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produced by me and ayoley
vocals by jades

hope you're doing okay (feat. Jades)

drivin' me mad

drivin' me mad (feat. jades)

dont fret my dear

i wish i was better for u
i wish that i had more to lose
no one was there before u
i know i fucking bore u

leave me 2 dust
turn me 2 ash
ran out of luck
stabbed me in my back

you're what i want
but not what i have
you're trying to taunt
stabbed me in my back

i wish i was better for u
i wish that i had more to lose
no one was there before u
i know i fucking bore u

i wish i was better for u
i wish that i had more to lose
no one was there before u
i know i fucking bore u

lyrics:

You wanna treat me like i’m nothing i can’t tolerate it
i can’t remember a discussion where i didn’t do shit
that in your eyes you said was wrong
i hide your soul in my songs
i know its a matter of time before you hate my guts
take your sweet time you slut
its not my fault, i know its us
i know you’re giving up, but tell me that
i’m fallen out of luck
fallen, fallen, i’m fallen out of luck
fallen, fallen, i’m fallen out of luck

@pingmas:
I'm such a fool, you're such a mess
i hate the way you fuckin' went
and all your theories,
your intentions,
meant to bring me down to death.
want me to hurt cause you're upset
you took my money, i'm in debt
you say you never hated me
that's such a petty fuckin' lie
you do this all the time
i never thought you'd leave me
in a place i cant reside
don't leave me in the light
please put out this fire
just shoot me in the head 
and we can call this fuckin' night.

i don't need advice
i don't wanna fight
i won't hear your lies
i don't want this life

You wanna treat me like i’m nothing i can’t tolerate it
i can’t remember a discussion where i didn’t do shit
that in your eyes you said was wrong
i hide your soul in my songs
i know its a matter of time before you hate my guts
take your sweet time you slut
its not my fault, i know its us
i know you’re giving up, but tell me that
i’m fallen out of luck
fallen, fallen, i’m fallen out of luck
fallen, fallen, i’m fallen out of luck
You wanna treat me like i’m nothing i can’t tolerate it
i can’t remember a discussion where i didn’t do shit
that in your eyes you said was wrong
i hide your soul in my songs
i know its a matter of time before you hate my guts.

GUTS (feat. Pingmas) [Remix]

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა fourth song

lyrics:
die in my arms
its obvious that you don't like it when im far
its obvious that you won't love me when im hard to deal with
it fuckin makes me fall apart, you make me fall apart
you could, tell me all the reasons
but you, hide in all your secrets
i cant, tolerate it anymore
you cant, recite the lies that you told me
but i remember them clearly
baby, do you even hear me??
tell me do you need me screaming?!?!?
or tell me do you want me crying?? (ily!)
"baby are you scared of dying"
caught me at 2am crying
i was telling you that i was trying
and you told me things that's horrifying

whats wrong with me?
i wanna hear your theory
tell me whats wrong with this?
whats your hypothesis
yeah, give it to me straight
did you really love me when you took me on a date?
did you buy roses for all the girls that you hate?
was i never enough?
i'm fuckin tired of giving it up, (super original and awesome vocal run)
i know, you dont give a fuck where i go
only dont give a damn cause you're high though
when you're sober feels like walking on a tightrope
got drunk cause you got me in a spiral

(got me in a spiral babe,
got me in a spiral babe,
got me in a spiral babe,)

die in my arms
its obvious that you don't like it when im far
its obvious that you won't love me when im hard to deal with
it fuckin makes me fall apart, you make me fall apart
you could, tell me all the reasons
but you, hide in all your secrets
i cant, tolerate it anymore
you cant, recite the lies that you told me
but i remember them clearly
baby, do you even hear me??
tell me do you need me screaming?!?!?
or tell me do you want me crying?? (ily!)
"baby are you scared of dying"
caught me at 2am crying
i was telling you that i was trying
and you told me things that's horrifying

horrifying

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა fifth song

lyrics:
do you
(bang!)
talk to my friends about me??
because they started doubting
and then you started shouting
about how you were doing better and its fucking daunting
your words they were so haunting
and now my friends are taunting said you're better of without me

and i wonder "is it true??"
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life

you, dont know
the things that i'd do for you
i know, that you'd do all them too
i'll go home, and just cry in my room
i'll go home, and just cry-

you could say 'i love you'
i know its a lie
you could say 'you're confused'
i'll say 'It's a nice try, but my friend said you hate me!'
he saw it in your eyes
i dont see it but, he's the alibi

and i wonder "is it true??"
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life
is it true??
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life

evil

(Lyrics)

Swear to God I can’t help it (fuck!)
Watch me bleed out in velvet 
Don’t say its all my fault
I can’t say I’m not selfish
Say you hate me I felt it, I felt it all along
And now I’m alone
With your guts in my hands and your brains
On the walls
Guess I made you look dumb
What’d you expect when I say
You belong in a trunk

Leave you breathless baby, breathless
Rip your tongue out
For breakfast baby, breakfast
Girl you had me so tempted baby, tempted

Swear to God I can’t help it (fuck!)
Watch me bleed out in velvet
Don’t say its all my fault
I can’t say I’m not selfish
Say you hate me I felt it, I felt it all along
And now I’m alone
With your guts in my hands and your brains
On the walls
Guess I made you look dumb
What’d you expect when I say
You belong in a trunk

you taste better when you're terrified

daisy

I been been living by myself and 
I drink and dine myself and
I drink and and cry myself to sleep
I think I’m dying in hell b*tch
I think I’m dying in hell b*tch 
I think I’m dying in hell,
My finger tips are fried I melt and
I crystallise myself

I believe in God my saviour
Not proud of my behaviour 
I believe in something greater
I’ll be right here I’m patient

you taste better when you're terrified

ilyzayy