this is definitely a song ilisten to when when I'm depressed  about past relationships 

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good night

this is for u.

edit: redo of the 1st ver. with the "Boy Meets World" sample

in luv.

sample: in your own sweet way - wes montgomery

vocals: bad and boujee - migos feat. lil uzi vert

the immortal lofi meme

sad and boujee

be cool.

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Lyrics

(verse 1)
we've been dancing for so long
under the stars
i feel as the grass will
cut through my skin
all the pills we take
have seem to prolong
our existence but i 
don't feel alright
I would rather be alone
than have you
everytime I speak I feel
myself fall
do you wish to find
the truth in my
lies
sorry darlin theres
no truth here
no

(verse 2)
it just the two of us my dear
listen to me don't you hear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby
don't you let them see your fear
promise not to shed a tear
i only fell for you
i only fell for you baby

sunflower feelings (prod. by korou)

prod. @geo_1022

im a loser

Oh oh oh yeah(x2)

Yes I’m a loser baby 
 
Why don’t you save me 
Why don’t you save me 
Yeah
I’m a loser baby 

But you think that’s crazy 
You think that’s crazy yeah

I still need you in my life 
You are my motivation,
The one thing that a cherish when
Everything else is taken 
You see right through my smile 
And realized that I was faken
You dig into my soul
But know it’s time for operation 
I would dig into my skin just to pull you out,
You really left a couple Scars on
A loser like me I was thinking
This is IT and turn that S into a V
Maybe we can make a change 
Maybe we can make you see like,

I’m a loser baby nothings gunna change me
I would rather you be lame with me 
You touch be my collectible 
Your hug will be my edibles 
Your kisses get me so O high
Baby I’m a loser why would I try

I’m a loser baby 
I be playing games with Dungeons
I would rather roll her Dutches
I would never  switch the sweetness
I’m just trying love her all
Pack it up and grind it all 
Get high off of all my flaws 
I’m a loser tell them all 

Ima loser baby ima loser 
Yes I’m a loser baby nothings
Gunna change me  
I’m a loser baby 
But you think that’s crazy 

Oh oh oh (x2)

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Loser (prod. Garrett)

"you wanna know what's sad? you can give everything you have to a person. you can be perfect for that person. you can be everything they've ever wanted and you can do everything perfectly and it still wouldn't be enough. because nothing's ever enough and everyone sucks."

i'm sad

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lyrics

i thought u loved me
why did u say u did?
do words mean nothing?
why are you exempt from being an honest person?

i guess i learned my lesson. . .
can't trust a girl like u

girls like u break guys like me and
guys like me write songs like this
about how sad i am to have my heart broken
in hopes of finding closure, but instead, i reaffirm that it's over. . .

we can't recover
it is all ruined
u threw it all away when i found out u screwed him

i caught him in my bed!
i found that kinda cruel ):
why don't you tell me how he felt inside of you?

girls like u burn all of my stuff
they accuse me of cheating just to cover it up
just to cover up the fact that they really messed up
now i'm sitting in the yard watching the flames erupt

girls like u break guys like me and
guys like me write songs like this
about how sad i am to have my heart broken
in hopes of finding closure, but instead, i reaffirm that it's over. . .

girls like u

Rubbin Off Whatever You Want

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lyrics

i wanna make her think, i wanna make her feel
something that she never has, i wanna give her something real
used to being hurt, i wanna show her something better
i wanna be her everything, i wish that i could let her

but i can't- cause i'm too insecure, i need to work on me
every time that i get close, i'm like a market- always flee
is it the commitment? why can't i seem to stick with it?
always getting distant, never feel enrichment, become nonexistent 

and every time that i get close, always seem to let it go, never seem to hold my own
but there's something different bout you

you got that smile
you got that smile
you got that smile

it makes me wanna stay a while
it makes me wanna stay a while

i wanna be myself, i wanna love again
i'd commit myself, give anything if i could let you in
went to therapy, that didn't help, i didn't question it
past relationship got me torn up, i don't feel too fit

i don't wanna put you through what i went through
no need to repeat offend and that's why i'm so scared of you
i'm just scared that i'll become exactly what i hate, now it's far too late
wish that i could execute, but that's not me, that's not my fate

smile

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

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i could never be loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

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LYRICS

you think i don't know
about what you been you've been doing there behind closed doors

you think that i'm a fool
it's typical for you to treat me like some other dude

i know i shouldn't worry, what am i supposed to think?
i'm just tryna do good by you, sorry that i freak
but i just wanna feel like you're interested
i just wanna feel like i still matter to you

honestly it hurts my feelings when you read and don't reply
i see you postin' stories girl, there ain't no need to lie
you been sneakin round behind my back tryna finesse me
girl, if you keep lying you will never get the best me

no oo oo oh oh oh

they say it goes to show
sometimes i really feel it babe, you think that i don't know?

they say that you should know!
that girl she is no good for you, you gotta let her go

tell me how it feels to think you got it all figured out
oh oh oh

finesse me

produced by https://soundcloud.com/draffish & https://soundcloud.com/mental

lyrics:

[Verse 1]
first things first lets make this clear
i don't know where i'll be next year
for all i care i could be on the street

i feel so lame when you are near
i think bout how i was last year
for all i care i could be six feet deep

[Hook]
its noones fault but just my own
and noone knows what i would owe
i don't know if you'll ever give it back

with blurry eyes i feel alone
in clubs i cry in bathroom stalls
i don't know if you'll ever take me back

[Verse 2]
first things first lets make this clear
i don't know where i'll be next year
for all i care i could be on the street

i feel so lame when you are near
i think bout how i was last year
for all i care i could be six feet deep

in dim lit rooms i'll see your face
inside the fumes i'll feel your grace
wash over me a sad and broken wreck

i wish for views of mountainsides
and country roads that i can ride
and realise that i dont need to forget

[Hook]
its noones fault but just my own
and noone knows what i would owe
i don't know if you'll ever give it back

with blurry eyes i feel alone
in clubs i cry in bathroom stalls
i don't know if you'll ever take me back

girls like u

eli.

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