left in the dark

credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

my socials
https://www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
https://twitter.com/starfallxos
kyra's socials
https://www.instagram.com/kyrncl_/
https://twitter.com/kyrncl

lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

my socials
www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
twitter.com/starfallxos
joshwa's socials
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

lyrics;
Wish we were back in the past
So we could make the time last,
I'm hoping shit doesn't crash
Hope we're not moving too fast.

This loves just hurting me bad
I swear you’re driving me mad
It sucks that shit never lasts
I hope we’re different from that
girl imma keep waiting on you
I can’t stop thinking bout you
I know we’re making it through

Is it too much to ask for
sometimes I wonder where I’d be if you weren’t planned for
I never ask for much but girl you’re all I could ask for
It sucks to see you dancing all alone on the dance floor
It's so much better when we're together
I never wanted you more than ever.
I tried to help
I cried it out
and I just can’t imagine you with someone else

never lasts (joshwa)

can't even listen to this song cause it makes me so sad but hope u all enjoy <3

prod by LARUE MADE IT
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twitter.com/starfallxos

(verse)
all the memories we made
all the problems we faced
all the time that we wa-
all the time that we wasted
all alone, once again
you were never really mine
no you would never really try
i let you cross over my lines

let it go
but i can't let you know
that i wasn't enough
were you truly in love
let it go
but i cant let it show
that i was never really tough
guess you could read through my bluff

(hook)
you said
you were never really, you were never really in love
who am i to really, who am i to really trust?
feels like its been a while but baby
throw my feels in a pile and baby
ignore it all for a while, and baby

(verse 2)
a hand to hold, when it's getting cold
we're falling out, it's hard to control you again
the lies you told, it's getting old
you threw away my heart that you folded and bent
it's a shame we never happened,
feel the same from when it happened,
you were my biggest distraction

i can't,
i can't take this lightly
i know it ain't likely,
but i want you beside me.

(break)

memories

w/ https://soundcloud.com/1kaido & https://soundcloud.com/ihatebixby Prod https://soundcloud.com/prodbyjoshwa & https://soundcloud.com/rosesleeves
Why do leaves fall
After I pick em up
After Hours with sunsets can't get enough
You pushed me off of the swings think I fell in love
But it only ever started cuz of alcohol
I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feel like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

It’s like feeling i can’t get out
It’s like a feeling i can’t get out inside
You and i
i
You moved out of state
There’s no need to run away
I’m thinking it’s better on my own
I’m tryna find my way out of the darkness
Imma be an artist
Imma do it on my own
 
Tell me what's it's like
Does it feel right?
How to feel alive
in the daylight
I don't wanna try
It wasn't too late for us
In my head but it's too late
I see through your lies
Facing back i tried, I can't let go
How could I survive
Falling
I can't stop

I think you never wanna see me again
Just sucks cuz I know we will never be friends
They´d always tell me i'm too deep in love 
Think I believe em cuz im missing sumn
December always got me thinking that I need you
I always swipe up on your story like I have to
I think im falling 
Do you think you could stop it 
Wow wow wow
It kinda sucks that I think we could never be
Cuz if not than you'd be to  perfect me
I can't imagine how you felt but i'm not sorry
I sorta feel the same but dont say that's beyond me
I can't talk
About you I won't bring that up
I feels like I can't love you
But it's sumn I want to

Deep In Love w/ Kaido & Bixby (Joshwa &  Rosesleeves)

prod pieper beats

girl wats going on with u
textin me all damn time oh time like what's going on with u
damn
girl i could see it thru
said that u want me too
but lately it's driving me crazy ik like let me get comfortable damn
like y
is he on ur mind
went thru all the msgs why dont you say you're mine
fuck, u know it too
don't ask to be with me if you don't wanna see that thru

said u wanna try get a little bit closer
oh look me in my eyes when u say tht it's over ik u want it bad
i can't give u any closure
i know i'm on your mind when you feel like a loner yk i got your back

time flies man i missed all day
limelight when i see your face and i
knew it was another game
too cute to be in my way like why
did u need to waste my time
dead
what needed to be said
you said you'd leave
im over it all over and again,
no you said you'd find me
no you dragged me back
but ik, ya i knowowowo

closure

@fknmyno hes from brisbane!

i like the clapping sound and the kick thing
the hihats are cool as well lmao
oh and also the triangle *ding*
the korean michael jackson guy is cool too

lyrics are a guess lol

myno the dyno:
singing you love songs, i’ll never go back
feelings all lost, girl you moved on so fast
fuck all the memories that i thought we had
i should’ve known this shit never lasts

me:
all the time all the time all the time
so stressed everything 
that she said
is on my mind on my mind on my mind
y u tryna go act tough?
i cant even think when you send me these messages
its so toxic the way u text
just get out of my head

gen8 is so funnn hahahah
sampled this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywOFgvlGbTM

the sample!

