Mixed/Mastered By Me
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(lyrics)
bad things go bad when I'm myself i had no clue you were gossiping  around scary thoughts and my head is in the cloud now you're acting like I'm some kinda ghost x2  

and i was really nothing special my friends are warning me that i should be careful I'm kinda grateful i had someone but knowing that you won't love me forever cause i was broken down and she won't remember all the times that we had together and my kidneys are failing my health is fucking depleting you don't care and you were forgetful anyway that's what i like the think anyway 

it's what i like to think floating high away lot in my head today i had enough and I'm not enough for you it makes me cry and i know that I'm not special and i wish i could reset my life 

and i wish we could spend more time talking about memories of us i just wish this wasn't the last i wanna stay forever 

forever cause i was broken down and she won't remember all the times that we had together and my kidneys are failing my health is fucking depleting you don't care and you were forgetful anyway that's what i like the think anyway

not enough (cian x ayoleybeats)

all plats

open up [prod. ctr1s x delto]

artists in order appearance

xipz
Crizzy White
Danny Adventure
teddyboi

Splash (Crizzy White x asperr)

lyrics : 

(hook)
i always lie say i'm okay 
i'm burning bridges everyday
throw me into the ground till i decay 
a cry for help i can't convey

(verse)
and maybe i can keep taking these sleeping pills
until my kidneys fail 
until i'm feeling ill
until i'm feeling guilt
until my blood spills
and i be sleeping way too much and therapy don't help
i need to get my shit together focus on my health
and everyone that i know around me chasing wealth
i need to grow the fuck up but i don't feel compelled
i need to grow the fuck up like everyone i know
yeah i'm not special and this music shit is just a joke
i've lost all interest in the things i used to call my home
i step outside and take a walk and i still feel alone
and i did way too many pills when i was way too young
can't even smoke weed anymore cause i feel like im stuck
my hands are cold my mind is racing and my chest is numb
i pray to God to lend a hand he said i'm too fucked up
i need to work on all my problems but i'd rather run
i take a look up in the mirror and i know i'm scum
i try to fix my brain but it's been overrun 
with false perceptions of myself and i am not the one
(i try to fix my brain but it's been overrun 
with false perceptions of myself and i am not the one)

(hook)
i always lie say i'm okay 
i'm burning bridges everyday
throw me into the ground till i decay 
a cry for help i can't convey

Decay (prod. irby)

with @decksmusic

[intro]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep

[chorus]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

[verse - decks]
and when i look underneath i'm the reason i rot in hell
i did all i could to help you, never helped myself
i wonder what it would take now to flip it all month
these visions have plagued me i'm tripping
say what you're feeling cause i know it's different
you'll never wish me well
no you'll never wish me well

[chorus]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
you’re like the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

[outro]
i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i don’t wanna fall down onto my knees
but you make it so hard for me just to breathe
i try hard to float but i’m falling in deep
and i wanna go back to the place that i sleep
i go insomniac cause you’re still in my dreams
and you give me heart attacks when i try to gain peace
the ghost of my past that stays haunting me

oni boy x decks - zzz (prod. idealism x Lucid Green)

on all platforms <3

LYR1Cz

Ive been waiting for a long while now
But i still see sadness in faces when i walk around
Money dont always buy happiness, but it sure makes it easier
Yeah

Get up, start over
In need of luck
Grab a four leaf clover
That shit don't exist
Im mad til im throwing fists
And i'm outrageously pissed
Took a shot, and my shot missed
Get back up, dont give up
Keep on moving i know ur tough
Got a couple dollars, couple dollars enough

