I love your songs its just the hi-hats are too much

if i had to find a way to
say the things i wanna say to you
i’d give it all i got
then i’d sit and rot, like i know you want me to

and if i had to write to you, i would
probably drop a tear or two
i gave it all i got, you said “thanks a lot”
then did what you had to do

you said i was the only one, i was the only one
you loved, guess it was just for fun, yeah i was just for fun
but it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind because you walked outta my life
and now everything falls apart

everything falls apart
look at how far we got
everything falls apart
now it’s pouring outside and i’m losing my mind
because you walked outta my life
and everything falls apart

i’m doing the best with what i was given
but most days, i wake up and don’t feel like living
it honestly hurts you would just leave me hanging
after everything i did for you
after what you put me through

everything falls apart

writing all these songs is ruining my mental health
i might be dead when i’m done

lingering on all the pain that night had made me felt
i couldn’t see through the storm

love wasn’t enough
yeah, i wasn’t enough

what if you stayed just for the night?
and let them go home without saying goodbye

what if we stayed, just you and i
but i know that things would get harder with time

what if you stayed?
what if you stayed?

what if you stayed?
things will get better with time

sitting upstairs
while you’re packing your wares
i don’t know how i got here

then you come up
it’s finally done
you ask for a kiss and you run

love’s not enough to dig through the struggle
marriage requires particular muscle

what if?

i am honored to be sharing my art here with you today.

ITUNES/APPLE MUSIC: http://bit.ly/eliCallItLove

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eli.

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LYRICS:

i'm on the outside lookin' in
you're not happy like you had been
you're not happy like you were with him
you're not happy anymore

i can't love you like he did
i can't do you like he did
i can't give you what he did
i'm not happy anymore

if lovin' was easier
maybe we'd all do it
feelings really fk me up
don't wanna go through it

i'm jealous of the love that you shared
what we have just doesn't compare

we make out and make up
get drunk and just fk
no love, no love
but i won't call your bluff

we make out and make up
get drunk and just fk
just fk, just fk
but we'll both call it love

why am i always so insecure?
i wanna be the one that you adore
i wanna give you what you need and more
i wanna give you what you need

empty my pockets
spillin' my wallet
give me your heart, baby let me unlock it
spending my money
trying to buy it
love can't be bought, no cause that'd be too painless

love can't be basic
i'm being candid
thought i could give her a life in the hamptons
thought we could clean up this mess we been making
thought i could give her my everything

call it love

you got so distant. . .

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Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4h4SFx...

eli.

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LYRICS

"you lead me on for weeks. . .
you talk this and that, you tell me pretty lies
but you never follow through with what you say
you know what i mean? you can say that you want this, you can say whatever you want but doing it is completely different"

love of mine, so divine
how's it feel spending time apart?

run and hide, stay alive
but i know you're barely breathing

what do i do?
i'm still so in love with you
and i know that you want me too
but you always do me so cruel
so cruel

you got so distant
there you go putting up fences
lucky for you i'm persistent
but you always stay so resistant
distant

love of mine, losing sight
how's it feel in another bed?

simple life, you and i
could have had it all but you're scared

distant

am i enough for you (ft.apollumic)

track 12 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms-

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stream this song -

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eli.

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the way we used to love.

disappear

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i thought about taking my life last night

eli.

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