『 0245 2021 1218 』「Q」
[Further description below]

[THE AUDIO CONTENT]
Juli♡ / ☆Julia Alexa☆
Fem. Singer Songwriter
Melancholic | Emo | Sad
[Prod.] Zug/Switzerland

[RELATED PLAYLISTING] 1
Moar Sad Boi Sad Gal Emo Vibez
by Artist & Mashup Compilations.

chill for melanchoholics
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/004-q2-va-sad-boi-trap
singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
fem(cel) songwriter usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/165-q2-a-brynn-miche-singer
melanchoholicompilation
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/109-q1-va-gloomy-sad-boi-1
weltschmerz swag rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/007-q2-va-de-rap-emo

[RELATED PLAYLISTING]
Singer Songwriter Voices (Human)
Artist (Label/Profile) Playlists only! 

vocal folk rap reggae ukr
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/055-q2-a-piatnica-duo-ukraine
rastafari irie tunes usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/101-q2-a-sennid-rootsreggae
tokyo based songwriter
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/058-q2-a-ren-al-cistus-japan
alt indie folk songwriter
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/052-q2-a-mario-show-china
sad boi acoustic singer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/203-q2-a-kayou-emo-lofi-chill
singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
fem(cel) songwriter usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/165-q2-a-brynn-miche-singer
bootleg songwriter etc
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/459-q2-remix-tributes-cover-va

FURTHER RELATION/S]
My dear reader! (And/or listener!)
Keep scrolling, you'll find a set of
"Intertwined Playlists," designed
for smooth access & reachability!
I will NOT state that there's W.i.P.
although there IS always Work in
Progress! Until further notice... Q

[6 x SUB SECTION Q+2]
At first, the Playlist most related
to the one you are in right now...
Sort of a Genre based Schedule
with "similar" music and tunes...

voices "english" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/157-q2-plus-hum-engl

Plus these five ones below,
same thing for the various
Subgenres of the "Human"
Singer & Songwriter, Rap &
Hip Hop, Indie Pop section

voices "japanese" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/134-q2-plus-hum-asia
voices "europe" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/121-q2-plus-hum-euro
voices "deutsch" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/010-q2-plus-hum-germ
voices "east side" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/053-q2-plus-hum-east
voices "multi lingo" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/398-q2-plus-hum-misc

[Q10 MAIN SECTION 1+2] & 3?
My best attempt of an overview
with a mere 50 plus of Playlists!
Meaning that's the "Homebase"
of all the Q+ Style Subsidiaries!
Not to mention this Sh*tload of
DJ-Mixes, Livesets, VA's & LP's!

long live the "red queen"
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/091-q1-plus-q10-alicia

She has even already received a
sequel that includes ALL * Links
to my sorted Mixes & Live-Sets!
*Except for the Playlists released
later than February/March 2023!

the journey continues...
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/460-q1-plus-q10-alice2

So much for now... I'm quite sure
that pulling up with a Volume 03
is inevitable, but it will be a damn
hell of a hassle to link that sucker!
However, there's always a reason
to return to the very first one and
start a re-do of things! Until then
I hope y'all are havin' a good one
and enjoy your music and/or arts!

*someday i'll have a signature. Q

[A] Juli[a] Alexa Piano Sad Gal Emo Singer | Q2 (245)

my favorite

CynicalRhythms

highshool life

sauve-moi ep4

Pain Is My Home

songs i wrote on dec 25th

vintage.beat - отражение ищи в душе

here's a song i wrote with my dad. hope u like it <3

i admit it hurts thinking of you in our bed

Running far from bombs and planes
Feel im being chased
I wanna hear u call my name

But it won’t be the same

Laugh at the pain 
Dance in the flames
Won’t know how to live 
With the things Ive faced

One year alone
How’s it gonna go
When your soldier comes back home

123 I see right through you
Try my best but won’t be like it used to

a soldier in the flames (Wintosit)

original song is by SALES
i just wanted to try a remix of it. hope yall like it <3

Lyrics

Verse 1
Know you spent your whole life
Trynna get here its a big year
I aint tryta interfere 
Girl you need encouragement

U know id be living out there too
 if I could go
Im still trynna get a day job
Ill be good though

