gym shoegaze

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Imar ⭐️⭐️

"I'm just being real, I'm just being honest, when I look at you, baby you're so flawless, want your love, but I know I'm not perfect, I know I'm far from perfect. Let me ask for real, do you really want this?" "I lose my mind, when I'm with you" - u| "im sorry, so fucking sorry" "im at your porch" "suicide will prove my love" - special| "kind of wanna die" "im not important" "spend all day in bed only moping" "ill spend every waking second just to let you know, ill still be here for you when you feel theres no where to go" "when it comes to you my love, ill make sure, youre never alone" "It's been a lifelong dream of mine to hold you close" "you make me feel like summer even when theres snow. i have no where to go, with no one helping me to cope" - never let you alone| "youre so alone, my dear, do i hypnotize you?" "remember the first time that we touched? it was so heavenly" "i think i would kill you just to have you fucking next to me" "all those good times just for you to leave, no" "why am i so obsessive, i dont get it, why do i just feel so pathetic everytime that youre empathetic" - the end is near| "hold my breath until I'm turning red, darling" "I said sorry a thousand times, and you still think I told a thousand lies and you tore me down, so I can't fight, you ignore me now, but it's alright" -eatmydust| "every time we text, i hurt a little less" "didnt take my meds, they tried to change my brain again" "did you take your medication today?" "youre driving me insane, why dont you fucking listen to me? youre a fucking psycho" -mentally unstable bf| "im already dead" "i dont deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass" "everyday is getting worse, man, im so fucked up" "im contradicting every word" -farewell cruel world i wont miss you| "know im mentally someone else" "the demons all in your head" "girl youre so fucking dead" - molly| "im still cryin in my own arms
the tears washin away my scars" "but i dont think that i would ever leave u anywhere, cus ur my one and only yea i cant help but stare. i need u in my life, or itll start to tear" "hope I stay on your mind whenever you're alone" "see a little bit of you in everywhere I roam" "a fool 'till I'm dead and gross" "you're still bleeding through all the pain" -different now|

would suicide prove my love?

jerrbadu

Distressor

Leave

Deftones be quiet and drive gym edit (tom platz and fightclub)

Whirr Leave Slowed + reverb

Kevin Levrone x TrenTwins X Mascara - Deftones (She's gonna ruin your fucking life)

osamason - coming home (prod. perc40)

For that one set - song edited by me hope u like it

SUPERHEAVEN - YOUNGEST DAUGHTER X YATES X PLATZ EDITED

𝙇𝙚𝙚 𝙋𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙭 𝘿𝙚𝙛𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨 - 𝘽𝙚𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙚 (𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩, 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙)

Tony Tony

Griffith's speech x Safe in your skin

NIGHTPHONE

MY SHORTY THUGGIN'

release date - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

CLOWN $HOW

1oneam - stamped (prod. tdf)

Lost my reason, you want to check my phone for closure, but I got secrets
Havent introduced you to my second world, cause if I take you there, you would never leave it
I'm so dumb, why would I string you on? Knowing that I got so much going on
I'm sick, this little game I play has so much risk but little to no reward

Hello, hello, I'm not there, I'd have to cast a spell to feel a little pinch of remorse
I know, I know, I'm not fair, I really wish I was better and pray to God you still care

og song - hello juliet by clarion

juliet was a whore anyway

money off pain (girlpills)

#4 - what a pathetic story

I feel you staring at me with your eyes
Are you judging me?
Or are you trying to read inside my mind, well you couldn't see
And I couldn't breathe
Just one more cig, what my lungs really need

You want me to stay
I want you to leave
Why are you so empathetic towards me?
I know I don't deserve it
I want you to bleed
I'll be the last thing she stares at, oh yeah it was me

interlude 1 - why do i keep doing that to her

#8 - what a pathetic story

I know my life's a joke either way, it doesn't matter
Keep on beating me, and don't stop til my bones shatter
I'll end up looney, way before I end up lonely
Everybody wants to be a loser (you're not a real loser)
Until your friends only live on a computer

Baby your love is all that I got
I know what I'm missing, I'm barely alive again
I hate when we break up, make up, can't take this no more
You took out my heart and ate it down to the core
I take the blame, I'm busy facing my sorrows
I said that I'm sorry

everybody wants to be a loser w/ poser

im sketchy and creepy

Alpaca

Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/1oaTqs8DAnQ8t4VeWww8N3?si=aabece5feed74b96

Spotify Link

Zoey 101 (prod. ftplaya67 x cardo) *spotify link in description*

$wag Nightmare - Mercedes

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf (casper)

Never let you alone

all i can do is reminisce

this life isnt what you want (casper)

mentally unstable bf

special (prove my love </3)

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

FAVORITE EX - $wag Nightmare

eatmydust

im still a loner and im such a lost cause
mixed&mastered by jayson sankar

can i at least get my hug :/

the end is near

gym class (prod. brobak)

absolute in doubt w/ wicca phase springs eternal (prod. foxwedding)

white wine w/ lil tracy (prod. nedarb)

Gustav Ahr's Album

walk away as the door slams w/ lil tracy (prod. yung cortex)

we think too much (prod. nedarb)

mentally unstable bf

imar