Produced by Yami's Sin

Lyrics

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

Tears filling up and they falling, I keep myself from calling you
I need to change but I'm stalling, everything that I did, it was all for you
I'm still in pain no consoleance, I went insane, can't control it
My heart was beautiful but now it's molded, all that I wanted from you was to hold it

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

I love you more than you ever could know, I'm alone, I got nowhere to go
It's my fault, I'm not blaming you, no, I don't know why I can't let you go
I don't know why I do this to myself over and over again, need help
I'll be okay when I kill my...I'll be okay when I kill myself

Already told you in cold, all of this music a note
I'll leave it all before I go and I don't think I'm gonna make no more
I give up, I can't take no more, I don't wanna feel this hate no more
Ken, detmer, garrett, qayin, unknxwn., I don't even know my face no more

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

i give up, i'm sorry.

Lyrics:

Feel alone, yet again, ay
In my zone, yet again, ay
Tryna make new friends
But I cannot leave my bed, ay
Stuck inside my head, ay
Yay

When you told me you'll leave
I wasn't that surprised
Yeah, you had that look in your eyes
And even weeks before you told me

I knew you wouldn't be forever mine
But I still cried
When you told me goodbye

Then you looked at me
Like I wasn't meant to be
Part of your life

Like I wasn't meant to be
Baby, don't you see?
What you did to me?
Why you lead me on and played with my heart?
I even loved your insecurities

Yeah I loved them all
Loved it all about you, love
Yeah, you took my love
And you broke my heart
Then you ran from me

..

Feel alone, yet again, ay
In my zone, yet again, ay
Tryna make new friends
But I cannot leave my bed, ay
Stuck inside my head, ay
Yeah-ay, Yeah-yay

When you told me you'll leave
I wasn't that surprised
Yeah, you had that look in your eyes
And even weeks before you told me

I knew you wouldn't be forever mine
But I still cried
When you told me goodbye

Give you all the miles my road has
Now we hit a dead end 'cause it's broken
Give you all the love my heart has
Now it's empty 'cause you broke it

Give you all the miles my road has
Now we hit a dead end 'cause it's broken
Give you all the love my heart has
Now it's empty 'cause you broke it..

All I Had [prod. nothempts]

it's too much
too much pain
feel so fake
dissociate 
don't feel safe
can't stay sane
in my brain
i've gone insane
take my hand
we're all friends
in the end
you'll be fine
my friend

somethingiswrong [prod. neverforever]

u told me it would last forever
but now it feels like its never'
i wonder if ur better now im gone
i see u in the fucking background
of every place im at now
i really want u back, how ?

Memory (prod. peril‬)

Lyrics:

I'm - watchin' our love die
As I'm watchin' the sun die
I'm feelin' my soul die
As you're passin' through my life
I'm losin' my light

I don't like mirrors 'cause
When I look at them I
See my reflection and
I don't like lookin' at it
I don't like my eyes

All the pain inside
Tell me I'm alright
Tell me that I'm fine
Ay

When I go to bed, the first thing that I think is "What I do?"
When I get up in the morning, first thing that I think about is you
When I leave the house and go outside, all I see is you
When I get back home, I just wanna tie the noose
Yeah

...

I don't like mirrors 'cause
When I look at them I
See my reflection and
I don't like lookin' at it
I don't like my eyes

All the pain inside
Tell me I'm alright
Tell me that I'm fine
Ay

Passing Through [prod-wxsted]

Lyrics:

Don't let me go..
Don't let me go..
Don't let me fall..
Don't let me die..
Ay.

Don't let me go - yuh
Don't let me fall - ay
Don't let me die - yeah
Don't let me fade away

Inside your mind is where I wanna stay - ay
I'ma pull up in all gray
At my own damn funeral
I been dead for years
Get me outta here

I don't like it here
I don't like it there
I don't like it anywhere, no
I don't like it anywhere else
I don't like it if you're not here
I don't like it
No, I don't like it

...

I don't even know if I want you back
I don't even know if it's in my head
I don't even know if you like me back
I don't even know if you want me dead
I don't even know if you got love left
I don't even know if I'll drop the blade
I don't even know if I'll be okay
I don't even know if I hate the pain
I think that I like it nowadays
You won't ever help me, anyway
Ay

Don't Like, Don't Know [prod. wxsted]

MONOPHOPBIC

You look wonderful to me, Burnedette
I can hardly find the words to say
But I thought it was worth a mention
Where did you go?
How did I find you?
Lost in the snow
I promise to thaw you
What will it take?
Feelings I can't shake
If it's all impermanent, then why am I yearning?
For something so wonderful
Cracks branch in dirty walls
They threaten to tear down the foundation
It was a pleasure and now it's forever
If we could only take a second
Slow down, come lay with me

impermanence

Lyrics:

Our love..
Our love..
Ay..

Our love faded - like a bad tattoo
Now I'm clingin' to the booze,
I won't hide it from you

Bitch don't look at me that way,
It's a 20 dollar chain
I don't got no shit to give
Got nobody left to live for

What you askin' what I'm standin' on the cliff for?
Bitch don't ask no stupid questions,
Take a look, hoe

I don't got nobody waitin' at my home
I don't got nobody waitin' til I come back

Ay
Yeah
Uh
Uh
Our love
Yeah

Baby when I try to sleep I can't fall-
Into the land of my dreams, oh
Whenever you stop by as I'm countin' sheep
Whatever you tell me, I always feel at peace

Baby when I try to sleep I can't fall-
Into the land of my dreams, oh
Whenever you stop by as I'm countin' sheep
Whatever you tell me, I always feel at peace

Our love faded like a bad tattoo
Now I'm clingin' to the booze,
I won't hide it from you..

Our love faded - like a bad tattoo
Now I'm clingin' to the booze,
I won't hide it from you

Bitch don't look at me that way,
It's a 20 dollar chain
I don't got no shit to give
Got nobody left to live for

What you askin' what I'm standin' on the cliff for?
Bitch don't ask no stupid questions,
Take a look, hoe

I don't got nobody waitin' at my home
I don't got nobody waitin' til I come back

$20 Chain [prod. R3DQX]

Lyrics:

Waitin' for my come-up and I'm wasted
Shawty took my drink, she gone lace it
I'm not gonna do a single thing about it
I'ma take a sip and hope it kills

I don't wanna keep on livin'
Pain is constant and I cannot be complacent
in this place that I live in
Run around nothin' makes sense

And I'm waitin' for my come-up
Tired of earnin' cents, wanna make some bags
And it's only because of my friends
That I'm not dead
But it's hard to stay when you're not here to hold my hand
Voices in my head

And I'm waitin' for my come-up
Tired of earnin' cents, wanna make some bags
And it's only because of my friends
That I'm not dead
But it's hard to stay when you're not here to hold my hand
Voices in my head

Tellin' me to grab the blade and cut my skin again
Yet again
Relapse

ughhimsoemo [prod. pyctur]

I'm 19.
I use She/Her. If you don't like that, gtfo.
German, but prefer to speak English.
Inspired by Lil Peep, Juice WRLD, XXXTentacion.

ughhimsoemo [prod. pyctur]

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