please don’t let go of my hand
even when i ask you to
i just want you to beg me to stay
with you
i don’t want to miss the feeling
of being in between your arms
i don’t think i’ll ever find something alike

and i must admit i miss the feeling of your hands holding my face
while the teardrops keep rolling down falling on the ground
and then you walked away

i just want you to stay
even when i asked you not to
i just want you to chase
us

and i’m begging you please
don’t walk away this time
if you do you would be taking away
half of my heart

i wish i was your favorite liquor

Serotonin (prod . Boyfifty )

don’t take my heart (ft. Lxst Boy & jxsie beats)

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cold winds

i hate myself

i wish i could forget

2 scared 2 lose u

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @soku_music
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @backyardbeetle
mixed + mastered by - @backyardbeetle
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backyard beetle - bloodboil w/ soku (prod. backyard beetle)

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: @eric-godlow
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lofi lofi lofi is comin babyyy
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lyrics:
yea i told you id get out of it,
side effects, that got me losing long-term confidence,
need to get off of this,
cause i cant watch it slip and fall,
think you know it all,
not the one at fault
got too much things bunched together and thrown on my plate,
now you leavin me fake,
fake,
but we just taking a break,
those were your words,
but im just taking a stand,
cause the supply’s on demand,
and now you forcing my hand,
all my cards on the table,
got nothing left of me,
but you still eating me,
from the inside out,
go back to that old alley,
that was our hideout,
but now i hide alone,
cause your love dried out,
woah,
i heard you got a new guy to take out,
hoe,
give it a couple months and itll be history,
but you coming back,
and its really a mystery,
u claim that i was special now but not in my misery,

you really got me going dummy now,
addicted to the feeling that feeling I can’t live without,
oh wait,
that’s the old me talking,
yea
couldn’t give a damn if you calling,
huh,
now Im back on those one takes,
this becoming easy cause it’s not fake,
oh wait,
better double-check before I kinda go and give way,
let me take a break 
to go and maximize my leeway,
i need freedom,
i need energy,
thought we were a pair,
like supplementary,
i guess im complimentary,
im missing the affection
that will go bring out the best of me,
cause i cant find the best in me,
get lost in all the memories,
that i made in the past,
but these feelings wont last,
i used to hold my promises of giving you the world,
looking back i should've broken them like glass,
if i had known the pain in store i would have passed,

told you (prod. eric godlow)

to touch u

kissing every stranger

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kissing every stranger

juli♡