Not Murder Beats (SG)

loosin brain cells

[verse 1]
i ain't think that i should make it this far in life
but my music growing big, i think thats a sign
my wallet begging to be filled so i try and shine
and my bros go up without me, ill wait my time

[hook x2]
window watching everybody pass
she tell me i should live every damn day like its my last
i act like no one talks to me but i cant open back
i check the mirror every night and i see broken glass
and thats facts, cause im 

[verse 2]
tired of responsibility
talking to my therapist cause thats just what i need
he tell me i rely on everybody except me
i told him im just tired of seeing myself bleed

[bridge]
and i know that i need help, i just dont know how
and im shooting for marriage but i suck with vows
and i dont control words coming out of my mouth
i need you around, im stuck in my house

[hook x2]

window watching

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[Lyrics]
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

why would i wanna see that
its cool id never be there
never gave me a reason
been like this every season
i wish i could help you
i don't fucking know how to
and everyone doubts you
fuck everyone that surrounds you
i've got a silly dream
its better when its you n me
feel better when you're feeling me
well can you fucking stayy
i don't wanna be away
i gotta hit it off
its reoccurring in my head
tell them to fuck it all
can we just end it all
can we just break it off
do i look better off
i don't wanna be alone

you sit in her beauty
you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

you sit in her beauty
i wouldn’t wanna be her
just like i’m Aristotle
i really wanna leak her
stupid innuendos
you heard that i’m a demon
ur so mildly upsetting
i wouldn’t wanna be him

recluse

lyrics:

darling hold me close
we’re moving fast
time erasing memories of the past
i wonder what we’ll experience last
darling hold me close
we’re moving fast

and it’s like every day
some life is taken away 
from me i smile
i grind my teeth
i chew my nails 
and bite my cheeks 
and it’s like this for weeks and weeks 

there’s no escaping
but it’s fine inside the prison of my mind
enjoy your time 
treat others well
because the living is the hell 

darling hold me close let’s take it slow
it don’t matter where we go
let’s go somewhere sunny
somewhere cold
i’ll love you forever til i’m old 

and it’s like every day
some life is taken away from me

moving fast (prod. mkultra)

performed, produced, mixed, and mastered by goodbyebrody 

written by goodbyebrody, $haded, and mochji

[verse]
I got everything I wanted
Now I never see you callin'
I swear to God I'm falling
and I'm missin' you if honest

Promise me you’ll never go 
Hide the things you’ll never tell me 
Can't wait for the night
Cause I’m tryna get you right 

Her honesty, I can’t uphold 
Block your friends, you call that healthy
Can't wait for tonight 
Cause you know I’ll get you right

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

[verse 2]
Holdin' you through all the motions, till you feel the time's right 
Feel your essence when we're kissin' under streetlights
You pull me under, all these feelings I don't wanna hold back, 
Keep me closer, I can tell that you won't it go 

Biting my cheek, hide the pain with many drugs
Driving down, any place you feel like livin' up
Cause you got something, my heart racin', I can't give it up
Cause damn I want you, and babe you know that

[bridge]
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted
I got everything I wanted

(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)
(everything i wanted)

[chorus]
I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

I fell in love in the summer, wanna vibe
She works hard, wanna compliment her mind
The way her hair flip, caught my eye 
I took her hand, now I'm just feeling just fine

caught my eye

prod. joon & Noah Koslen

Verse 1:
I've been waiting for a lover that could tell me
What I'm really thinking of drinking of,
'till my feelings spill
(you don't waste time)
I've been contemplating everything she sells me
But sometimes it's too good to be true
But you know sometimes I just can't help it

Pre:
Some days I need someone for the patience
Called you up and felt the vibrations
So just tell me why, tell me why
I need some love in these situations
Back and forth I don't wanna take it
Please just tell me why,
Tell me why

Chorus:
I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly, I

(One, two, three, four)

Verse 2:
Having but I'd still rather see you (see you)
But, got people in my rearview (rearview)
Yeah I don't care what they're thinking
Hope you want to walk by me
We won't care who sees
You're just all I need 
You're just all I'm needing baby 'cause I

Pre:
Some days I need someone for the patience
Called you up and felt the vibrations
So just tell me why, tell me why (yeah)
I need some love in these situations
Back and forth I don't wanna take it
Please just tell me why,
Tell me why

Chorus:
I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly

I'm just tryna warn you
I've been waiting for a little company
Boredom right in front of me
You've been sitting patient
I've been just embracing how you're loving me
Taking it so suddenly, I

company

lyrics:

