This would sound amazing with rain and thunder in the back😴😌

laugh’tilicry w/Sydcxx

lyrics:

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade

cause i get paranoid as fuck
from seeing my role models shot
and taking drugs from trusted people and then drop
so they can drop all of their music and then turn disgusting profit
so i’m dropping any plan to give em money from my hand
because no matter how i feel they gonna want me sad again
and i just worked too fucking hard to be taken advantage of
and i’ve seen visions of my early death ahead

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade

and i don’t wanna die in vain 
every day i worry bout this shit it make me feel like i’m insane
and i don’t trust nobody other people gonna be the ones to put me in a grave
so i'll play it safe
never go outside never leave my fucking cave
if i can't get high then i drink
and all i really need is for you to fucking

wait
couple seconds would be great
i’m tryna find what to say
i would say it maybe if you promised it was okay
lemme think
for a minute on the brink
and it’s way too loud
and i had too much to drink
and my face goes red as my body shuts down

so great
i fucking hate the way communication fades
as if it never had a place
in the first place
now people know about me but don’t even know my fucking birth name
even though my biggest song is my fucking birth name
what a fucking shame
but if they start to shine a light you know i’m finding shade



produced by @ericgodflow
written, performed, engineered by @cavasoul
"systema solaris" ep

darker side of the moon w/ eric godlow

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: heydium and @jang0x
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surprise release :D
hope yall enjoy<3
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lyrics:
(verse)
always one to worry bout futures,
used to be chill, till i lost all my humor,
caught in revenge, huh, call me lex luthor,
i just regret that we didnt end sooner,
never stationed, always moving
always dreaming, never lucid,
i got plans so call me stupid,
but dont get mad when im suited
ill be at the top when nobody cared,
i was at the bottom all of them just stared,
so dont be suprised when im closing up,
i dont got an audience, ill make one up,
all ill get, ill get it by myself,
so dont even try to help,
none of yall ever worry bout my health,
til i start talking bout future wealth

[bridge]

(chorus)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,

(verse)
like baby girl, wya now?
you lost everything that you had now,
you did this yourself, dont be throwing fits,
but i wont lie, i do miss
all those nights, yea watching netlfix,
never decide on the show,
like we never decide where to go,
im glad that its over cause now im at home,
watching a movie alone on the couch,
there seems to be comfort in that,
cause every time, yea, i just fall flat,
but now it's too easy, got my life intact,
i always wonder how you doing, but im never checking up,
if you wanted that luxury,  should've been open to talk,
but you always giving up,

[bridge]

(chorus extended)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,
got a list of all the reasons why im never coming back,
you were ignorant and selfish so much times that ive lost track,
you could never get involved,
like whats up with that,
i guess youre perfect for eachother,
and im fine with that,

couldn't be bothered (prod. heydium & jang0)

shattered to pieces...

Discover Heroe:
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Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/heroesings

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lyrics:
i lost myself
trying to find, to find, to find somebody else

i hurt myself
trying to fix, to fix, to fix somebody else

who’s gonna fix me?
who”s gonna fix me?
who’s gonna fix me?
who’s gonna fix me?

i hung on
to your coat
by every word and every lie you had left

you let go
of my hand
now i’m trying to find a place to lay my head

i wanna feel loved
and i don’t wanna leave
i’m shattered to pieces, i wish you could see
if somebody cared maybe then i could breathe
alone with thoughts, i’m buried beneath

now who’s gonna fix me?
who’s gonna fix me?
who’s gonna fix me?
who’s gonna fix me?

fix me

All Platforms

fix me w/ heroe

produced by jxsie beats & nuxe
mixed and mastered by lxst boy
@cavasoul
@jxsiebeats

-lyrics-
(lxst boy)
was it something that i said that ticked you off
cause now you won't talk
i feel that we're running out of time
cause i know that i get inside my head
i'll never understand
i never did this now i do it all the time
i am overthinking to the point im never sleeping
i been writing songs, i even do it when im dreaming
i hope this goes away, yeah, cause God, i hate this feeling
i am trapped within these walls, my eyes are glued to the ceiling
yeah

sometimes i get a little closer
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres  no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress

(cavasoul)
i gave all of my love right away
then for me, im left with nothing
i was walking alone in the rain
i could snap at the press of a button
it's december now, rain coming down
it freezes before hitting ground
it reminds me of the feeling i had on my neck
when you coming around
is it something about me? 
cause lately i feel like you better without me
idk whats going on in my head
but the negative thoughts overwhelm me, im drowning
im never healthy, i cannot help it
how can i help me? i wanna be dead
i still remember the lies you had said to me
so i just fill up your side of the bed
now

(lxst boy)
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
there's no words left to say
tell me what you thought would happen
i can't explain
you left your shadow on my matress
sometimes i get a little closer
(and sometimes i get a little colder)
theres no thing i can say
that will undo what had happened
please just explain
i am drowning in my sadness

when it rains in december w/ cavasoul & jxsie beats

disorders mixed with being disoriented

produced by trxxshed
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-
dead
i've been dead for a minute dont u know
as i bleed and i rot in this snow
oh wont u come home
lost 
lost for a second in ur mind
when u think back on all of the times
this is what u dont know

i aint talked in awhile hope u noticed
ever since that day i've been feeling at my lowest
climbing up a tree write a song its a vibe
i hope he knows u like kisses goodnight
and im sorry im sensitive
i loved u and im missing it
im taking back those late texts
we were staying up i was feeling it
im dumb i guess its fine 
im lighting up the sky

dead
i've been dead for a minute dont u know
as i bleed and i rot in this snow
oh wont u come home
lost 
lost for a second in ur mind
when u think back on all of the times
this is what u dont know

this an intermission on a mission i cant die
mind of a poet is a prison i might cry
sitting on my bed 2am im seeing lights
out there in the distance in the purple city sky
talking with my conscience seems hes a nice guy
body fills with toxins but its feeling kinda nice
deals with the siren sold my heart thats the price
she left in the morning like the stories of succubi

dead
i've been dead for a minute dont u know
as i bleed and i rot in this snow
oh wont u come home
lost 
lost for a second in ur mind
when u think back on all of the times
this is what u dont know

what u don’t know w/ Trxxshed

I'm Not Over You

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the pain of things being too good

Emmanuel: "Love Me Please Love Me" (Michel Polnareff)

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