U aint gotta sweat it
Keep editing your papers
I’ll still be your love struck boy
Four years later

Checking in when I can
Visiting your moms house
Look inside your room 
Even though I know your gone now

Verse 2
Updates please update me
I still wanna be there when the 
boat starts sailing
Send me all those pictures and paragraphs too
And text book selfies inside the classroom

I aint swimming but im holding my breath
Im not feeling too bad 
But I aint feeling the best

I get worried knowing that u the 
prettiest on the campus
If u wanna break all I can do is let it happen

Happen ya its happening
U really gone
Now I miss my little rockstar

Chorus
I miss your love on midsummer nights
Still dream that color only found in your eyes
Dont let me go dont let me drown
I need your touch I need it now

small town to university (Pope Is A Rockstar)

new song with @lvgg via @dabootlegboy
stream : https://too.fm/6x300qo
lyrics 🌧️

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 1 (levi):

i fall apart in your arms
and i don’t even know how this started
stay by my side till we sleep but baby
i know you‘re gone in the morning
(i know you‘re gone in the morning)

and i’m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i’m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and thats not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 2 (levi)

you said you will call me i guess you were lying
can’t handle emotions but god i’ve been trying
too many days i’ve been stuck in this circle
don’t wanna lose you, i don‘t wanna hurt you
running around with no heart in my chest
don’t tell me your feelings it makes me upset
i try to change but i‘m still work in progress
i‘m walking miles baby i‘m crossing oceans

and i‘m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i‘m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and that‘s not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

i don’t wanna die
i just don’t want to live
cause in my twenty years
i have never felt a thing

i don't want to die (with levi)

when u needed me i stayed hidden
so 4 u this is good riddance

good riddance

if god exists

Artists:
@iamhypx
@unicityofficial

Lyrics:
Can we go back, I just wanna hold you close
Girl I felt so clever
Should’ve known better
When you said I’m never gonna let you go
No the days don’t matter
If I can’t have her

Got your name stuck in my brain
Yeah I’ve been falling way too hard
And lately I can’t run away
Yeah I’ve been wanting to say

Can we go back, I just wanna hold you close
Girl I felt so clever
Should’ve known better
When you said I’m never gonna let you go
No, the days don’t matter
If I can’t have her

Can we go back, I just wanna hold you close
Girl I felt so clever
Should’ve known better
When you said I’m never gonna let you go
No the days don’t matter
If I can’t have her

Can we go back, I just wanna hold you close
Girl I felt so clever
Should’ve known better
When you said I’m never gonna let you go
No the days don’t matter
If I can’t have her

Can we go back, I just wanna hold you close
Girl I felt so clever
Should’ve known better
When you said I’m never gonna let you go
No the days don’t matter
If I can’t have her

Release date:
September 2nd, 2022

Hypx and Unicity - Hold You Close

2 scared 2 lose u

am i the problem?

@victxrw
@chrxmey

victor:
your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

yeah i try and i try to make everything right
and i lie awake, every single night
i cant fucking take every single thing i like
but i clench my fist and just say that im alright

meeeee:
i hate to face the consequences
its hard to fight but theres nothing i can do
my heart is broke in 2
feelings i never felt for u

victor again:
ive never felt this way inside my head
i feel so lonely
hold me close and hold me tight
you are my one and only

you hate then love me just pick a side
berate me or hold me you decide

cause its your choice
your thoughts
your heart
frozen in time need a restart

tall tale
ill play 
my part
its so dark, its so dark

restart ft. victxrw (chromey)

@sorrow x @juli - close to you (prod. sarcastic sounds)

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LYRICS:

VERSE 1:
It’s a new day
And nothings really quite going your way
You got bad news
That’s confusing
You got sad news
That your wounded 
And it feels like the worst time
You’re worried and scared and not fine 
You feel unprepared with no signs
Well it’ll be alright, you just gotta fight

PRE:
Why do bad things happen to the best
Of us it seems
Like they should be blessed
They just might be 
Angels here as guests
Teaching us to be our best 
When everything breaks at the seams
And you feel like your losing belief 

