lose myself

credits to Joji for the instrumental. 
original song - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bv-1BnoB75k
ukulele and mixing done by me.

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kyra's socials
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lyrics -
there's two of us in this room and nobody can hear us,
i'm wondering maybe, would you be my first
i'm trying too hard to make sure i don't mess up,
i'm falling apart and i can't keep my head up.

speechless.
before i fell in love with you girl,
i never had any weakness.
completeness.
a a a a

i just can't believe you wouldn't try,
after everything i've sacrificed,
for you to catch my fall,
for you to give your all.

speechless.

it's something about the way you move,
it's something about the things you do,
no i don't have anything to lose,
and everything i did, i did it for you.
x2

[ @nclkyr's part ]
ohh
everything i did
was just for u
and all i wanted to is
all i ever did is to

walk alone the streets tonight
just to make u hold me tight
and i cant stop it
i cant stop it

speechless w/ kyra

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

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lyrics;
Wish we were back in the past
So we could make the time last,
I'm hoping shit doesn't crash
Hope we're not moving too fast.

This loves just hurting me bad
I swear you’re driving me mad
It sucks that shit never lasts
I hope we’re different from that
girl imma keep waiting on you
I can’t stop thinking bout you
I know we’re making it through

Is it too much to ask for
sometimes I wonder where I’d be if you weren’t planned for
I never ask for much but girl you’re all I could ask for
It sucks to see you dancing all alone on the dance floor
It's so much better when we're together
I never wanted you more than ever.
I tried to help
I cried it out
and I just can’t imagine you with someone else

never lasts (joshwa)

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

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lyrics;

lately
been missing you like crazy baby
wonder where we'd be if you ain't hate me right now
i can tell that you still seem to crave me somehow

let's be honest
baby you never wanted me
baby it's never honesty
it always seems to haunt just me
like damn, open your eyes
lately you been so blind
we'll try this one more time
but if you go i'll leave you behind
x2

missing u (joshwa)

can't even listen to this song cause it makes me so sad but hope u all enjoy <3

prod by LARUE MADE IT
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(verse)
all the memories we made
all the problems we faced
all the time that we wa-
all the time that we wasted
all alone, once again
you were never really mine
no you would never really try
i let you cross over my lines

let it go
but i can't let you know
that i wasn't enough
were you truly in love
let it go
but i cant let it show
that i was never really tough
guess you could read through my bluff

(hook)
you said
you were never really, you were never really in love
who am i to really, who am i to really trust?
feels like its been a while but baby
throw my feels in a pile and baby
ignore it all for a while, and baby

(verse 2)
a hand to hold, when it's getting cold
we're falling out, it's hard to control you again
the lies you told, it's getting old
you threw away my heart that you folded and bent
it's a shame we never happened,
feel the same from when it happened,
you were my biggest distraction

i can't,
i can't take this lightly
i know it ain't likely,
but i want you beside me.

(break)

memories

tied up

drop dead

deja vu

close your eyes

one call

alone tonight

burn my tongue

intentions

cigarettes

cruel

bitter

feelings

hero

talk to me

weeknight

come home

wild fire

stuck like this

thanks 4 listening like always

lyrics

told me that you need me, it was a lie
can't believe i couldn't see it, im going blind,
why the fuck did i believe you! wasted my time,
all those texts that i sent and you ain't reply

give me your heart i won't break it,
i know it's aching
if you plan on fucking up girl just know that you mistaken
yeah they see me coming up, that's the reason why they hating
so don't be wasting all my time when i could be money-making
[hook]

cause all i did was grow up, show up, own up to every mistake that i made. ( mistake that i made )
girl you didn't know us, know nun, hold up, fuck whoever made you this way.

put yourself in my shoes for once,
let me show you how it feels to get used for once. ( ohh )
let me hit you where it hurts for once,
let me hit you where it hurts for oncee!
[verse]
told me that you need me, it was a lie
can't believe i couldn't see it, im going blind,
why the fuck did i believe you! wasted my time,
all those texts that i sent and you ain't reply

give me your heart i won't break it,
i know it's aching
if you plan on fucking up girl just know that you mistaken
yeah they see me coming up, that's the reason why they hating
so don't be wasting all my time when i could be money-making
[hook] x2

(gets shot at) (the hook gets played in slow mo)

blind (ross gossage)

lyrics
[hook]
coulda sworn i told you we were done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

[verse]
said you played him, you played me, it was for fun (ohh)
acting like i don't really care but it weighs a ton
cause you never showed me real love,
im on drugs,
just to get the fucking pain away i swear you got me 
(fucked upp!)

[hook]
coulda sworn i told you we were done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

[verse 2]
cause i feel like shit now, thinking bout you have done
how you gon switch up on the crew after all we done?
ohhh and it still confuses me.
how the fuck you choose to pick somebody over someone you once said you loved?

