left in the dark

credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

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https://www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
https://twitter.com/starfallxos
kyra's socials
https://www.instagram.com/kyrncl_/
https://twitter.com/kyrncl

lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

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joshwa's socials
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

lyrics;
Wish we were back in the past
So we could make the time last,
I'm hoping shit doesn't crash
Hope we're not moving too fast.

This loves just hurting me bad
I swear you’re driving me mad
It sucks that shit never lasts
I hope we’re different from that
girl imma keep waiting on you
I can’t stop thinking bout you
I know we’re making it through

Is it too much to ask for
sometimes I wonder where I’d be if you weren’t planned for
I never ask for much but girl you’re all I could ask for
It sucks to see you dancing all alone on the dance floor
It's so much better when we're together
I never wanted you more than ever.
I tried to help
I cried it out
and I just can’t imagine you with someone else

never lasts (joshwa)

mess 🛏️

lyrics
[hook]
coulda sworn i told you we were done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

[verse]
said you played him, you played me, it was for fun (ohh)
acting like i don't really care but it weighs a ton
cause you never showed me real love,
im on drugs,
just to get the fucking pain away i swear you got me 
(fucked upp!)

[hook]
coulda sworn i told you we were done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

[verse 2]
cause i feel like shit now, thinking bout you have done
how you gon switch up on the crew after all we done?
ohhh and it still confuses me.
how the fuck you choose to pick somebody over someone you once said you loved?

[hook]
done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

over (prod neko dye + anxious beats)

lyrics🙄

[ hook ]
its been a while since i heard your voice
and i can't even lie i kinda smile when i hear your voice
how i'm feelin down inside, it's kinda wild how you get annoyed
and i'm not one to scream but girl you got me feelin' paranoid
cause i know i'm not the only boy

[verse]
making me feel like i'm stupid,
girl you're acting like you're clueless,
how the fuck could you just do this?
you only used me for amusement,
is that a trend is that the movement?
the way you could be so confusi i i ng
what a waste of time,
had me thinking you were mine,
i must've misread all the signs woah
i don't need you in my life,
you're moving left, i'm moving right
we only ever talk at night woah.
don't need your love if it's temporary
i been through so much it's getting scary
i wish i understood just why you left me,
if we tried then girl we could, you left me empty.

[bridge]
so what the fucks the point in tryin to lie
i hope you open up and realize
that i am not your stupid average guy,
i never thought i'd ever say goodbye.

[ hook ]
its been a while since i heard your voice
and i can't even lie i kinda smile when i hear your voice
how i'm feelin down inside, it's kinda wild how you get annoyed
and i'm not one to scream but girl you got me feelin' paranoid
cause i know i'm not the only boy
x2

goodbye (bloom)

finally starting to make the music i enjoy listening to

prod. by bloom
www.instagram.com/prodbybloom/

lyrics

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)

i know you hate me but i can't help it,
i'm feeling a way cause i'm so selfless.
i'm always getting hurt cause i'm so careless.
wonder if i pass away would you just care then?

frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout!
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.
i can't, i can't make you smile like your last,
he made you laugh, i can't even do that.
so what's the point in trying, you're always lying,
i can't make up my mind, girl i always end up crying.

your lipstick, stains my neck,
and when you kissed me, i held my breath,
i was under the impression that you might've fell for me,
girl you gave me the perception that i wasn't just the only one
you know you fucked up, you tried to do me wrong,
you know you fucked up, pretending all along,
i'm writing all these songs about you,
you luv breaking my heart that's what i know about you.

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)
frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout,
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.

u need me (bloom)

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thank u for listening <3

lyrics
time goes by way too fast now, i wish that it would last.
nothing can sum it up how, i miss what we had in the past.
i tried to keep you happy but i can't,
i miss the way that you would giggle and you laughed.
i tried my best but you still left and that's what split my heart in half.

i only wanted you, i tried.
i can't accept the fact you lied.
girl you're breaking me down inside.

i'm hiding my emotions, i'll just cope all my own.
the feelings, cant control em, please dont leave me here alone.
my tears create an ocean, and that's forever till i'm stone.
i'm hoping you would text me, always checking on my phooonee

sadly its been a while, i'm standing on the edge.
sometimes i feel alive, and sometimes i feel dead.
x2

girl i tried, 
almost died,
but i never was enough, 
girl i feel like giving up.

left in the dark

ronin