instrumental by my bro @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

ive been a ghost for a while
she saw the blood on the tiles
i blew my head off my neck
i tend to get sad past ten

my friends all think that im dumb
i want molly and a gun
youre stuck with me, you cant run
i dont know what i have done

nice to
meet you
youre my
soulmate

i know
i stalk you
its how i
show love

i know im
way too
clingy
im weird too

im weird too
im weird too
youre weird too
we're weird too

im such a failure i cant even tie a noose

produced by crayon
mixed by crayon
mastering by crayon

no fun
no fucks
you did me bad
i dont wanna know why you came back
can we just forget each other
sorry right to my mother 
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other 
sorry right to my mother
i failed my life
failed my life

can we just forget each other

lyrics:Tell me why I got these cuts on my palms, on my palms Tell me why you like to turn me on, turn me on Why do you always want to be right when you're wrong? I'm such a loser, can't we just get along? You say I'm rude, but I did not mean to hurt you your so fake u act brand new now I know ur so see through You said you hate me, but you wanted to date me But you were kinda crazy, you were not my lady

your wrong in literally every situation

prod. @1sickboi (@user-187067315)

Just one last time
I don't wanna be away from your smile
The way your lips graze gently across mine
Makes it all worthwhile

So much going on in my mind
I'm sad but you still caught my vibe
You know we shouldn't be doing this, right?
But we're young, tryna have a good time

Tell me "lose your number" when it's all said and done
We're under the influence of some vodka and drugs

I saw your boyfriend last week
I got a feeling that he already knows
He was looking at me kinda funny
But we'll be strangers once you put on your clothes

yk we shouldnt be doing this right

fuck up everything that i do
im such a loser:(
i do everything that she hates
hope i dont lose her
better hope she dont wanna leave
cuz ima shoot her;)
every time i think about u
i turn uncooler
oh i saw the strangest things
i seen some things i know
oh i saw the strangest things
up in my dreams i know

u make me question if im doin the right thing
by waiting for uuu
is love make believe it feels like it so iangl
my last try is uuu

baby bring my shit 
im nauseous
im nodding off my shit aw
all my niggas think that i done lost it aw


fuck up everything that i do
im such a loser
i do everything that she hates
hope i dont lose her
better hope she dont wanna leave
cuz ima shoot her
every time i think about u
i turn uncooler
oh i saw the strangest things
i seen some things i know
oh i saw the strangest things
up in my dreams i know


prod husk

always stranger

#9 - what a pathetic story

I might take your life outside of mine
I know you don't want me here, you don't need to lie
I'm counting my losses, chain made of crosses
I'm going through a crisis, contagious virus

In my fucking head, all I hear is sirens
I wish it was silence
Devils are my vices, paying all the prices
Isolating myself with my thoughts didn't work after all

Break, stab me in the jaw
Analyze my flaws
I am not your god
Fuck
Jumping off the bridge
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live

I'm just like my father, unapologetic bastard
An eye for an eye, if I kill you I'm plastered
I'll down the whole bottle, I'm laying on the pavement
Run me right over, I'm an easy replacement

unapologetic bastard

prod. paloma

lyrics:
twenty twenty five
how am i alive
i aint got twenty five reasons
i just wanna know
where the time go
cuz its been going so fast
why did you steal my past
i cant think of anything without you
please dont forget what we been through

member when we were at that table for two
i looked at you
beautiful view.

twenty twenty five
how am i alive
i aint got twenty five reasons
i just wanna know
where the time go
cuz its been going so fast
why did you steal my past
i cant think of anything without you
please dont forget what we been through

twenty five reasons (prod. Paloma)

I'll end up in a documentary
They'll talk about me and all my misery
Another troubled kid in the penitentiary
Like, why couldn't you just go to therapy
My addiction is so strong, but I love this girl I wanna change my ways for her, change my ways for her
Can't undo anything that I done to my last girl
Done to my last girl, I done to my last girls, oh

I'm dreading the day that it all comes out
They'll say I'm a sick monster and I never loved her
And she'll speak up on my documentary, and tell the world about all the misery
I can't pay her off, I'll be broke or dead
So just go on and tell the world that I'm fucked in the head
Oh, they deserve to know
They deserve to know
They deserve to know
They deserve to know

i’ll end up in a documentary lol

Put the nail in the coffin (I'm trying)
Taking drugs, I'm coughing (I'm dying)
I'm so obnoxious, yeah
Leave me alone, don't want you to see me cry
I don't look too pretty with the tears down my face
And I bought you roses but you broke them out the vase
That's a metaphor for my emotions, babe

I don't speak a lot cause I don't know what to say
Thinking about my past decisions like the tattoo of your name
Carve it out like an incision, looking at it brings me shame
I got everything I wanted but I'll never feel the same
I would take it all back just to feel like my normal self again
I've been stuck inside of my selfish ways
Girl, don't you say
That our time is up, you don't wanna play, anymore

All good things come to an end, my life's not good but the clock's still ticking
Wake up every day, I dread the karma of all my bad decisions
All good things come to an end, my life's not good but the clock's still ticking
And even when I try my fucking best, I know the job's not finished

Prod sickboi

coffin

garota me diga
pq estamos tao longe

suas atitudes
mostram que nunca quis isso

todos teus segredos
tenho guardado comigo

só seja sincera
diga o que ce ve em mim yo

tenho medo da minha obsessao

mensagens nao te suprem nao

tenho medo da minha obsessao

me esgoto de humilhacao

i’ll end up in a documentary lol

imar