#1 - i cant stop thinking about it

I might take a bite of your skin off, I wanna lip lock, all when I get drunk
I get way too high now I'm pissed off, don't wanna miss ya, don't wanna miss ya
I don't care about myself can't be fixed bruh, pills in my system, chase it with liquor
And I know I should leave you alone, but I need you to know, I need you to know

some things will never change

actual release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

#2 - i cant stop thinking about it

I'll die until I feel alive
I'm sorry to my fathers wife
Your son already ruined his life
I count my days I'm out of time
My friends concerned with the way I live
The pressures too hot I rip off my skin

just another useless life to everyone

just wanna feel like myself again
feel like a pest that lives inside your head
you’re in my favorite dress too bad i look a mess
i might die tomorrow so let me confess
you keep throwing shade cus a disagreement
i keep feeling shame cus i did it again
wasting my life away all this regret
there’s something you’re hiding tell me your secret

wasting my life away

#1 - hey i'm still thinking about it

i say what's up you laugh and run, when you're the joke it's not that fun
i've had enough, i grab my gun
i'm on the run, i'm on the run
the loneliness keeps adding up and adding up and adding up, and you don't love me bad enough
my life is tough, you called my bluff

damn you got me lol

I'm sinning right beside you, it's alright to tell me if you like it too
And don't feel ashamed, I know I like to use you
And you like being used, that's what we're used to

She's a schoolgirl, cool girl, have you seen that new girl
Why you look so fine up in them Nike's baby, do a twirl
I'm trying to see what your mama made
You're my favorite drink, baby, you're sweet like minute maid (minute maid)

Don't fuck with my feelings bae, there's so much I wanna say
Everything I do is fucking wrong, I'll never win this game
Ain't been fine since yesterday, you can't take my pain away
You should come inside my bed so we can fuck the day away

desensitized

Getting better, I'm not getting better at this

It's now or never, I should say whatever to this

My favorite sweater, write the perfect letter in it

Cause I killed Heather and he doesn't know I did it


Crawl in your body, I can feel you, feel you

Thank God you're mine, won't let him steal you, steal you

I hate myself because I'm not you, not you

You can see that in me so I almost lost you


No one asked me how I'm feeling today

They only ask me if I'm free, don't care what I gotta say

I spent all of last night throwing up cause I feel so ashamed

It's not a really good feeling when you throw your life away


I'll live the rest of my damned life wearing this mask on my face

Cause they won't know who killed that girl, it's one complicated case

I wanna kill myself so I can make it all go away

I'll take the pill myself, I promise that you don't gotta lace me


Peel off your skin and I won't use a blade

rather use my nails the scratch is satisfying

Oh it just takes it all away, takes it all away

loser aka incel aka disgusting freak aka murderer aka suicide is the only cure

prod. @1sickboi (@user-187067315)

Just one last time
I don't wanna be away from your smile
The way your lips graze gently across mine
Makes it all worthwhile

So much going on in my mind
I'm sad but you still caught my vibe
You know we shouldn't be doing this, right?
But we're young, tryna have a good time

Tell me "lose your number" when it's all said and done
We're under the influence of some vodka and drugs

I saw your boyfriend last week
I got a feeling that he already knows
He was looking at me kinda funny
But we'll be strangers once you put on your clothes

yk we shouldnt be doing this right

Do you wanna come to my party?
I got everything that you wanted
You say that I act too obnoxious
So I'll just drink away till I'm nauseous

I don't wanna be here
So I'll just walk this road alone until I can see clear
Beg and plead for forgiveness
If you die, then I'm the only witness

That's just how I feel tonight
I don't wanna feel it for the rest of my life
Everyone around me telling me I should die
So, I'ma die slow, stab my chest with a knife

No one even came to my party
Smoke up in the corner, Bob Marley
Pupils dilated off Molly
Mother, I'm a junkie, I'm sorry

no one even came to my party :(

Lost my reason, you want to check my phone for closure, but I got secrets
Havent introduced you to my second world, cause if I take you there, you would never leave it
I'm so dumb, why would I string you on? Knowing that I got so much going on
I'm sick, this little game I play has so much risk but little to no reward

Hello, hello, I'm not there, I'd have to cast a spell to feel a little pinch of remorse
I know, I know, I'm not fair, I really wish I was better and pray to God you still care

og song - hello juliet by clarion

juliet was a whore anyway

prod c world
i fucking hate this song but yall keep asking for it so here it is. wit a brand new verse. 7/3/25

rot away

#1 - what a pathetic story

Why, you're wasting my time
Tell me how it felt to commit your crime
In my head I only hear your cries
And you're dead with the pills unadvised
I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life, that I know isn't mine
Spit in my grave when I'm villainized
Shit never changed, guess I'll be this way until I die