[hook]
done over,
you worried bout some other girl but i don't even know her
think im obsessed with you, we barely even touched shoulders
hearts getting way colder,
i was just trynna get your love,
you really fucked me over.
x2

over (prod neko dye + anxious beats)

lyrics🙄

[ hook ]
its been a while since i heard your voice
and i can't even lie i kinda smile when i hear your voice
how i'm feelin down inside, it's kinda wild how you get annoyed
and i'm not one to scream but girl you got me feelin' paranoid
cause i know i'm not the only boy

[verse]
making me feel like i'm stupid,
girl you're acting like you're clueless,
how the fuck could you just do this?
you only used me for amusement,
is that a trend is that the movement?
the way you could be so confusi i i ng
what a waste of time,
had me thinking you were mine,
i must've misread all the signs woah
i don't need you in my life,
you're moving left, i'm moving right
we only ever talk at night woah.
don't need your love if it's temporary
i been through so much it's getting scary
i wish i understood just why you left me,
if we tried then girl we could, you left me empty.

[bridge]
so what the fucks the point in tryin to lie
i hope you open up and realize
that i am not your stupid average guy,
i never thought i'd ever say goodbye.

[ hook ]
its been a while since i heard your voice
and i can't even lie i kinda smile when i hear your voice
how i'm feelin down inside, it's kinda wild how you get annoyed
and i'm not one to scream but girl you got me feelin' paranoid
cause i know i'm not the only boy
x2

goodbye (bloom)

finally starting to make the music i enjoy listening to

prod. by bloom
www.instagram.com/prodbybloom/

lyrics

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)

i know you hate me but i can't help it,
i'm feeling a way cause i'm so selfless.
i'm always getting hurt cause i'm so careless.
wonder if i pass away would you just care then?

frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout!
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.
i can't, i can't make you smile like your last,
he made you laugh, i can't even do that.
so what's the point in trying, you're always lying,
i can't make up my mind, girl i always end up crying.

your lipstick, stains my neck,
and when you kissed me, i held my breath,
i was under the impression that you might've fell for me,
girl you gave me the perception that i wasn't just the only one
you know you fucked up, you tried to do me wrong,
you know you fucked up, pretending all along,
i'm writing all these songs about you,
you luv breaking my heart that's what i know about you.

steady calling on my phone sayin that you need me
i told you that "i hate you" do you even believe me? i don't
trust in no, body but myself cause i'm all alone. (x2)
frustrated, tryna get it all out,
i got these demons in my chest and they ain't letting me shout,
i wish you understood the, pain you put me through,
you got me contemplating bout my life over you.

u need me (bloom)

s/o to the most genuine ppl i've ever met through music @1kaido @yoshi

prod. dye

https://www.instagram.com/starfallxo/
https://www.instagram.com/whoiskaido/
https://www.instagram.com/christianblair/
https://www.instagram.com/1lildyee/

lyrics

[ star's verse ]

am i allowed to speak on the truth?
i think you'd understand my pain if i did what you did, to you
and it's hard, but i'm getting through.
i wish you knew what this shit do to me when you leave so soon.

why can't you stop and listen?
i tried my best but but i'm bout to give in,
i tried to leave but you're my addiction.

what is trust? no idea.
think i'm stupid? oo woa oo woa oo woa

it's just a feeling but i'm feeling intoxicated,
im trynna tell you sum but i just can't really explain it
i wish i had you by my side then i wouldn't have to be crying,
wanna say that i don't love you but then i would just be lying,
gotta let you go, you keep on playing with my heart

wait, where even is it?

you tore that shit apart,
think i'm stupid?
im not.
nah i ain't stupid, you're fucking round with me you're acting like im clueless.

[ @1kaido's verse ]

i had to run away from you
cause you weren’t happy at all
if i was
hiding the truth you couldn’t take it all
and your best friend
she wouldn’t hate me at all
if she knew what i would do
it’s just a feeling but i’m feeling intoxicated
would you feel better if i told you about when we dated
i love you
want you
baby i don’t need you at all
i’m overthinking it all
like just don’t do it all
and your blood is so pretty
you’re feeling my pity
and that’s okay

[ @yoshi's verse ]

tell me when you wake up
you’re so pretty in your makeup, girl
its no problem if you can’t be here
oo- ooooo - oooo

i know its been a while, but we’re falling apart
feels like you stabbed me in my heart
have you been telling me the truth?
well have you, don't lie

you said i was in love with you
you said i’m ready to die for two

ive been running away
yeah im scared of you i
can’t take anymore

the truth w/ kaido & christian blair

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thank u for listening <3

lyrics
time goes by way too fast now, i wish that it would last.
nothing can sum it up how, i miss what we had in the past.
i tried to keep you happy but i can't,
i miss the way that you would giggle and you laughed.
i tried my best but you still left and that's what split my heart in half.

i only wanted you, i tried.
i can't accept the fact you lied.
girl you're breaking me down inside.

i'm hiding my emotions, i'll just cope all my own.
the feelings, cant control em, please dont leave me here alone.
my tears create an ocean, and that's forever till i'm stone.
i'm hoping you would text me, always checking on my phooonee

sadly its been a while, i'm standing on the edge.
sometimes i feel alive, and sometimes i feel dead.
x2

girl i tried, 
almost died,
but i never was enough, 
girl i feel like giving up.

starfall

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