Keep that purple in my cup
Sippin lean it keeps me up
Smoke a lil bit got me wavy
Poutine on this track ima pour a lil gravy
What u really saying, i aint got a clue
Im just talking my shit really whatchu finna do
Oh nothing, ive been fine
Ima say what i say, my whole life

money = happiness? [prod. saint mike]

i wish that you were well

produced by: ilyl1ght
w/ https://soundcloud.com/xhundro
art by: munchi

ilyl1ght:
oh another mess i cant get out of
oh another reason i feel so stuck
i was lost by the love i held 
i was blinded by the things i felt
just another day i wish you well

oh if i knew better then
i wonder where id be right now

hundro:
no matter if I'm the only one
don't matter since all we have is now
if you woulda looked 
then we could've been
cuz all we have is now
if we woulda could
no i only miss
and wish that you were well
and wish that you were well
i wish that you were well
and wish that you were well
i wish that you were well

ilyl1ght:
oh another mess i cant get out of
oh another reason i feel so stuck
i was lost by the love i held
i was blinded by the things i felt
just another day i wish you well

oh if i knew better then
i wonder where id be right now

<3

ilyl1ght, hundro - wish you well

im better than before

produced by: ilyl1ght
w/ https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

ilyl1ght:
oh who am i to blame?
if i never changed at all
was it all a game?
i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault 
i know i said ill change
over and over again
but i stay the same 
but i stay the same 

yokai:
we have walked the same path a million times or more
god i hate that it's all just like before
said it wouldn't stay the same
but i'm only in the way
now i know you've grown to hate me a little more
ran away last time i saw you
god i feel ashamed
somehow i've become a monster
unable to change

it's not alright
but i think that i'll lie
and say it is
apologize for the way i've been
can't spend one more night the way i am

ilyl1ght:
oh who am i to blame?
if i never changed at all
was it all a game?
i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault 
i know i said ill change
over and over again
but i stay the same 
but i stay the same

oh i swear ill change for 
the better and more
together we'll move on
im better than before
but im so scared that we'll never be the same
lets go to sleep and 
forget our problems
im way to stressed out
to try and solve um
but im a liar to say im ok

who am i to blame?

<3

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i swear i'll change w/ Yokai Dreams

https://soundcloud.com/ilyl1ght
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

Lyrics:

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

And I dont't wanna talk to you
The way you fucking talk
You got me pissed off the way you
Open up your tongue
The way you're apologetic
Man it hurts my fucking lungs
You're gonna eat your words 
The way you talk to me like that

You talk to me like that
While you're breaking down
I hope you fucking die 
So I don't hear a sound
I can take the pressure 
But not this amount
Can you shut the fuck up 
Can you close your mouth

Bring me to hell
I need some time to think
I need some closure today

I feel the pressure in my chest late at night
Oh god it gets harder
Why should I keep trying?
Dont say that you love me if its all a lie
I'm so disgusted at you by the sight
Go and tell me pretty lies
Say that its my fault this time
Go ahead and talk to me
The way that you've been talking
Go ahead and prove to me
The truth behind your colors

Go ahead and talk to me 
The way that you been talking
Go ahead and prove to me 
The truth behind your colors

You, you don't need me
But you really want me 

You, you don't need me
But you really want me

You don't need me
But you really want me
You keep calling 
But I don't feel like talking 
No I don't feel like talking

you don't need me w/ ilyL1GHT (nevrfall)

#notacareintheworld
produced by cxrter & yashio
📸: lilly foster

lyrics:
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
play the strings, my guitar
hear the beat of my heart
they think i'm spitting bars, but no i'm just making art
they call me KiddPicasso when they play it in their car
if ur hearing this then you’re amazing, yes you are
y’all my creepy crawlies like the spider on my arm
carter got the cartier, we cooking up a storm
i was in the studio since the day i was born
Dj, they love my taste in music
i spend all my money on useless things
it makes them clueless
materialism is the way i view it 
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows

time slows <3 w/ kiddamo (prod. cxrter x yashio)

Prod by me

(lyrics <3)
8 legs
im cold
haired back
im shocked
venom
in touch
where do i start

where do i get started started
where do i get started started 
where do i get started started
where do i get started started

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

oh
oh-ah

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

poison making it hard to walk
i dont feel good i feel sorry
i cant feel my inside
do you feel alive
my eyes are red
my tears are black
my spit is ink and gold
my sweat is growing mold

the hourglass
has made me fall
ive reached down
spinning views of my end
where do i go

Black Widow

𝘴𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘸𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳.

ilyl1ght, hundro - wish you well

ilyl1ght ✦.*

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