geist

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

Follow Alainite on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/alainite/

Written and recorded by @alainite
Produced by IOF
Mixed and mastered by @hellosloani
Artwork by @scottysplash

Yeah I can feel your eyes they burn right through my soul
You're in my body yeah you're everywhere I go

And every time that I watch you shine so bright in the summer light
My heart it drops like the fall
Stay right here, I'll be the one
Give me your hand I know you want more
Streetlights guide our way through the winter
We'll hide from the rain when it pours
Yeah I'm right here, I'll be the one
Just take my hand I know you want more

Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine

You're the one that'll be mine
Oh baby, I don't wanna waste time
So shall we cut the lights and keep on dancing
We could go all night long darling

Everyone's got their eyes on you
You smile and laugh and it steals the room
Fill it up with your cheap perfume
And I wish this wouldn't end so soon

But I'll hold on tight we've just begun
Oh you're the only one
I'll wait for you until the morning sun

And every time that I watch you shine so bright in the summer light
My heart it drops like the fall
Stay right here, I'll be the one
Give me your hand I know you want more
Streetlights guide our way through the winter
We'll hide from the rain when it pours
Yeah I'm right here, I'll be the one
Just take my hand and maybe we could both explore

Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine
Cos I don't wanna run, I don't wanna run, you're the only one that I want
Cos baby I don't wanna waste time
Tell me you're the one who'll be mine

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Streetlights ft. I'm Geist (Prod. IOF)

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

@hiraethsry
@prodjpjp 

lyrics
// hiraeth
stab with me with a knife and put it in my back
“i could never love you” wym by that
i don’t wanna die but life is going fast
text me when ur drunk and say you want me back

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

cut around my wrists i’m laying staring at the ceiling
out of body fuck i swear i’m living for a reason
blood trail on my arm i’m steady looking for a meaning
tryna cut you off ur never good to me i’m leaving

i don’t wanna talk to you
lemme go i swear i never intrude
stressed out now my hands are blue
left me, what’d i mean to you

// geist
what’d i mean to you?
you crossed my name out in red love
held me close, just to say that we’re losing touch
cut me deep and then scream that i’m not enough
want me now, when i say that i’m giving up

here we go again
dancing in the rain
couldn’t save my face
so i ran away
pretty little waist
only caused me pain
covered in my blood
oh, how you love the taste

did you mean it?
tell another lie or you could say that i’m the reason
people fucking change but just as not as quick seasons
you know that i’m hurting so just leave me in the deep end

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Intrude w/ hiraeth [JPJP]

produced by jpjp
vocals + lyrics by heylog & i'm geist

lyrics:
your caught around my throat
i don't think you wanna know what i know
you remember we were close
now i don't call you a bro anymore
watch out i might contain hostility
you say u know but you don't know me
i guess i'm used to it
people that i know always abusing it

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

so long, won’t accept my defeat
i know i’m running out of time
but i can’t even breathe

lost cause, threw me into the sea
it’s not what i wanted to be
they prayed i drowned in the deep

but i’m holding on
there’s so much left inside of my head that i’m fighting for
what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

what went wrong?
cause i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars
what went wrong?
i seem to have lost myself amongst the dying stars

i'd kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me
a lot has changed so i'd do it in a heart beat
through the veins, through my skin
subtle scarring
what was left in the past
know it hardly
i had a job and i failed to kill the old me

through my veins, through my skin

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heylog & i'm geist - through the veins, through my skin (jpjp)

@prod-plxce

// lyrics 
don’t speak to me in tongues
and smiles so counterfeit
you think we’ve just begun
but love i’m over it
time has passed and i can’t take more damage
leave me alone i want to call it quits

took a punch to the face??
and now i’m bleeding on the dance floor
fuck! i’m sorta overthinking screaming bout your manwhores :D
knew the feeling would devour everything i’ve fought for
so go on and tell all your lies
you better sleep with your lights ;)

hate me, hate me
guess i saw it coming
but don’t shame me, baby
all i ever gave was my love
crazy lately
i just want to fucking give up :/
but everybody’s screaming my name
i cannot let them down :)
x2

put the knife in my hand and you’re gaslighting the whole room now
don’t you wait for a sign, promise that it’s already ruined love
i tried my best to salvage what had remained
cracked my skull against the pavement, pulling worms out of my brain

i’m getting lost with these feelings inside
made me feel stupid for living a lie
covered in blood but you know that i tried
to leave it behind
but we watched it die

HATE ME! [PLXCE]

<3
released via: https://soundcloud.com/universalchill

featured artist: https://soundcloud.com/hiraethsry

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lyrics:

There is something that’s inside of me
Screaming at me, tryna go to sleep
Dancing demons under eyelids
Can’t be rational when I’ve been

Awake for a couple of days
You don’t understand my struggles
Don’t pretend that you’re me
You’ve been buying a new necklace
When there’s a noose on my neck
Writing down all of my problems
Like they will go away

There is lots that I’m not proud of
I admit that I have messed up
Something’s causing all this pain
Must’ve slipped up in the past

Please don’t try to cheer me up
Don’t lie to me, I hate that
I’m aware of all my faults
And I’m trying to fix that

