prod @proddkash
by @anjiwdoves

lyrics:
i wanna know wat u thinking
u spent ur check at the bar why r u drinking
girl im pretty sure i know how ur feeling
u should know that u are one in million
im tryna escape my body can u kill me
i understand u dont want me baby rly
you wanna know what im thinkin i cant tell u
i wanna know why ur drinking i can help u
ur done waiting around for me i get it
and ik what we had is more than dead bitch
we cant go back and forth its causing damage
u so mad at me bc im not the same man
things change man 
bitch u changed me
now i aint the same me 
now i aint the same me

i miss u so much

goth anglez mix

skin

singles

stain

im js such a creep
she already knows
i watch while u sleep
i wont let it go
be honest wit me
do u wanna go
i think u should know

theres a zombie on ur lawn
theres a zombie on ur lawn
theres a zombie on ur lawn
theres a zombie on ur lawn

i gotta get goin besides uon wanna see me no way
u lied when u told me u was ok
its fine its fine baby is ok
im losing my mind with my apathy
it’s impossible to breathe

theres a zombie on ur lawn
theres a zombie on ur lawn
theres a zombie on ur lawn
theres a zombie on ur lawn

prod sprintsaver

apathetic and pathetic

u can feel da pain in our dihhhs....
@creepiess
i wasn't the first one who started to fade away
maybe if i hadn't followed you then you would have stayed 
back and forth there's no reason to play all these games
now im out of sorts and my body starts to decay 

i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again

@revivle
my emotions get tangled again
wondering what i couldve done instead
i havent taken my meds
cant control what im thinkin in my head 
desperately need a reason to stay
cus ik if i tried i couldnt get u to go away
takin what u wanted from me
all that shit u did was scummy ;c
u see right through me

@creepiess
my bodies decaying 
im falling apart
the root of my problems is u took my heart

@revivle
if gave u a reason would u let me stay
ik i cant keep on begging you to show me u changed

@creepiess
(u can feel the pain...)
i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again

@revivle
(....in my dih ahhhhh)
i still feel your touch all on my skin
i cant believe that i let u in
processing dont know where to begin
my emotions get tangled again






decay all over my body w/ creepies

bastard

wifiskeleton /w mandy - mistletoe (unreleased)

angel

snippet, source: https://www.reddit.com/r/jaydes/s/wxwMV1WKs3
lyrics:

[Pre-Chorus]
Hop off my dick
You won't be shit
I'm drunk as shit
I need somewhere to spit

[Chorus]
I, I like murder porn
And I, I like getting high
I'd like to be a girl
While I put all my lust aside

[Pre-Chorus]
Hop off my dick
You won't be shit
I'm drunk as shit
And I need somewhere to spit
I—

murder porn

prod me
ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

ru scared?

can’t express myself too well and you know this
my friends left me for dead now it’s just me and the potions

i wish i could’ve stopped when i realized that im wrong
but im such a fucking loser and i’m not that strong
i just wanna fly away so far from my flaws

i’m so sorry for the pain and the trauma that i caused
wanna take it all back but im too far gone

everybody hates me it doesn’t even matter, 200 years and nobody will remember

we’ll all be dead
we’ll all be dead

tbrmr pt.2

imar