Lyrics:

Our love..
Our love..
Ay..

Our love faded - like a bad tattoo
Now I'm clingin' to the booze,
I won't hide it from you

Bitch don't look at me that way,
It's a 20 dollar chain
I don't got no shit to give
Got nobody left to live for

What you askin' what I'm standin' on the cliff for?
Bitch don't ask no stupid questions,
Take a look, hoe

I don't got nobody waitin' at my home
I don't got nobody waitin' til I come back

Ay
Yeah
Uh
Uh
Our love
Yeah

Baby when I try to sleep I can't fall-
Into the land of my dreams, oh
Whenever you stop by as I'm countin' sheep
Whatever you tell me, I always feel at peace

Baby when I try to sleep I can't fall-
Into the land of my dreams, oh
Whenever you stop by as I'm countin' sheep
Whatever you tell me, I always feel at peace

Our love faded like a bad tattoo
Now I'm clingin' to the booze,
I won't hide it from you..

Our love faded - like a bad tattoo
Now I'm clingin' to the booze,
I won't hide it from you

Bitch don't look at me that way,
It's a 20 dollar chain
I don't got no shit to give
Got nobody left to live for

What you askin' what I'm standin' on the cliff for?
Bitch don't ask no stupid questions,
Take a look, hoe

I don't got nobody waitin' at my home
I don't got nobody waitin' til I come back

$20 Chain [prod. R3DQX]

Give a fuck about you 
Give a fuck about me (fuck)
By the way I see (got em)
By the way you cheat
Give a fuck about us?
Give a fuck about trust?
I don't need more signs (i'll look for it)
I don't need your eyes (is that it?)

(-far as the wind goes, and as far as the wind goes)

got em

Lyrics:

I been on the run since back then
I been on the run since back then
I been on the run since back then
I been on the run since I was ten

I can see the void open up
I can see their hands
Reaching for me, shit I'm dead
This is the end

When I asked for a hand
This wasn't the one I meant
Nothin' ever goes as planned
I love my friends

But sometimes I feel like ghostin' them
I see shadows on the walls
But they're not my friends
I can't run from them

Talkin' to me when I try to sleep
But I can't trust them
Tellin' me these things I gotta do
Yeah, they're in my head

...

I been on the run since back then
Always in my mind, contemplatin'
My whole life, sometimes I jus wanna end it
Lose my mind sometimes
I think that I'm going crazy, I'm not gonna make it

Make it, I will never make it
Make it, I can't even fake it
If you want my love back, baby come and get it
Talk shit, you gon' get hit

I been on the run since back then
Always in my mind, contemplatin'
My whole life, sometimes I jus wanna end it
Lose my mind sometimes
I think that I'm going crazy, I'm not gonna make it

Make it, I will never make it
Make it, I can't even fake it
If you want my love back, baby come and get it
Talk shit, you gon' get hit

I been on the run since back then
I been on the run since back then
I been on the run since back then
I been on the run since I was ten

I can see the void open up
I can see their hands
Reaching for me, shit I'm dead
This is the end

When I asked for a hand
This wasn't the one I meant
Nothin' ever goes as planned
I love my friends

But sometimes I feel like ghostin' them
I see shadows on the walls
But they're not my friends
I can't run from them

Talkin' to me when I try to sleep
But I can't trust them
Tellin' me these things I gotta do
Yeah, they're in my head..

10 [prod. Xenshel x Gusuck]

Lyrics:

dadadadada
dadadadada

I'll come back to you
Wanna stay with you
You won't let me go
I'm inside your home
Lock all of your doors
And all of those windows

I'll be on my way now
You don't have a choice, no
Tired of bein' alone
So I'll be right there with you
Yeah..

Let me back into your life
Please don't forget about me
Let me back into your life
Please don't forget about me

Let me back into your life..
Please don't forget about me..

I'll come back to you
Wanna stay with you
You won't let me go
I'm inside your home
Lock all of your doors
And all of those windows

I'll be on my way now
You don't have a choice, no
Tired of bein' alone
So I'll be right there with you

omw [prod. farber x perish]

Lyrics:

Say it to my face one more time
Tell me that you love me but you clearly lyin'
When you go outside - 
With me, and I look into your eyes

I can see you tryin' not to cry
'Cause you cannot handle that I jus wanna die
Suicide - forever on my mind

I still love you to this day
So I shed a tear with every line
That I write

I know that I don't got a good vibe
But it hurts so much sayin' goodbye
I know you don't like me sometimes
But I wish you would call my phone one last time
I know that I don't got a good vibe
But it hurts so much sayin' goodbye
I know you don't like me sometimes
But I wish you would call my phone one last time

lovemeonelasttime [prod. The Ushanka Boy]

Lyrics:

Dadadada, dadadadada
Dadadada, dadadadada
Nananana, nanananana
Nanana, nana

I see shadows on the walls when- 
I try to go to bed, they keep on laughin'
And it's always 'bout the same shit
So I lowkey wanna end it

Yeah my anxiety has got a name by now
It shows up when you're not around
And my pain grows, like flowers
From the blood that seeps into the ground

(From the blood that... seeps into the ground
Blood... seeps into the...)