none? [없음] +myno

Talk To Me

Prod me 
Guitar sample from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tAIsFj4PZ5I

bys - keshi 
good song

B.Y.S. cover

prod clozz 

lyrics:
if you were wrong
would you admit that
i was onto your lil gameplan
i wont judge
because the things you do 
i see myself in your shoes
i wish that we could do better
cuz when im 

by your side
it feels like im losin it 
u wanna be intimate
but i could never
tell u why
i know that your missin him
pretend im oblivious so i can be there

u said we had it all
i know you love to talk
you keep on sayin the same things
ur fuckin up 
u call me say that ur better
baby ur not in love
theres more to life then just tellin me that u wont interupt


not in ur right mind
im not ur lifeline
call when ur drunk
im too scared bout what i might find
wasting my damn time
u know its not right
acting so shady i never seen this in my lifetime

u wanna hurt me so bad
i know much better than that
u said u want something perfect
so why u keep coming back
ur promises always broken
i fuckin hate what we had but when im

by ur side

first of the year
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/iggy5/promise-2

so if i try too hard for her
then i might get over you

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
you dont give me nothin
im stuck in my thoughts
sick of ur assumptions
you get what u want
i just cant put u back together
i been tryna make it up to you
i dont wonder why (no lie)
you couldnt hide (no lie)
knowing what you made me do

ill leave before the morning
i dont know where to go
talk, yeah its not important
i couldnt say the words
tell me what ur waitin for
i know u wanna say goodbye
i think im falling for it
i never want u in my life

and i been waitin too long
forget about the way it ends
forget about the things u said
girl its so hard to move on
i promise ill be back again
so please dont make me hang around
imma get you, get you back now
speed until i crash out
turn feelings to ash now
(keeps on goin round and round)
imma make sure u get treated right
(keeps on goin round and round)
until u come and spend the night

promise (juanra)

lyrics🙄

[ hook ]
its been a while since i heard your voice
and i can't even lie i kinda smile when i hear your voice
how i'm feelin down inside, it's kinda wild how you get annoyed
and i'm not one to scream but girl you got me feelin' paranoid
cause i know i'm not the only boy

[verse]
making me feel like i'm stupid,
girl you're acting like you're clueless,
how the fuck could you just do this?
you only used me for amusement,
is that a trend is that the movement?
the way you could be so confusi i i ng
what a waste of time,
had me thinking you were mine,
i must've misread all the signs woah
i don't need you in my life,
you're moving left, i'm moving right
we only ever talk at night woah.
don't need your love if it's temporary
i been through so much it's getting scary
i wish i understood just why you left me,
if we tried then girl we could, you left me empty.

[bridge]
so what the fucks the point in tryin to lie
i hope you open up and realize
that i am not your stupid average guy,
i never thought i'd ever say goodbye.

[ hook ]
its been a while since i heard your voice
and i can't even lie i kinda smile when i hear your voice
how i'm feelin down inside, it's kinda wild how you get annoyed
and i'm not one to scream but girl you got me feelin' paranoid
cause i know i'm not the only boy
x2

goodbye (bloom)

finally starting to make the music i enjoy listening to

prod. by bloom
www.instagram.com/prodbybloom/

lyrics

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)

i know you hate me but i can't help it,
i'm feeling a way cause i'm so selfless.
i'm always getting hurt cause i'm so careless.
wonder if i pass away would you just care then?

frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout!
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.
i can't, i can't make you smile like your last,
he made you laugh, i can't even do that.
so what's the point in trying, you're always lying,
i can't make up my mind, girl i always end up crying.

your lipstick, stains my neck,
and when you kissed me, i held my breath,
i was under the impression that you might've fell for me,
girl you gave me the perception that i wasn't just the only one
you know you fucked up, you tried to do me wrong,
you know you fucked up, pretending all along,
i'm writing all these songs about you,
you luv breaking my heart that's what i know about you.

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)
frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout,
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.

u need me (bloom)

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thank u for listening <3

lyrics
time goes by way too fast now, i wish that it would last.
nothing can sum it up how, i miss what we had in the past.
i tried to keep you happy but i can't,
i miss the way that you would giggle and you laughed.
i tried my best but you still left and that's what split my heart in half.

i only wanted you, i tried.
i can't accept the fact you lied.
girl you're breaking me down inside.

i'm hiding my emotions, i'll just cope all my own.
the feelings, cant control em, please dont leave me here alone.
my tears create an ocean, and that's forever till i'm stone.
i'm hoping you would text me, always checking on my phooonee

sadly its been a while, i'm standing on the edge.
sometimes i feel alive, and sometimes i feel dead.
x2

girl i tried, 
almost died,
but i never was enough, 
girl i feel like giving up.

i only wanted you

starfall

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