I cannot just leave my past behind
It'll always come back to me, a remind
I can't take back your innocence, already intertwined
Carrying this weight on my shoulders, I've been so blind

Why, my dirty little mind
Plays tricks on me all the time
I need this I need that, no I fucking don't
I just need to take a break and regain all my self-control

My heart's pounding inside, I pray to God I don't die
What comes next for me will be fire
Cause I couldn't get over my desire

I'm living a lie, I feel so livid all the time
Abandon me, you left for one night
Like a sick dog maybe I should just die
And I'm
Stuck inside a life
That I know isn't mine

Prod xy1va

abandon

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#5 - what a pathetic story

Loved to be in your arms
Well too bad I'm so fucking annoying
I would take care of your heart
So sad everything I did soiled it
Gave me so much reason to avoid it
But I can't read the signs that you're pointing
Look me in the eyes and say it's
Not my fault

(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)
(I wanna say I love you but I just can't prove it, I wanna run away from you but I can't do it)

a delusional nuisance

Gotta change my ways or I'ma end up in a ditch
I know when I fuckin' die, they won't really give a shit
If you wanna kill me, it'll be like I never exist
Make my dreams come true, that's my only fuckin' wish
I know that you're disappointed, I was hopin' you'd forgive
Why are you acting so shocked? You knew I'd end up on the list
I got something up my sleeve, it's my one last trick
Really hate my life, but I'm too scared to commit
I don't have any friends, cause I push them all away
You just wanna keep me around when you're tryna save face
I just look into the mirror and I hate my face
Layin' dead on the floor with a fuckin' blue face
I'm really psychotic, suspect of a cold case
Didn't wanna kill that girl, but she wanted me to stay
I'm a gross fuckin' creep, I wish I could be erased
But my time's comin' someday, it'll be okay

interlude 2 - i’ll end up just like him

Your life is ruined, ruined
Why did I do this, do this?
Feel so stupid, stupid
I'm not a human, human
I shouldn't've met Cupid, Cupid
Cause I'm so clueless, clueless
I'm a user, abuser, sweet naive girl, I choose her
I just threw my life away
I don't know how many more days
Until they find her, find her
'Til they find her, find her

Never told you how fucked up I was, I guess that's why you don't really care
I know why I'm losing all your trust
Something tells you I'm not fully there

naive gf

I killed myself in washington

Never let you alone

this life isnt what you want

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

mixed & mastered by jayson sankar
prod neverl0se

wandering eyes
for you and your smile
girl it’s been a while
im running the mile
got wandering eyes
ill see you tonight
just don’t tell me lies
ill be waiting all night

ur blowing my fuse
my life’s an excuse
a poor one at that
why can’t i just be normal for u?
i’d do it over for u
my life is over for u
i got no closure from u

built my life on a tower of lies
i don’t got a purpose i just wanna die
hold my hand as i jump in the fire
know im codependent, it’s a double homicide
you should go and pick a side
you should go and pick a side
you should go and pick a side

wandering eyes >_>

im still a loner and im such a lost cause
mixed&mastered by jayson sankar

can i at least get my hug :/

im so fucking sorry guys im trying but i know i dont have much time left

a delusional nuisance (slowed)

the end is near

its all shelbys fault

thx for listening <3

I really wish I was dead
I hope someone comes to find me and points a gun to my head
It's hard to defend myself when I'm under duress
I'm so excited to kill myself put this cursed life to rest
I can't hurt you ever again
I fucking wish I was dead
I really need to get some help, but I just lie here instead
Can almost drink, but I'm still feeling twelve years old in my head
I know I'll die or get locked up by 21 at best
Either way, I'm rotting flesh

Stab wounds all on my chest
Bite marks all on your neck
We're fighting over again
You're feeling all of the stress
I wanted you to feel safe
I'm feeling all of the shame
How much do I gotta pay
To make this all go away?

rotten flesh

idk why i do the things i do
ima kill myself inside my room
if i leave this world i cant hurt u
she doesn’t wanna date a boy who’s just gonna die
so what are we doing here wasting our time
oh what little time that i have left
i spend it all being so depressed

her dead boyfriend x_x

i hate myself for being born :c

can’t express myself too well and you know this
my friends left me for dead now it’s just me and the potions

i wish i could’ve stopped when i realized that im wrong
but im such a fucking loser and i’m not that strong
i just wanna fly away so far from my flaws

i’m so sorry for the pain and the trauma that i caused
wanna take it all back but im too far gone

everybody hates me it doesn’t even matter, 200 years and nobody will remember

we’ll all be dead
we’ll all be dead

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