Go through all your messages, I'm not the type to render it

You act so expressionless, I know what your intention is

Cause I know what you want but you're gone

There's nothing I could do that can change your ways

singing this song out with my whole heart rn

been listening to thos nonstop since it dropped

prod joon & joshwa

Would you call me 
If I’m wearing something else 
Should’ve saw me
While I’m tearing perfect jeans I got
But the summers not around 

So I’ll drive you 
And I’ll try to
Keep my body moving
Hope I’m not boring 
Priceless entertainment
Keeps me from snoring tonight 
I hope you're sleeping well
But

I could run away
Maybe laugh alone
But I’d find a way to call my bluff
Could’ve sworn my name 
That you’d love me so 
But all the time couldn’t keep me up 
Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back

I’ve been drinking but couldn’t swallow
Got no reason
But I’m terrified of your words that got no meaning
Should I unfollow 
But then you tell me that would hurt
And I’m watching tears go down 
Your face and I
Proclaim that I 
Got nothing to do 
Oh I
Could say that I’m 
Complacent
But I got nothing to lose

I could run away
Maybe laugh alone
But I’d find a way to call my bluff
Could’ve sworn my name 
That you’d love me so 
But all the time couldn’t keep me up 
Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back

*epic solo*

I just love it
When I’m drowning 
In our convos
And our plans

And so far you did all that
Just take it back

Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back
Just take it back
Just take it back
Just take it back

take it back

Lyrics :

Tell me things
I take care for your diamond rings
I let you know when I came back when angel sings
But I still refuse to be your king

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Closed door, waiting for two months
Got a couple little things you could tell me
On vacation, you can move on
You can do anything you wished for by yourself

Run away baby, we escape from hell
It's a tragic story that I'll never tell
Lost all my powers, I won't cast a spell
You're doing so well
 
I know when they get close to ya
And I ain't following the things they tryna' speak to ya
And I don't trust any advice they tryna give it up
They gon' listen up when you shouted in the crowded room
They really want you mind
You don't pay any attention
Baby, don't listen to them
You're my hidden gem, only one I ever find
The diamond in the rough shining bright

But I'm still trying all my best just to be a better guy
You said "I'm okay" but I know that was a lie
Do you feel different when we fell into the sky
I don't side with them tonight
Deep down I hope that you will be alright
I hate it when you're gone
I've been tryna catch a flight
I can't be alone I need you in my life
They don't save me I cut them off baby

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Forget the tour
They always say that less is more
You've been the best I been looking for
I'm bleeding out from the blood you pour
Put everything on to rest
Leave' em alone and my life starts to set
Those are the things that I did and regret
It doesn't matter since I won my bet

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
I say it loud

Bad Apple

desire

super proud of this one

guitar and bass by @1juanraa on insta
drums and extra synths by me
thank you everyone who gave me feedback for this ♥️♥️♥️

lyrics

feels like we gone back to basics
you're my best friend but i hate it
i dont like the way we changing
but i need something before i cave in

i needed something better
i needed something more
feelings dont change like weather
you dont want me no more
i know you get that feeling
to say that you want it all
baby i wanna see it
tell me im your one and only

somethin about you i cant understand and
i know what i want but i cant take the damage
i cant lie girl im fallin to pieces
i want you yeah its all that im needin
girl you're too fucked up
and you know it hurts
i been tryna let go
i dont know whats worse
me and you fell out
now talk again
are we fightin still?
are we arguin?

yeah i knew that he had it out for u since then
pick and choose when u hanging out wicha new friends
i want you but u say u busy tying loose ends
gotta move so dont bother calling when u lose him
no i cant be the one that you call when your fightin
and i cant be alone when i say i like the silence
baby i want whatever you want but its all too much
yeah and i find it hard to process that its all for love.

i needed something better
i needed something more
feelings dont change like weather
you dont want me no more
i know you get that feeling
to say that you want it all
baby i wanna see it
tell me im your one and only

saw you hanging with your new man
i could take him on with no hands
be honest do you think he's all in
cos i been thinking bout you often
i said i wish you the best
deep down i hope for the worst
you act so tough with your talk
but never fight with your words
you hold your cards to your chest
that poker face is absurd
don't wanna see me again
you probably think that we're cursed
asking me how i fall asleep at night
girl something must be wrong
you wonder how ill fuck things up this time
im so lost without your love

i needed something better
i needed something more
feelings dont change like weather
you dont want me no more
i know you get that feeling
to say that you want it all
baby i wanna see it
tell me im your one and only
i needed something better
i needed something more
feelings dont change like weather
you dont want me no more
i know you get that feeling
to say that you want it all
baby i wanna see it
tell me im your one and only

only (me and juanra)

hero

prod @bhertuy
wont you tell me
that im pulling away cause
I wont waste my time
but im pulling away cause i found

someone just like you
what you want from me
tell me baby what you saw in me yeah
what you want from me

never wanted to tell you
that i never wanna talk about it (talk)
I've been trying to let go
but these feelings yeah i walk around it
guess i could cry over nothing sentimental
i couldn't lie when you took it all
i could've died with some ego and a metal
i guess i tried

to keep inside my mind
what you want from me
tell me baby what you saw in me yeah
what you want from me
someone just like you
what you want from me
tell me baby what you saw in me yeah
what you want from me

just like you (prod. bhertuy)

do ya?

side2side

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: too afraid to let inside
from a gaze you caught my eye
from the seams you know i'm trying to give in
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
lay my head down to rest
but i can't sleep 
cause the words that you said 
still haunt my dreams
and i've been holding onto something
time don't have the time for anymore
and my heads been to war 
watched him shape into yours
thought i found my cure
but you said and you swore that you wanted no more
than to be mine for good, just a lie that you wore
and it wears me down just to know i'm crazy
you were my comfort inside of the pain
and you were my cover when it was raining
never recovered and i
waste time in your eyes i gave in
and i realized got no time to reminisce
cause sometime i'll be fine just sit tight
leave me alone until i feel right
too afraid to let inside 
wanna save myself this time
through the seams you know i'm trying 
to let you in. 
(blank) 
too afraid to let inside
too afraid
and you know i'm trying
watch the seasons change
blood running cold and i start to feel deranged
thought i found the gold 
i just found another space 
that i can lay holed in and let my body age
no one else knows but 
i've been so fucked up
tryna find another reason to say that i'm done 
pick apart all my decisions to see i got none
never winning always telling myself that i'm gone.

covert

lyrics

I'd be lying if I said I don't
But you're the one that I need most
I'm falling, can't you tell?
Baby all I want is you tonight
One on one, just you and I
Baby, I won't kiss and tell

I can't stand the distance between us
I don't know how much I can take
You don't have any idea
Just what you did to me

Tell me what
I wanna hear
Baby it don't gotta be so complicated
I don't mind
Chasing signs
But I'm losin control of us baby
We keep on goin in circles, circles baby
But you don't wanna tell me why
Just wanna hear whatchu think of me baby
When we're alone at night

You're the one I want
My heart it only beats for you
Don't wanna call it off
My heart it only beats for you
(and only you)

We're goin thru the motions
Lost sight of whats important baby
I'll show you devotion
So you can rest your mind now baby
Don't toss all my feelings away
Don't toss them away

Believe me
When I say
That you are
The only
It's the way
You got a hold on me
(on me)

Tell me what
I wanna hear
Baby it don't gotta be so complicated
I don't mind
Chasing signs
But I'm losin control of us baby
We keep on goin in circles, circles baby
But you don't wanna tell me why
Just wanna hear whatchu think of me baby
When we're alone at night

talk to me

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