I don't got lies to sell you
If you want I'll pretend to
Keep an eye out
For a daydream of a rescue
I don't know what to tell you
Maybe I'll just forget to
Keep a cover up
On the things I never meant to

I don't got truths to sell you
If you want I'll pretend to
Keep a blindfold on
For a nightmare of a rescue
Never know what to tell you
Maybe I'll just forget to
Keep it all away
Say the things I never meant to

What am I supposed to send
Letters all wrapped in red
A ribbon or two or ten
For anything to make sense at all
Every single thing I said
It's gift-wrapped in my head
All paired up with some greeting cards
I scribbled in my bed

So there’s a ransom for a promise that I'd never hear
Burn it down and build it up for another year
If I take my pictures down will I disappear
That's really what you gotta hear, that's really what you got

I don't got lies to sell you
If you want I'll pretend to
Keep an eye out
For a daydream of a rescue
I don't know what to tell you
Maybe I'll just forget to
Keep a cover up
On the things I never meant to

I don't got truths to sell you
If you want I'll pretend to
Keep a blindfold on
For a nightmare of a rescue
Never know what to tell you
Maybe I'll just forget to
Keep it all away
Say the things I never meant to

Hear me out
I'm not a saviour anymore
I keep on melting through the floor so I can't
Stay around
Let me just get my shining armor
And go ride off on my horse

That's what you wanted right
A daydream of a rescue
What you wanted right
A fairytale to run away to
What you wanted right
That’s what you wanted right

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rescue

prod.michael harrison 

lyrics :
I’m letting go 
(Booed us)
(You never knew us)
I’ll let it go 
(Booed us)
(You never knew us)
I’m letting go
(Booed us)
(You never knew us)
I’ll let it go 
(Booed us)
(You never knew us)
I’m letting go 

Go my own way 
Time I won’t waste 
Had better days 
This I must face 
okay

I got a muffin the puppet a witch on the broom 
I would laugh it off and sit wit candles lit in the room
but I would 
end up with nothing
never did I really trust him
I press the button 
all this had to be for something 

I’m letting go 
(Booed us)
(You never knew us)
I’ll let it go 
(Booed us)
(You never knew us)
I’m letting go
(Booed us)
(You never knew us)
I’ll let it go 
(Booed us)
(You never knew us)
I’m letting go

built a better me 
ready for the world to see 
what I really mean 
I was always smiling in the midnight
And I won’t let you cause a frown 
won’t let you bring me down 

Go my own way 
Time I won’t waste 
Had better days 
This I must face 
okay

I got a muffin the puppet a witch on the broom 
I would laugh it off and sit wit candles lit in the room
but I would 
end up with nothing
never did I really trust him
I press the button 
all this had to be for something

It was all for nothing 
In the end I knew that it just a load of bluffing 
I could never trust him 
I’ll forever love em 
But the thing is i don’t know why there was no discussion 
I let it go

my own way

noctvrnl - everyones a stranger

RUST (PROD. SOLSA)

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lyrics :  (jess)

i have found my way
i’m sick and tired of that place
so glad i’ll never have to see your face
you fucked me up
the never ending chase 

(fl.vco)

In the city at the pictures watch a film 

Thats the one who’s seeing figures yes it’s him 

Confused now 
There watching 

Somebody noticed that it’s haunting 

I️ go out 
it’s standing 

Run off think of nothing but landing 

Black eyes give the system to go back home I️ don’t wanna be alone now 
By side no one listened to what we told 
I️ don’t wanna be alone now

neverendingpiss w/ JESS (prod.imotapeproductions)

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

lyrics:
I took a second out my day to calm the fuck down
Now I got one less second to do something
What the fuck now my nigga

Uh, I figure it’s genetic man it suck how
The cards you got are permanent and shape the way you talk out loud 

Or take a walk down town
I should be thinking bout the way the trees are looking
Or the smell of pizza cooking 
Or the sound the breeze is workin into me
Instead I’m hurting

Avoiding the moment
I pull the curtain

Hide me!

cuz i dont know what your intentions are at all
I feel so small and minuscule i want to call

to anyone who’ll stop this drenching of my soul
i feel the wall and kick right through
i fought it

hot head
i wanna plant some flowers not the 
potted kind
i feel the power my 
retarded mind
has got inside it find it
hard to mind

my own business
my flow quick as a missile 
until it slow down
a glow stick and it click
oh what a cool sound 
i showed my momma 
my music and she was so proud
she told me future
i choose it that hit me profound 

i forget to breathe and
where i put my damn keys
that’s a problem 
frame freeze it

need it
or so it seems 
cuz every picture 
fade away when no one there to see 

people been living for forever wit no therapy
so why im different

it aint bout yo feelings
our society is slipping 
no support without a family
this paper got me thinking
if i gave him what i owe
then why the fuck i gotta tip him nigga

this money’s uncaring
and it aint no fun sharing
but you selfish if you don’t 
and if you do you must be happy right?
if higher numbers made you number wouldn’t that be nice?