CHORUS:
Well dammit you just gotta stay strong
When it all falls apart and goes wrong
When you feel let down and so lost
And it feels like you can’t hold on
Well dammit you just gotta stay strong
Cuz sometimes things go wrong
And one day everything’s gone
But you can make it out and move on
So dammit you just gotta stay strong 

VERSE 2:
I know that it sucks and it hurts
It’s like you’ve been cursed by the world at it’s worst
I’m sorry
I know you can’t see it
But maybe all these things happened to you for a reason
So stay strong
And push through it 
Your will power’s everything you got don’t lose it 
And one day things will get better 
You just gotta get through the stormy weather

PRE:
Why do bad things happen to the best
Of us it seems
Like they should be blessed
They just might be 
Angels here as guests
Teaching us to be our best 
When everything breaks at the seams
And you feel like your losing belief 

CHORUS:
Well dammit you just gotta stay strong
When it all falls apart and goes wrong
When you feel let down and so lost
And it feels like you can’t hold on
Well dammit you just gotta stay strong
Cuz sometimes things go wrong
And one day everything’s gone
But you can make it out and move on
So dammit you just gotta stay strong

Stay Strong (Sophia's Song) 🙏 [Copyright Free]

strawberry swing - frank ocean (cover)

it's all about u

there's nothing left to say

pls don't leave

remember to talk to me

a tiny part

Now That's What I Call Music Vol.59

Pumped Up Kicks

addicted to sad songs

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

spotify!

Dead And Cold

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Powfu: @powfu
 Prod: @jeff-kaale
Instagram : www.instagram.com/jeffkaale/

twitter : https://twitter.com/jeff_kaale

SNAPCHAT : https://www.snapchat.com/add/jeffpsydevil

Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/Jeffkaale/

Look In Your Eyes ft. Powfu (prod. Jef)

Some boring, Love Stories

Spotify

i can't sleep (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

Produced by @nekoilove

Lyrics:
Verse

I see you walking around with the cool kids
Achieved a new title, im still useless
Used to live across the street but you moved out
Everything we once did i dont do now
Used to watch stars right beside me
When i look up it reminds me
I dont know when we will talk but i hope its soon
I feel lost in side my room

Chorus

Thinking about you
I would sneak into your house through the side door
Thinking about us
Staying up with you until our eyes soar
Thinking about you
The only girl I'd ever give my all for
Thinking about us
Running after you through the down pour.

running through the rain

another Powfu x Rxseboy collab with them lofi romantic vibes <3
Produced by Kiyoto <3

YouTube

a kiss goodbye (Prod. Kiyoto)

Ghost Town (with Neoni)

shoutout to sewer and slip for making this legendary <3

alone with the lightning

Intro

Listen to the birds singing 
Kissing in my car I
Idk if there’s a purpose

Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me

Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold

Verse 1

Dont wanna assume it
feels like u been acting
I dont wanna do this
u go push me back in

Stare at me with hate
Through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But im acting fine

U dont even know Me
I know that u scared too
U dont wanna fall in love by accidental
For when u decide to leave  to hard to handle
I wanted all of u
And not a sample 

Far away 
see a glimpse
Of your heart but
Its laying deep inside the shadows

After all things wont be the same
So Might as well use this as ammo

Verse 2

im breaking through the barrier
i still need to hurry up
baby what u pickin up
i cant tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
we still argue bout what star we from
but stop and look how far we come
damn i we didnt do enough

plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
if i stay focused on the essence of my soul
i gotta prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
chose to bestow
i bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
the fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
the human left inside me looks to find another home
he says im awful
im way above the ways of thinking lawful
im stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
my energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
its smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled
but i like it
as for every mortal left alive your uninvited
we take this gift of earth and give it violence
id prefer if inside my world i could choose to keep it private
its not tinnitus
but this noise inside my head id like to attribute to sirens
insomuch i feel the rush of vehicles beside it
these flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

waiting for the lightning to strike me | feat. sewerperson (slipfunc)

prod. nogfgoodnight
feat. @feelingmysorrow

sample from 'Dear John'

a classic lofi track <3

we won the war but i lost you | w sorrow (nogfgoodnight)

my spam soundcloud <3
pls dm me on insta @ juliaalex.a b4 sampling any of my songs, tyy!

a tiny part

juli♡