Release the stress
let the dust settle
my Heart is an ocean
Looking West
to the pacific
the islands would be best


Production, Instrumentation, Mixing and Mastering by Jeff Laos
©2025 Pillow Audio
released November 13, 2025

Free Download

Wasted Time

Two of Us

Spotify

again.

Featured in 'Mew2King Vol I' Melee combo video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmwRI5frwB8

1997

Purchase on iTunes!

bedhead

chords and everything done by me :) hope you guys like it.  I originally wrote this for a remix but the vocalist didn't like it with the vocals, so here ya guys go.

featured by Neotic :D https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2oW3JN7gil0

sleepless

recent sounds from my moody teenage life
wish i had more time

the second song is on spotify as 'open your eyes'
https://open.spotify.com/track/4NII2Iw35gC8iCU079BGSR?si=eRwMpfmFQZqUouUU0zuHXg

makes me think of you somehow(tape/throwaways)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/42MUNzXsW7QYQ8zXXjg1Tw?si=o_FTIGJ-RnOS0ACEDAr5cw

but through my ups and downs

im sorry [instrumental]

small new track
no biggie

when you press "R", magic happens etc

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/119e64PP3XrLImdOJSS2fE?si=h8BvDtW5Q1iqXDOhPK_pHw
Bandcamp: https://idealismus.bandcamp.com/track/far-apart
Everywhere: https://fanlink.to/farapart

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but through my ups and downs

imfinenow