shoutout mental & blxty for the sample: https://soundcloud.com/mental/after

{lyrics}
i could neva hate u
doesnt matter what u do
and i cant imagine 
living withou u
but i been tryin again
tryin again
but without u i fell
and u treat me like a dirt
and this girl got me hurt
throw her away like a plane
u want me but u dont deserve no love

yea ah
lezgo
u tell me what i know what i know for sure
ik he aint done 
give up on me now
yea u the treasure i found
i wna see why u frown
and we dont have much time now
and i sing all the words that are stuck in my mouth
hopin 1 day u can hear em out

i could neva hate u
doesnt matter what u do
and i cant imagine 
living withou u
but i been tryin again
tryin again
but without u i fell
and u treat me like a dirt
and this girl got me hurt
throw her away like a plane
u want me but u dont deserve no love

I##couldNevaHateU (me)

fate prod. runawway, greyrock & ang3lcry

merry christmas everyone and happy holidays!!! s/o to my friends and family fr i love you all 💗💗

@brinnin2k GOATT
prod @9361 @prodresin @dozefy @6hi
mix\master by me

@6hi
you wanna break my peace
girl ride with me
wanna take the leap?
will you do right by me?
whatever you need
girl its fine with me
whatever to make you pleased
my heart, you got the keys

woah (yeah)

wanna go so fast, wanna go so fast
so take me by the hand lets take off in a jet
girl u want me
lets hit up louis buy a bag
yeah ur the one for me
im tripping i cant get atta-

ride with me
girls js follow me js take my lead
fuck with me
youre always playing games you make me sick
i got what u wanna see
but im not stupid so dont lose it
you saw me in your dreams
i gotta a visit to cupid

@brinnin
uh yuh

know that i- try with you

i lost the track of time
thought i needed you but looks like i turned out just fine
my hearts still beating for you even after all this time
ye you told me that you want me, put your hand in mine
said you dont need me but i know that i still cross your mind
never look back, i knew that you never mine
told me that you love me
wasted all that time
told me that you want me
on the floor i cried
just know that i tried

@6hi
you wanna break my peace
girl ride with me
wanna take the leap?
will you do right by me?
whatever you need
girl its fine with me
whatever to make you pleased
my heart, you got the keys

ride wit me
ride wit me
ride wit me
ride wit me
ride wit me
ride wit me
ride wit me
ride wit me

Ridewitmeee u_U + brinnin (soundfont dozefy resin hini)

that memory gone
hands on the glass
another daydream u look incredible
along w me on that cable
i dont go a single of my life without remembering u
i should have told u a while
well i didnt know that would be last time i would see u smile

dreams i cant restore 
broken memories
never thought u could leave so suddenly
well i need u more...more
sharped blades 
hate it when it harms
bloodstains all over my arms
cant contain myself
its my turn to call u one more time

where did i go wrong?
was it my fault?
u were the reason for my downfall
dont wanna blame u...
but maybe its true :)
truth hurts i cant move on
accept ur gone
wake me up from this bad dream
and realize its over
but ill always think abt us

dreams (wintertears)

wht its like inside my head (vuksai)

prod wintertears

:)

ur always on my mind
tell me wth we are
im so scared to fell in love
cuz i know im gonna be hurt

answer me
i cant breathe
i dont own
all the world
but if you want
lets runaway
i would go with you now
i would go with you right now
runaway from the world

please save me now
take me away
i cannot fell at all
im so down bad and you know it

probably i dont mean anything to you
but I just wanted to say that
I like you a lot

i problably dont mean anything to you but i just wanted to say that i like you a lot

@remiliaxd @kuriyai443

bring me down, then pick me up
love is around, just one more day until i let it go
just reach out and maybe ill feel alright
recharge and maybe ill see you tonight

it feels impossible
every day i sit across to u
it feels incredible
i wonder if this feelings new
think about u
i every time i see its noon
they all surround u
i hope that the feeling is true

lights shine on uuu
reflections on the window
all night for uuu
ur the one that im into
just hard to see myself.. x_c
cant see me with someone else
girl ur not off the shelf
for u id break out my shell

i dont have what ur looking for
couldn't find what u said what was yours
ever since i left your touch felt my heart sore
ever since i found your love girl i wanted more

@remiliaxd

it feels impossible
every day i sit across to u
it feels incredible
i wonder if this feelings new
think about u
i every time i see its noon
they all surround u
i hope that the feeling is true

ur beauty is natural
ur never casual
feelings compatible
you make me go irrational
when i found u i found gold
without u im always cold
hold my breath til im purple
for u i would give u the world

something new w/ remilia (kuriyai)

@ilyexotic

i've been makin too much money had to break my own limit
everything I do its not the same yeah it's different
yeah I feel disconnected, something is missing
your not with me lose connection yeah your redacted

stab myself I'm not acting, tripping off acid
and I suffer in silence everything I did
I'm obsessed with the violence I love the toxicity
you'll just get rid of me, I hate the way you see things (fuck you)
everything I wanted to be is missing
I just wanted to be in your heart
but now that were apart, can I take your scars
took this shit too far

I cant see
I cant breathe
yeah all this fucking ecstasy
yeah I take your pain away I put it all in me

this shits been so hard
I think I might go far
Im driving these fast cars and I crash into a wall
I might not just go far
but that will be ok
I'm hitting the pedal and I slam into the wall
all these lifeless bodies and I think I killed them all
yeah hiding in the cut yeah we punch you in the skull
and you know I'm cold as shit I keep my jacket on
this hk-416 gonna keep you running keep them asics on

redacted (eczotic)

prod by @00rcpk
performed by @eserine & @ilyporo
lyrics:

@eserine
might be nice
not surprised
roll the dice
it's in your eye
broke my heart
we fell apart
and in the end
it's all dark

but in the end
we fell apart
it's all dark
(but in the end
we fell apart
it's all dark)

might be nice
not surprised
roll the dice
it's in your eye
broke my heart
we fell apart
and in the end
it's all dark

but in the end
we fell apart
it's all dark
(and in the end we had to do what's best for us)

@ilyporo
could u give me some reason why u gave up on me
changed me for another guy
tell me something that make sense
was he better than me?
and i never knew about it 
just tell me why 

u cut me off
hurt me softly
these days felt like the end of the world
and i dont wanna imagine my world without you 

so lets talk about this 
im willing to forgive ur trust 
but in the end we have to do what is best for us
so we fell apart...is it really the best?
i know its not i miss u as fuck
so lets restart pls! :(

in the end

eserine + ilyporo - in the end (prod. 00rcpk)

archived song

@akasukii
i just wanna feel wanted
tired of being nothing
i want a place to call my home
tired of being alone

love me again pls
want me again
love me again

flying around like an angel in the sky
left with no closure always wondering why
eyes can barely stay open im so high
fake a smile put on a good disguise

i just want u to want me again
want me love me want me again

@ilyporo
even if i try my best ill never get over
why did u have to left when we both were getting closer
ive been so alone i need to feel wanted
but no girl makes me feel the comfort of ur shoulder
so can u pls come back to me
i wanna feel ur love again
i know that life is not a fantasy
but u still here in my head
love me againnnn