I never said it, but I know that I
Can't picture anything past 25
Not like I care to know the time and
Not like I'm looking for that silence
Self diagnosing 'til I'm borderline
I'll do whatever helps to sleep at night
Until I'm feeling like an island
Until I'm strong enough to hide it
What was I thinking looking for a sign?
As if I've ever seen the stars align
Somebody take over the drive and
Somebody notice how I'm trying
Somebody notice how I'm trying

When I'm toeing that line all of the time
Calling it fine, calling it fine
Toeing that line all of the time
Calling it fine, calling it fine

How do you call it when you're in your head?
Like when you really keep inside of it?
I only talk into the mirror
I'm only scared of getting bigger
At least I'll never turn to cigarettes
My brother shielded me from all of that
He said that smoking was a killer
He said he knows that I've been bitter
Maybe I'm waiting for the "go ahead"
The validation that I never get
Most of the game is unfamiliar
Most of the guys are getting better

Toeing that line all of the time
Calling it fine, calling it fine
Toeing that line all of the time
Calling it fine, calling it fine

All of me, a wound to close
But I leave the whole thing open
I just wanted you to know
I was never good at coping
All of me, a wound to close
But I leave the whole thing open
I just wanted you to know
I was never good at coping
All of me, a wound to close
But I leave the whole thing open
I just wanted you to know
I was never good at coping
All of me, a wound to close
But I leave the whole thing open
I just wanted you to know
I was never good at coping

I never said it, but I know that I
Can't picture anything past 25
Not like I care to know the time and
Not like I'm looking for that silence
I never said it, but I know that I
I bury baggage 'til it's out of sight
I think it's better if I hide it
I really hope that I survive this

Camden (Gracie Abrams)

Teenage Blue

Pretty girls, 
They never notice ugly boys like me 
Even if I wear my heart on sleeves 
They always seem to put me down 

Pretty girls 
They always seem to bite so hard 
Even when I say don’t play 
Insists that I will stay till dark 

Its okay 
I don’t much care 
For the kempt hair 
That’s just all looks 

And if you say 
That you do care 
What people stare 
Then that’s how you look 

Pretty girls 
They always want to be alone 
But everyone time their by themselves 
They always tell me help yourself 

Pretty girls 
They never deal with sadness well 
And never think about their joys 
That’s why they need ugly boys 

Its okay 
I don’t much care 
For the kempt hair 
That’s just all looks 

And if you say 
That you do care 
What people stare 
Then that’s how you look 

Hey there baby I just wanted to let you know that 
Its pretty hard being so damn pretty 
And whenever you feel sad and blue 
Just know that I am the one watching you while I sleep 
The one that feels your tears drip down to your pillow 
And hears all your dream nightmares and inhibitions 
You pretty pretty girl

Pretty Girls

*UPDATE*

The new 4th album is currently in the works but I need a hand getting it up and running. Please check out the Kickstarter page and help me out in anyway you can.

Thanks, Ryan

https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1362903932/horsebeach-the-fourth-album-is-imminent

My Heart Longs For You, Pizza

https://sunset-rollercoaster.bandcamp.com/album/jinji-kikko-ep
heard this and fell in love, posting it here to add to my playlists. The bandcamp is there go check out more of their music!

Sunset Rollercoaster - My Jinji

Our last song before she leaves me forever.

Space Song w/ Lindsay Lloyd

clairo - love galore

You could love this boy with your whole heart , he’s gone astray to drugs again 
lavender boy is just a friend you can smell her on his collar again 

(Spinning me feet off the ground, 
You're coked out in the middle of the party 
It’s dark in the stairway but your face lights up in a way that makes you look so warm)

Lavender boy is the silhouette to all of the songs
He’s easy to love , he’s been a puppet since 14 he’s bursting at the seams
straightening forks and knifes in the back of the room, and hyper focus on the number 3, under sun beams 
Is it all with the fear of growing into your parents my dear 

(Chorus)

Lavender boy set all of his shoes on fire 
He said the last person who wore them was a liar 
You can smell her on his collar again
Writing this song about you was time well spent 

(Chorus)

Lavender boy

lyrics:
just tell me what is right
'cause i'll follow you into the dark, into the night
i've got a question that i've been itching to ask
one question that will restore my past
i am a loved one
i know you are too
just be my loved one
i know you can be mine too
just be my loved one
c'mon you can do it too
just be my loved one
you know you do
don't ask me why i'm cool
you scare me you know you do
just watch me throw a bomb after you
you know you wanna feel it too
i am a loved one
i know you are too
just be my loved one
i know you can be one too
just be my loved one
c'mon you can do it too
just be my loved one
you know you do

Camden (Gracie Abrams)

agloe

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