You Won't Listen (Remix)

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Queried Letters (Met)

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imagine - john lennon (cover)

i'm wonderin' why...

Much love to my brother Nuxe for helping me create this, and much love to my brother cøzybøy for being a great friend.

Lyrics:
I
Walked by
Sat down
Wonderin’ why

I
Flew out
To say goodbye
I’m wonderin’ why

I’m here in the middle of your heartbeats
Don’t know if you meant all you said to me

I’m here where you kissed me in the sunset
Never felt more alone since you left

You don’t need me anymore
You don’t need me anymore
You don’t need me
I’m wonderin' why

So much time, late night on the phone with you,
Sharing secrets and my heart
Babe you said that you felt it
Did you ever really feel it, too?

Cold hotel, left my heart at Echo Park
Writing this song on cøzybøy’s guitar
Distant
I ran such a distance for you

Your eyes so red, there’s a dark cloud above you
First time I see you cry, and I can’t even hug you
Don’t know who to run to now

There’s a whole world ahead, regrets behind me
Wanted to take it over with you beside me
It’s over
I wish I had closure

But you don't need me anymore
You don’t need me anymore
You don’t need me
I’m wonderin' why
You don’t need me anymore
You don’t need me anymore
You don’t need me
I’m wonderin’ why

I’m wonderin' why
I’m wonderin' why
I’m wonderin' why

Wonderin' Why (feat. Nuxe)

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Wonderin' Why (prod. Nuxe)

sumthing i just wrote cuz i wanted 2 practise playing the guitar

wasted

good love

blue

closure/ closer

y can't i cry

I used to think we were made for each other
Loved how you smiled and you laughed, felt like heaven 
Now that you’re gone, I’m not leaving my bedroom
Everything I do reminds me of you

I miss your voice and the way that you talk 
I hate everything that drove us apart
Delete your pictures and turn off my phone
Tonight I know that I’m sleeping alone

I guess we weren’t made for each other
I hope you’ll find someone better
I’m sorry if I ever hurt you
I’m cold in a night of summer

And honestly I don’t know where I went wrong
Guess I’m not enough, at least I tried my best
Maybe I was the one, and you didn’t know
Too late for that now …

I used to think we were made for each other
Loved how you smiled and you laughed, felt like heaven 
Now that you’re gone, I’m not leaving my bedroom
Everything I do reminds me of you

I miss your voice and the way that you talk 
I hate everything that drove us apart
Delete your pictures and turn off my phone
Tonight I know that I’m sleeping alone

now that you're gone

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juli♡