Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Verse 1:
moms gonna get mad.
time flies, gotta rest from the jet lag.
Getting bullied at the park, can’t step back.
Sixth grade, broken heart, I regret that.

Next year, was a mess.
Still zero friends.
Middle school drama.
Stay home again.
I broke my hip, had to limp to my classes.
Getting made fun of, while people walked pass me.

That was reality.
It never changed.
Eighth was a blur.
Ninth wasn’t great.

I found a girl.
Who I thought was the one.
Then her parents found out about what had begun.

Yea they took her phone.
Called up the principal.
Said I was problematic, acting cynical.
I had some problems, I didn’t acknowledge.
Then I heard the rumors, and all of the gossip.

I was abusive and she was a bitch.
Both weren’t true, but that’s just how it is.
Try to be cool, and somebody get jealous.
Now you and girl, are just constantly yelling.

Then one day she left.
Blocked me on everything.
I couldn’t blame her.
After that, you could say we were strangers.
Sane people get attracted to danger yea.

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Outro:
Life is like building with toy blocks.
Build up to something amazing.
Someone destroys it.
That gets annoying.

@sorrow - toy block (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

Star

too many problems (original demo)

I Could Stay For Days (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. Mist3r]

written and performed by: @futoh
produced by: 4lexf
mix and mastered by: @futoh
———
don’t know what you’re holding on to.
———
lyrics:

girl you holding on to me, im yet to find out why,
i dont got redeeming qualities,
i barely go outside,
cant remember when you weren't here,
now i wish you weren't,
wish i could go back to simpler times without the torrent,
cause i seem to lose my grip again,
i cant take it,
when you go and disappear again,
dont think ill make it,
cause im feeling sick again,
caught up in whats not pretend,
wish youd go away,
but i hate when you with him again,
come back to my place,
we can talk about the little things,
at the right pace,
but i accelerate my heartbeat,
but you slowing down,
looking back i lost ground,
looking back i lost count,
of the times you said you over me,
yet you come back,
and im honestly so sick of it,
bout time that i consider it,
maybe we not meant to be,
we different like the land and sea,
living side by side,
but we always tend to disagree,
i never thought wed make,
both of us are jaded,
thats the only thing we hated,
we didnt wanna face it,
that we couldnt fix our faces,
cause we look into each other's eyes,
but the colors faded,
no soul left to heal,
just a wall made of steel,
protecting what is real,
from the fantasies of romance,
you were breaking down i could see it at a glance,
now i wish id left instead of giving you a chance,

tried to move on, but the time just stops,
im forced to look at pictures that ive kept in old socks,
i always wanna walk away,
but i never do it though,
yea looks like i lost my flow,
and i got no where to go
i dont got destination
yea just holding on to dreams i keep on chasing,
got no ambitions so no wonder i cant make em,
a reality where i can go obtain them
yea im losing myself,
by the day,
by the minute,
dig a deeper and then get caught in all the divots,
i got no game plan,
im just my own man,
praying every day, but i dont think i can,

holding on to nothing (prod. 4lexf)

bulletproof

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www.fawlinmusic.com

Lyrics:

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

how did u fall for a guy like me
i don’t know how to love and i’m never happy
i sleep all day to escape my anxiety
the last thing i need is fucking liability

so keep clear, i got enough with myself
i know u wanna fix me but ion need ur help
i’ll keep digging till my mind gets some rest
i’m sorry if ur hurt, didn’t mean to upset (u)

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

everything i do, why don't u notice me
can't u see me down, i always bleed
all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

tell me that u love me, then push me away
i have to deal with it everyday
it's all for u, i die for u, and u can't even tell me the truth

and i'm holding on more than i should
you know i'd leave u in the past if i could
but you're driving me insane, can't get it out my brain
you're the fire in my veins, oh

fire in my veins everytime that u talk now
i don’t wanna fight, but imma have to pull the plug out
tired of pretending, i just wanna be myself
but at the same time i don't know who i am

(don't know who i am)

fire in my veins (w/ juli)

@rxseboy - used to have friends (prod. sundwn)

You won't be here...

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When I Fall

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short of breath (feat. st. ends) (prod. nevrfall)

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