i need to lay down
just lie dead
i wanna run away to somewhere i can 
rest my head 

the birds sound beautiful
the light bounce off
off my fingers and my cuticles
i bite down soft on em

my father point it out now im embarrassed 
i don’t know who i’d be without my parents

work with what you got 
they taught me 
to not blow up the spot
be healthy
and don’t talk down cops
whether wealthy or 
poor they got more glocks
than you ever will
you felt it before

that’s good advice
walking down the street
high then a kite
bright light flashing
ashing the blunt 
the neighborhood is nice

THEY STAY ADDICTED TO THE CASH FLOW
MMM AND IM JUST LAYING ON THE GRASS LIL MAMA
CAN YOU WATCH A NIGGA PASS THO?
MMM SEE HIM LEAVE YOU IN THE PAST 
AND AMASS THOSE COMMAS?

STUPID LIL BITCH HATING ON ME
CUZ I AINT SUCKIN NO DICK FOR NO APPROVAL
OR A RUBLE WHATCHU ON A,

HALF MADE PLAN 
“LEMME GET THAT IN ADVANCE
IM TOO SCARED TO TAKE A CHANGE
I JUST NEED A LOT OF DOLLAS IN MY PANTS”

DO YA DANCE
IMMA DO MINE
FINE WITH BEING BROKE
ALL MY FIGURES COME IN DUE TIME

YA HONOR
THEY TRYNA GET A NEW PIECE OF MINE
BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE NEED AQUIRE
IS A NEW PEACE OF MIND

ANXIETY (PROD. CUBENSiS)

lyrics:
misunderstanding running rampant
i can see it in your eyes
vision tainted by the lies of every man
banana pie
so sweet and soft 
never enough
im left with crumbs, i have to buy
more of it to satisfy my craving 
climb a ladder

im on the edge
of the world
hang my feet off of the side
no one really wants to die alone
but some of us will try
for this life we dont apply
just appear one day for why?
cover up your pain get high enough
to spread your wings and fly

it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana pie
it’s okay to cry
my sweet banana 

yes i am strong deep inside
but i haven’t always known
guess it’s safe inside my home
and i despise this fucking phone

tell me act like i am grown
tell me care for what i own
if I’ve got to give it back to 
someone this life is a loan

this life is a loan
this life is a loan
this life is alone
honey chin up and be strong 
baby this life is alone

and you don’t need banana pie

banana pie (prod. tsuyunoshi)

fl.vco lyrics:

(Got the mob and Im stomping Em)
(It’s the mind of apocalypse)

Glurp a goster I couldn’t find him an imposter picked an apple copter to fly around my froggy hopter imma zebra stripe with a fork and a knife
along the corpse in the night imma forfeit her fight Im pussy 

Glurp high fives glop

And we’ll be meetin down inside the slop crop

Glurp high fives glop 

Another body we done feed on non stop

(Got the mob and Im stomping Em)
(It’s the mind of apocalypse)

(Darkie and fl.vco)

fl.vco - Im glurp 

Darkie - and I’m glop 

Together - this is the slop flop

Darkie lyrics : 

*proceeds to murder the beat*

Edds lyrics 

*also proceed to murder the beat*

GLURP GLOP N DA SLOP FLOP (FT. LIL DARKIE X EDDISON) (PROD.WENDIGO)

lyrics:

If all we are is what I’ve seen 
then far I’ll go it’s not for me 
Were falling burning crumbling turning down 
We can’t get up 
I️m Sorry all these people want you to forget of love 
Find a way to love this world and now I️m truly hated 
tell me all the worst and not a thing you do  could change I️t 
I see everybody running round with empty faces
this could all change 
Instead they tend to keep I️t the same

What a dam lie
That the world would give for you 
If you had hands open 
Wonder why you were to lose 
cause there heart left broken 
Blank face drops needs help 
Im still waiting there for you 
Safe space rots to hell 
heart filled waiting there for you

This depression 
Kinda deep I️ hide quietly 
I️ don’t let no nigga see the side of me 
where I️m truly hurting all the fight is really tiring an honestly I️m thinking imma turn out to be dead


1st  prod fony wallace

2nd prod fony wallace and scumbagshaggy

3rd prod fony wallace and killjames

my own way

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