♤ samples;
- the world is so difficult to give up- david ignatow.
- the ghost has no home- cocteau twins.
- piano II- vanessa amara.

P_SI.m4a

i used as the main sound folded drone from freesound (Folded Drone by XimenaSoundBytes -- https://freesound.org/s/789245/ -- License: Creative Commons 0)

tsosidf (the sound of something important dissapearing forever)

did you pray? i asked you something

sleep

you are dreaming right now

the sun is calling me after a dying winter

make a wish

remember me when you can

it’s so nice to have you back in my life
come around one or two times a month
and you keep me alive
it feels so right to have you back on my side
sometimes i lose control of running in my mind
and i can’t help but think you’d rather i die
i know its useless to you sitting here crying
i can’t keep up with you i can’t even try

i’ll never really know you
i’ll never know you anyways
i’ll never really know you
i’ll never know you anyways
i’ll never really know you
i’ll never know you anyways
i’ll never really know you
i’ll never know you 

and i know it cause you told me so

the darkest night since 1689
the night you watched me cry and cry and cry
you asked me what makes you so different
i told you that i didn’t know them
leaning on your shoulder 
i felt the past month we’d gotten closer
you said i don’t know you
i’ll never know you
i contest and you refute
then ask me why
when i keep crying and crying and crying

Beneath the window demo 2

♤ yt;
https://youtu.be/3BRmMwU5lHc?si=LLxIA1EQrKk2uHDK

made this back in may,2024 along with Ventriloquist Dolls.

jubilation

♤ february 2024 demo for Spiral.

i will probably delete this later but i thought i'd share this to settle more easily into the sound of Spiral, while creating the first official demos for it since i have the tracklist now.

Beneath the window demo 2

cop graveyard