I Hate Myself I Cant Help It

baby
take me
god ur such a fucking whore
took my eyes and made them pour 
cauterized my fuckin heart
genetically ruined from the start
your spit is acidic
your love is parasitic
bitter like vitriol
my heart was never healed at all

intrusive thoughts

Come Around (Prod. Kizip)

prod @nehemiah-rene-ortega & @luvhvn

roll it up smoke gas smell it in the air bro
don’t care bout the rest why do u compare bro
know i gotta no i cannot make it fair bro
life is a movie let me share bro
walk in with the black hair bro
dunks on my feet i don’t fuck wit the shelltoes
docs on my feet i don’t fuck wit the shelltoes
she stuck right to me got her like some velcro
think i want it all
lemme say it one more time for u fuck niggas
this is my time
it is not urs
making music really don’t feel like a chore
when u play ur shit i look at it and than i snore
omg why the whole scene such a bore
why no one wanna spit ts from their soul
idk they wakeup and they never chase their goal
idk i think they got the gluttony the laziness 
i don’t rlly know i do ts i got complacent ness
at one part this used to be hard
now this who i am
at one part this used to be hard
that feels so long ago
come and smoke the ganja hoe
i’ll pull up with my potna so
u could bring ur friend
i been on a streak tell me will it end
i think it only happens when i’m dead
bitch i’ll never die😂

spotify

ugh. ur so lazy....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7hMtlXmK3xo
prod @luvhvn

2025 here i come bro
remember when all ya’ll called me broke bro? 
now i’m at the top nd u low tho
u the reason that i had a nosebleed ;(
ain’t that crazy 
memory still hazy
all the bullshit yes i been phasing thru
thru it thru it
they said thank u, u the blueprint 
i jus gave my heart out
and yall appreciate 
and all these niggas on my dick idk why they hate :/
i mean i did the drugs i did the music to escape
i ain’t realize this was the answer to all my pain
now they see that this the answer to all they pain
so if u listening rn go head and let it out
this world been in a drought
ain’t nobody want speak the truth they don’t want let it shout
i was nobody now i’m somebody 
black nails i’m rocking shit like my name is ozzy
black nails i’m high as shit like my name is ozzy
nothing get to me no more because this my party
and that is my barbie
yes that is my harley
all my words they finna stick they stain just like a sharpie
all the practice repetition make me spit this sharply 
judging a book by its cover cus in school was tardy 
momma i’m running it up i should say i’m sorry…
but u love me cus i’m unconventional 
skinny boy but u keep my stomach full
over anxious so it hard to keep it close
then i wokeup one day singing melodies
who would’ve thought this be the recipe 
fans hit me up they say its remedy 
they say i believe in u ur destiny 
this a path i’ve never seen before
this a path i’ve never seen before
mean i walked in and i made a door
ready have it all so why would i want more? 
but i get more
watch the check soar
watch the stats soar
watch my friends soar
they say thank u
they say thank u
i’m like i love u so can u not say thank u
to my fans u should know that i love u. 
to the garden u should know that i love u. 
to the fam u ready know that i love u
i’m only 18 but my heart on my sleeve so
i was 15 now i’m almost 19 so
i keep running ts up feel it when i speak bro
and i’m the music this the shit that i breathe hoe
this ain’t no gimmick this is real life u should see bro

exodus ( nothing into something )

[Verse]
You don't know why you're here, and you feel like a doormat
But I know what you want and you need, if it's still serious
How the fuck are you still curious?
I know you need your reassurance
I'm just quiet, not mysterious
Today I'd rather be hurt
When you talk to your walls
I just hope they get along
And the sound of your voice gave me piercings

[Chorus]
I'd still hear you if you said my name wrong
I'd still hear you if you said my name wrong
I'd still hear you if you said my name wrong

doormat cover

oh im livin lime i wanna lose my life

ima loser yea i needa get a life

ima loser ima never get a wife

oh get a load of this guy he nothing right?

oh sometimes i just rot in my bed

oh ima end up deadd

codiene tears running down my cup

i think of you when im high

Tried to be myself but im so fucking weird       
want to confess my love but im so scared
everytime i text u i get fucking aired
i be off dem tabs man im fucking up my body
know that i hurt u girl im sorry
man im so useless
nb likes me
dk how im feelin man im suicidal
wish i was smth wish i was sum1s idol
man im #soshy brain is all fried
praying to god hoping that ill fucking die

i think of you when im high

cursedbyuu