

prod. One Lion Estudio

Lyrics:
I wont wait for the fame
These bullets will pierce my brain
My blood will leak out again
But i dont give a fuck

Imma take it right now
Until my body passout
I got scars to show my doubts
But i dont give a fuck

I dont wanna wait, i dont wanna wait
I just wanna die right now babe
I just wanna lose my life
At the edge of the night
At the edge of the knife yeah

I tat your name right to my heart i loved you from the start
So please dont doubt it when i say it tore me right apart
These scars inside are all i have, their cut into my life
I just wanna make some money before i die

I DONT WANNA WAIT

prod by Ryini Beats. 

this jealousy is gonna kill me.
I've learned to bite my tongue when im feeling upset.

Feels like I’m driving with my eyes closed, 
I can’t see,
And I’m upset, but it’s not down to me.
And that song you like’s been in my head since March 13’.
Just sweep me away girl, I’m down on my knees. 

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me. 
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my eyes are green with envy,
I can’t see,
She says she “loves me”, but why won’t she just leave?
And my love you don’t know, got me down on my knees,
My heart is blue girl, one touch makes me freeze

And my love, you don’t know the way you make me feel.
X2.

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me.
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

And my darling,
I’m tied down to you, now I can’t move,
Please tell me baby, what are you gonna do?
I can’t take a heartbreak, I’ll cry on my own,
I said the jealousy kills me, let me die on my own

And I said jealousy, is gonna kill me,
I’ve learned to bite my tongue when I’m feeling upset.

thisjealousyisgonnakillme

These feelings can’t reside
If only I could die
Traveled far too high
The sun it burnt my eyes

Spent too long looking at the sky
Overwhelming with every shine
So tell me why, I find that

You and I are growing colder
Baby try to hold me closer
Live a lie until it’s over
You and I are growing colder

And I don’t know how to take it back
For it seems we delved too far in black

Tell you what I feel, and you don’t hear a word
I don’t think it’s real, wish I never had heard
The time that you steal, cannot be returned

You and I are growing colder
Baby try to hold me closer
Live a lie until it’s over
But you and I are growing colder

Growing so cold
It rattles our bones
Who knows what they hold
Among the unknown

You and I are growing colder
Baby try to hold me closer
Live a lie until it’s over
But you and I are growing colder

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closer (prod. mantra)

Broke Apart (feat. Savvy) (Prod. Young taylor)

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