feat @runjay2005

(@ilyporo)
girl u know im not good enough
but i try so hard i jus need ur love (x2)
u took my heart and i dont know how
i can feel all the stars falling down
so lost when u not around

(@kid-aekasi)
so lost when you not around
I don't know why you hate me now
so why do you hate me now?
I don't know why you let me go
so why do you hate me now?
I don't know why you let me go
I'm sorry, I know
You hate me, I know
You let me go

not good enough w/ runjay (crysoknight)

prod by @stopscreammm

tysm @akasukii <33

i didnt wanna lose u but now u in love with someone new

Im by my own 
Im by my own now
just come back
ion wanna feel alone
ion wanna feel alone now
ik i messed up
girl i messed up
but i cant see my future without u
i miss the times when i used to call u mine 
now u in love with someone new



lose you w/ akasuki (cryalxt)

prod by @takuoriswagga

me n @karaoki just got married XD

shoutout @haunted_sad for being the best man <3

@ilyporo

baby I accept u forever
till dead do us apart everything will be better
take care of two cats and living togheter
bby girl i love ur eyes u so cold like the weather

@karaoki

im feining for you
oh yea i need you more
yea need more lets run up go to the store
take my heart boy
cant be apart boy
and we have two cats
pussy and vodka

@ilyporo and @karaoki

nothing can tear us apart nooooo
get the ring cuz u my girl
holding hands cuz we r true
girl i promisse that ill always come back to u <3

marry me w/ karaoki (takuori!)

under the city lights

Spotify!!!

under the city lights w/ ilyporo + eserine (crysoknight)

[single]
original recording session (june 26th, 2024)
prod by @9st4rs
mix & additional tweaks @eserine
cover art for PAROXETINE EP (unreleased) by @izias4real on IG 

lyrics 🕯️
[chorus]
I'm feeling different
All these problems around 
Are not existing
Haven't seen my heart
I couldn't fit in
Yea you broke my heart
I could've missed it

(Gotta try harder)

Did you know we can get much higher?
Too bad you didn't try
When you lie to me
You just cannot stand it
(You just cannot stand it)

[verse]
Broke my heart
And you just cannot ... (?)
Did my part and you just disappeared
Not withstanding what we could've been
You ripped my heart right there from the start
Stabbed to the heart and we just fell apart
Not understanding the wounds I had
In your thought you were just mad

Things have been getting quite bad
Gi-gi-gi-give me what you took from me
Why won't you give it back?
[melodic glitch/stutter]
I simply can't breathe

[final bridge w/ grossbeat]
You ripped my heart right there from the start
Stabbed to the heart and we just fell apart
Not understanding the wounds I had
In your thought you were just mad

[chorus]
I'm feeling different
All these problems around 
Are not existing
Haven't seen my heart
I couldn't fit in
Yea you broke my heart
I could've missed it

(Gotta try harder)

Did you know we can get much higher?
Too bad you didn't try
When you lie to me
You just cannot stand it
(You cannot stand it)

paroxetine

contrast

Spotify

contrast (9st4rs)

[soon on spotify]
prod by @107fama
art omao on x/twitter

lyrics
(intro + chorus)
Took away everything
That you had from me
Nothing got in your way
You're the center piece
A look in your face
You're the enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
The enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
The enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me

(verse)
The mess you created
Can't you see
You live your life
Without me (without me)
I'm not sure what I'm doing here
And maybe you could've told me that
That I just don't, that I just don't know
(That I just don't know)
(Don't do me like that)

(chorus)
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
A look in your face
You're the enemy
Don't do me like that
You're hurting me
You're... the enemy

enemy

enemy (107)

sei que tu sentes o meu perfume
onde tu vais bae eu nunca vou
o que eu guardava já se acabou
e a paciência já se esgotou

estás comigo
ou estás com mais alguém
sem inimigos
não acredito em ninguém
eu escrevo o livro
mas não sei para quem
não faz sentido
não acredito em ninguém

não acredito em ninguém
não acredito em ninguém
não acredito em ninguém

verdadeiro ou falso eu vou saber
aconteça o que acontecer
eu não vou voltar a adormecer
fiz de tudo para não esquecer

a tua cara
o teu olhar
a dor separa
sei que é verdade
eu nunca vou
voltar atrás
voltar atrás a sentimentos que eu nunca na vida vou controlar

nunca na vida vou controlar
nunca na vida vou controlar

não acredito em ninguém
não acredito em ninguém
não acredito em ninguém
não acredito em ninguém