fade away

Morning voice go brrr

Lyrics:

I tried
For a while to be just fine
But I'm so tired
So tired but I cannot fall asleep

Anxiety - is after me 
I wanna leave it all behind
but I'm stuck in my mind

I don't think that I'll be fine
Let you hurt me like a hundred times
And the thoughts make me wanna die sometimes
Yeah, the pain never leaves my mind
Would you look at that, you called me up another time

But I'm gone, I'm gone
But I'm gone, I'm gone
But I'm gone, I'm gone
But I'm gone, I'm gone
..but I'm gone.. I'm gone..

My bones shake when I leave the house
My heart races when I'm around
All these people starin' at me
You're too late to help me
You're too late to help..

too late, im gone [prod. Waves]

bleeeh

Lyrics:

It's another one of those days where I think
"I just wanna be home with my friends"
But I'm already right here, I just don't like the vibe here
This house isn't home

I'ma weigh out all my options
Do I come out to the people?
Do I tell them who I am?
But what if I get beaten?

Yeah, they already don't really like me
I don't need to have 'em fight me
But I wish she could exist outside a stupid fantasy
Yeah, I feel like nobody got empathy no more

Sometimes I wish I wasn't born
Sometimes I wish I woulda been dead
And it really fuckin' hurts
To know I'll always be... a boy

(I just wish I had a choice)

It's another one of those days where I think
"I just wanna be home with my friends"
But I'm already right here, I just don't like the vibe here
This house isn't hoooomee
This house isn't hoooomee...

oneofthosedays [prod. neverforever]

Lyrics:

On the run from all these voices
Runnin' fast, they're getting closer
They're gonna catch me

Time is ticking down
And I can't find my crown
I've been dethroned
And there's no way home

You know I got problems
Took my heart and ran
You know I'm alone
You know that I'm dyin'

All these fuckin' issues
Occupy my mind
Don't recognize myself
Gonna dig myself a grave

Time is ticking down
And I can't find my crown
I've been dethroned
And there's no way home

Time is ticking down
And I can't find my crown
I've been dethroned
And there's no way home

DETHRONED [Prod. GAXILLIC & greyrock]

Lyrics:

(I'm fuckin' done with your shit
Always lyin' to me
Never making any kind of fuckin' sense, fuck you)

I don't even care if you die
You could die tonight
I wouldn't even bat an eye
Say goodbye, you fuckin' bitch

Yeah, I moved on, I moved on
Is what I'm tellin' myself
But I'm lyin' to my own fuckin' face
I just don't wanna ask for help
I just don't wanna ask for-

Now I'm thinkin' 'bout the day we met
Watchin' the sun set
But I coulda never guessed
Some time in the future

You would leave me behind, for no reason
Yeah, you never told me why
All you said was that you're leavin'
And you just expect me to believe it?
(to believe- dumb bitch)

I don't even care if you die
You could die tonight
I wouldn't even bat an eye
Say goodbye, you fuckin' bitch

Yeah, I moved on, I moved on
Is what I'm tellin' myself
But I'm lyin' to my own fuckin' face
I just don't wanna ask for help

I'll do this by myself
'Cause I don't need nobody else
No I never did
You stupid bitch

Don't call my phone
I don't miss you...

maybe a little bit.

youstupidbitch [prod. peril]

Lyrics:

(aight, alright)
You never cared at all (ay)
Knew it from the start (bitch)
Shoulda never gave you my heart
Shouldn't have watched you break my heart

I knew somethin' was up, but I wanted to trust you
And now I hate you
Yeah, the person I see inside of my head, it ain't you
Yeah, the person I'll see when I'm dyin' tonight, it ain't you

By myself I think I'm goin' psycho, it's a hell of a cycle
And I think that after all, my goal
Is dyin' alone inside of my room
And there's nothin' you can do

Nothing you can do (ay)
Bitch I always lose (ay)
Now I'm in the mood
Drink up all this booze

Tie the noose - around my neck
Fuck it, kick the bucket
Brain so twisted, bop it
Brand new razorblade I cop it
Ay

(You never cared at all
Knew it from the start
Shoulda never gave you my heart
Shoulda never watched you break my heart)

Walkin' alone in the rain
Are you dyin' today or are you feelin' okay?
Are you feelin' sane? (yeah)
Or do you feel any pain? 

