kuzu no honkai (クズの本懐)
[scums wish]

a scums wish for you 

kodoku (孤独)
[loneliness]

yes i'm,
alone but with you.
i'm thinking of someone else
does it bother you? it doesn't bother you 
cause you're thinking of someone else.
does it bother you?

(parasite)


i present to you "scums wish" a part of "CANINE"
a collection of timeless interludes. loop them and cry until your tears are red.

scums wish

i know you been telling lies 
telling all your friends how i'm always tryn control yo life 
you know it depends, im the perfect one to poltergeist 
voices in my head, and they tell me how im gonna die
if you up and dip 
you know love can be my kryptonite 
how could you forget 
all these feelings that i feel inside 
i just want them rid 
put the barrel to my third eye
let the pistol rip 
waiting for you at the birds eye
i should get a grip 

i'm not even asking for a lot i just want 
i'm not even asking for your heart, know i'm wrong 
i'm not even asking took your soul now it's gone 
tie you to the mattress make you beg while i taunt 
and you can be a ragdoll 
(and you can be a ragdoll)

girl you're the fairest of them all in the mirror
tried my best just to try and see you clearer
got new friends and you dropped me out the picture 
i don't know what you're doing but i miss ya
why aren't you suffering, the way that i am?
i miss your company, girl those are my hands 
please come and touch on me, i think i'm dying.

i'm not even asking for a lot i just want 
i'm not even asking for your heart, know i'm wrong 
i'm not even asking took your soul now it's gone 
tie you to the mattress make you beg while i taunt 
and you can be a ragdoll

you're the victim, and i'm insane

(Lyrics)

poison in my cut
i feel that poison in my cup
i hear your voice and i give up 
as if you give a fuck about me 
you can’t let me be
you crawl through my skin and you
tear at my seams
why won’t you just leave?
masochistic 
you gave your heart, i did whatever that i wanted with it 
don’t try to paint me like a monster i’m just born out of sin 
i want it to end 
i pick that pistol up and wish that i was under your skin 

break my heart more i said 
eye for eye, its a 
soul for a soul, i said 
leaving it not i don’t want you to go 
i see red when alone 
i hate being alone
call my phone when you miss me girl don’t hesitate 
i can give it all to you why would i fucking wait 
band it up no fucking tape 
you may be my
you may be my great escape 
i’m not sorry i’m so evil 
i don’t think it’s bad that i want you and i would kill for it for real 
blame it on the poison 

(fuck)
poison in my cut
i feel that poison in my cup
i hear your voice and i give up 
as if you give a fuck about me 
you can’t let me be
you crawl through my skin and you
tear at my seems
why won’t you just leave? 
masochistic
you gave your heart, i did whatever that i wanted with it 
don’t try to paint me like a monster i’m just born out of sin 
i want it to end 
i pick that pistol up and wish that i was under your skin

could you tell me you love me?
even if you’re lying, could you say that you trust me?
before I lose it
lose it, I swear I will
lose it, lose it
I swear I will

skin (ft. tosaku)

I Wish U Could See (intro)

Drop

(Lyrics)

I’m desperate
Hoping for you
To realize what you’ve done
Cus this game isn’t fun no more

I’m helpless just waiting for you
To get me gone
I know that I’m worthless
I serve you no purpose
And now I look dumb trying to
Be the one for you

Its uncomfortable
But its up to you
If you fall for me cus I’ll fall for you
You stay taunting me when I talk to you
Girl just follow me when I call for you
When I call for you x8

I’ve been patient
The things that I’d do to take the problems you’re facing
I did it for you and ended up on the pavement
A couple loose screws but I know that I’m your favorite
I know that I’m better off dead, you could leave me beheaded
I know that you said that you hate me, know you meant it
I know that you sent all the signs already
I don’t wanna be around 
I would die if you’d let me

I’m a poison
Unimportant, I know
But it’s potent
Doors are closing, I know
I’ll force them open
Cus I’m so tired of hoping
For things to go my way
This won’t go away
I don’t wanna be a burden, a throw away
I don’t wanna say it hurts so I’ll hold the pain
And now I look dumb trying to
Be the one for you

Its uncomfortable
But its up to you
If you fall for me cus I’ll fall for you
You stay taunting me when I talk to you
Girl just follow me when I call for you
When I call for you x8

When I call
When I call for you
When I call for you, When I call for you

When I call
When I call for you
When I call for you, When I call for you

call for you

SOUL SEARCHING (prod/15drtt)

Lies dressed as divine truth, ultimately exposed by the light.

False Revelation

Any Kind of Love is a quiet, powerful tribute to imperfect connection — a collection of songs that embrace the beauty in brokenness, the strength in vulnerability, and the hope that flickers even in the darkest places.

Blending emotional lyricism with raw, intimate melodies, the album speaks to the unspoken—grief, longing, healing, and the courage it takes to be seen. These are anthems for the wounded heart, for those who still believe that love, in any form, is proof we’re alive.

Even cracked. Even scarred. Still love.

call for you

ilyzayy