My brain it does whatever the hell it wants
It tells me lies and makes me cry, my eyes out
And I'm caught up inside my mind, it won't-
Let me out

(It won't.. let me out
It won't.. let me...)

I see shadows on the walls when- 
I try to go to bed, they keep on laughin'
And it's always 'bout the same shit
So I lowkey wanna end it

Yeah my anxiety has got a name by now
It shows up when you're not around
And my pain grows, like flowers
From the blood that seeps into the ground

(From the blood that..)

Pretty Bloody Flowers [prod. michael-harrison]

Instagram: dee.official24


Lyrics:

rain is falling down,
dust is all around,
my head is spinning i can´t take this shi anymore,

why u let me fall?
where´s this coming from?
and i gotta take it all,
i am not that strong,

"The possibility of physical and mental collapse is now very real, no sympathy for the devil. Buy the ticket take the ride"

it is dark outside,
my life is flying by,
i need some space just in case that i wanna die,

i just waste my time,
spend it in my mind,
so i trapped, i can´t leave everything behind,

rain is falling down,
dust is all around,
my head is spinning i can´t take this shi anymore,

why u let me fall?
where´s this coming from?
and i gotta take it all,
i am not that strong,

dust (prod. Cha Cha)

Lyrics:

Sh-
Sh- Sh-
Sh- Sh- 
Sh- Sh- Sh- Sh-

Shawty tell me she got feelings for me
Bitch back off me, switchblade on me
You don't know it all about me
People whisper, say I'm weird
You don't know the story

Cuts all on my body
Bass bumpin', I know that my demons haunt me
Restless nights, I ease it all with Honey Jim Beam
I know that it got me

Feelin' really low, I think I need somebody
Think I need his body
Think I need my bae back
Now he's taken
I won't make it

I won't make it 
Gave you all my love but you were fakin'
But I'll take it
'Cause I need it
I can't see shit
Think I'm wasted
Shit, I'm bleedin'

When I leave the booth I reek of alcohol
Mothafuckers wanna treat my steez wit adderal
Had him by my side and I dropped the ball
I remember when we used to call
Bitch

Shawty tell me she got feelings for me
Bitch back off me, switchblade on me
You don't know it all about me
People whisper, say I'm weird
You don't know the story

Cuts all on my body
Bass bumpin', I know that my demons haunt me
Restless nights, I ease it all with Honey Jim Beam
I know that it got me

Feelin' really low, I think I need somebody
Think I need his body
Think I need my bae back
Now he's taken
I won't make it
I won't make it

Liqueur. [prod. nocturne]

lyrics:

im writing this song cause i feel
like i wont be right here
when i wake up, it might be my last time
goin to bed
im so terrified of death
but dying doesnt sound too bad
tried it once before but i messed it up, i did
thats because i fail at everything
i dont even plan to die, but sometimes
i lose myself to my own mind
and it makes me do these things i cant forget
hit reset, on that stupid app
cant make myself not relapse
whether its at home in my own room
or i hurt myself at work
i feel like i deserve it 
and im pretty sure i do
and im pretty sure i do
and im pretty sure i do
i do.

impendingsenseofdoom [prod. erra]

UHHHH idk i just kinda freestyled this... I could make an actual produced version i think UHH LMK TWINS

Such a piece of shit FUCK

Lyrics:

Faces fading from the vacant place I call my mind
Why the hell is love so goddamn hard to find?
Feelin' fuckin shitty overthinkin' non-stop
But I keep on dreamin' 'bout pulling up in a drop-top

Not that I would get him back like that or flex on him
I just wanna show em all I made it when I never had nobody bettin' on my win
Bettin' on my win, horse race, gamblin'
Rappin' on the beat, Dedweight, murder it

Switchin' up my flow every other minute
You was leavin' out the door, played my feelings

Feeling pretty petty over pretty people that I used to be in love with always fuckin' leaving
And I got rhymes flyin' out my mouth like an amateur
And they landin' pretty poorly, 9/11, only worse

Put my body in a hearse, toss my soul into the flames
Hellfire got nothin' on me, I was born and made to be in pain
I was never sane, lost my mind from the get-go
Tired of chasin' crazy hoes

...

Feeling pretty petty over pretty people that I used to be in love with always fuckin' leaving
And I got rhymes flyin' out my mouth like an amateur
And they landin' pretty poorly, 9/11, only worse

Put my body in a hearse, toss my soul into the flames
Hellfire got nothin' on me, I was born and made to be in pain

Faces fading from the vacant place I call my mind
Why the hell is love so goddamn hard to find?
Feelin' fuckin shitty overthinkin' non-stop
But I keep on dreamin' 'bout pulling up in a drop-top

Not that I would get him back like that or flex on him
I just wanna show em all I made it when I never had nobody bettin' on my win
Bettin' on my win, horse race, gamblin'
Rappin' on the beat, Dedweight, murder it.

drop top! [prod. highfrecuency]

I'm 19.
I use She/Her. If you don't like that, gtfo.
German, but prefer to speak English.
Inspired by Lil Peep, Juice WRLD, XXXTentacion.