Do you wanna save yourself or bleed out today?
It's all in your head, you might be insane
It's all in your head, remember the days
Where you used to be happy, they're startin' to fade

razorblade [prod. pyctur]

Lyrics:

You were my friend for a little while
You were always by my side
You were my friend for a little while
You were always by my side
You were my friend for a little while
You were..


It's another one of those days again
People fuckin' with my mind, there is no end
Always thinkin' bout the times that I fucked up bad
Always thinkin' bout those times when I feel so sad

I don't wanna pretend that I'm doin' just fine
Told me all those lies, you were poison to my mind
And when you told me goodbye
You didn't even look into my eyes

Yeah, you told me to be honest about what I feel (ay)
I think you're a fuckin' bitch, I'm just keepin' it real (bitch)
Now I'm cuttin' ties and I'm splittin' the bill (yeah)
You ain't ever love me, did it for the thrill

I don't need no fuckin' hoes
Callin' up my fuckin' phone
Leave me be, I don't like chasin'
Need a little relief, grab a Jameson

...

It's another one of those days again
People fuckin' with my mind, there is no end
Always thinkin' bout the times that I fucked up bad
Always thinkin' bout those times when I feel so sad

I don't wanna pretend that I'm doin' just fine
Told me all those lies, you were poison to my mind
And when you told me goodbye
You didn't even look into my eyes..

cutting ties [prod. wxsted]

Produced by Yami's Sin

Lyrics

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

Tears filling up and they falling, I keep myself from calling you
I need to change but I'm stalling, everything that I did, it was all for you
I'm still in pain no consoleance, I went insane, can't control it
My heart was beautiful but now it's molded, all that I wanted from you was to hold it

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

I love you more than you ever could know, I'm alone, I got nowhere to go
It's my fault, I'm not blaming you, no, I don't know why I can't let you go
I don't know why I do this to myself over and over again, need help
I'll be okay when I kill my...I'll be okay when I kill myself

Already told you in cold, all of this music a note
I'll leave it all before I go and I don't think I'm gonna make no more
I give up, I can't take no more, I don't wanna feel this hate no more
Ken, detmer, garrett, qayin, unknxwn., I don't even know my face no more

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

i give up, i'm sorry.

Lyrics:

Feel alone, yet again, ay
In my zone, yet again, ay
Tryna make new friends
But I cannot leave my bed, ay
Stuck inside my head, ay
Yay

When you told me you'll leave
I wasn't that surprised
Yeah, you had that look in your eyes
And even weeks before you told me

I knew you wouldn't be forever mine
But I still cried
When you told me goodbye

Then you looked at me
Like I wasn't meant to be
Part of your life

Like I wasn't meant to be
Baby, don't you see?
What you did to me?
Why you lead me on and played with my heart?
I even loved your insecurities

Yeah I loved them all
Loved it all about you, love
Yeah, you took my love
And you broke my heart
Then you ran from me

..

Feel alone, yet again, ay
In my zone, yet again, ay
Tryna make new friends
But I cannot leave my bed, ay
Stuck inside my head, ay
Yeah-ay, Yeah-yay

When you told me you'll leave
I wasn't that surprised
Yeah, you had that look in your eyes
And even weeks before you told me

I knew you wouldn't be forever mine
But I still cried
When you told me goodbye

Give you all the miles my road has
Now we hit a dead end 'cause it's broken
Give you all the love my heart has
Now it's empty 'cause you broke it

Give you all the miles my road has
Now we hit a dead end 'cause it's broken
Give you all the love my heart has
Now it's empty 'cause you broke it..

All I Had [prod. nothempts]

it's too much
too much pain
feel so fake
dissociate 
don't feel safe
can't stay sane
in my brain
i've gone insane
take my hand
we're all friends
in the end
you'll be fine
my friend

somethingiswrong [prod. neverforever]

I'm 18.
I use She/Her. If you don't like that, gtfo.
German, but prefer to speak English.
Inspired by Lil Peep, Juice WRLD, XXXTentacion.

somethingiswrong [prod. neverforever]

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