And I can’t stop it
Pills been pretty numbing
Been out of my mind
Excuse all my shortcomings

I swear to god it
Ruins all my friendships
I have tried everything now
Somehow I fuck it up, wow

They told me that I’ll end up insane
I think that
To say that it’s a little too late
And I just
Can’t bear the thought of not seeing the day
Where I will feel okay
Buried 6 feet with the pain

I don’t wanna lose you again
I been alone in my bed
Ive had a few dreams about you
But theyre all in my head

Scratching marks on my chest
Engrave ur name in my flesh 
So I can’t forget if I tried to
Ur gonna leave me for dead

I keep fucking up the timing 
U don’t wanna listen
U got feelings of denial
Another pot to piss in
feel like I should start to fight more
I don’t need to be religious baby
U know what I stand for
Ashes burn my eyes sore

anxious I can’t breathe
Im getting nauseous turn the lights out
Please don’t ever speak to me
Don’t act like got time now
Im fighting with myself
Im out of luck is this my karma
I can barely talk im scared of speaking when i call her

6 feet with the pain

6 feet with the pain (feat. hiraeth)

@prodjpjp
@imgeist

use me for my skin, you can have it
stressed out, cant stop it's a habit
fucked up she wont talk when i'm like this
no thoughts, bringing shame i cant manage
no feelings, i feel like i might have lost it
hate my own skin get me out its getting toxic
fucked up i kinda feel like i dont want it
no feelings i feel like i'm out of options

these scars are more than cuts to me
i cant believe you really sat there and just watched me bleed
man he loves to talk a lot for someone so discreet
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea
i can’t believe you really sat there and just watched me leave
i’m getting anxious i can tell that no one cares for me
man he loves to talk a lot but no one’s listening
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea

i’ll leave you in the sea
i know what’s best for me
and i, held on tight when it was hard to breathe
and i,
fell apart when you crossed my name in red
and u saw how much i bled

fucked up
how she’s wanting me now
wait till i cut off all my hair and throw a fit in this town
cause i’m
stuck up
feel my ego rebound
at the end of the day
i’m a nobody with a crown

don’t waste my time
i’m wanting out
so say goodbye
leave with the crowd
every part of us is gone

these scars are more than cuts to me
i cant believe you really sat there and just watched me bleed
man he loves to talk a lot for someone so discreet
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea
i can’t believe you really sat there and just watched me leave
i’m getting anxious i can tell that no one cares for me
man he loves to talk a lot but no one’s listening
you took away from all i own i'll leave you in the sea

anxious w/ i'm geist [prod. jpjp]

give a second dose
anything not to feel this
you know i’ll go ghost
pack my bags and i’m leaving
and you won’t find a note
fuck all this second hand smoke
cause it seems i attract a fucking crowd i can’t deal with

and time and time again was it worth it?
tell them love how you’re picture perfect
me? i’m trash washed up on the surface
i’m always the worst :))

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you

now it’s saturday night
you cope with drugs by your side
i cope by singing goodbye :D
and yeah it’s lonely alright
but truly i’m doing fine
despite temptations to die :(

just say my name so soft
you never want anyone to hear your thoughts :x
but i know every single word that crossed your mind
cause when you looked at me it all felt right :)

oh
when you looked at me it was alright

now we’re falling again
into the darkest of nights
you can say you want me
but you already left my side
hate myself less
but it’s really bad tonight
i can’t keep on fighting
i’ve got too much on my mind

darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
darling i will never be happy with you,
fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you

fuck i miss you,
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you
fuck i miss you
damn i hate you :(

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i will never be happy with you [erlax]

@tnvr555

if we had a happy ending 
// lyrics 
say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
and i can’t stand to watch you waste
that precious smile
so follow me out of this place
let’s live our lives

it’s getting cold
promise i’ll keep you warm
so please just hold me close
don’t ever let me go

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

say
“it’s you and i”
oh baby say it to my face
“until we die”
i’ll put my hands around your waist
and hold you tight
we can dance all night to day
just you and i…
(just you and i)

i feel it in my bones
i’ll follow you wherever, you’re my home
i feel it in my soul
it’s tied to yours, i’ll never let you go

and what i would do to hold you here forever
have your hand in mine we’d never grow apart
my heart was made for you

we’re soul tied now
i’ve fallen deep in love
oh baby, there’s no way out
so say, am i enough?

we’re soul tied
we’re soul tied woah oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied no oh oh
we’re soul tied, soul tied, soul tied oh

soul tied [tnvr]

@tnvr555 

you always bring out the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
watched u burn our home straight to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
u burnt it to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

i want to take the blade
slice across my throat okay
hurts more than i’ll ever say
hurts more than my music could ever convey
don’t come and play your games with me
i wanted somewhere i could breathe
it hurts
it burns
so endlessly
i swear to god you’ve ruined me
and i don’t ever want to feel
if this is love i rather bleed

i hate myself so much [tnvr]

prod by stezzyxl 
guitar by michael harrison 
enjoy ^\^

lyrics:
she’s like a mystery, a puzzle i can’t solve
i try reach out but she ghostes, and withdraws
she loves to keep it to herself, silent resolve
the more that we don’t talk, the length of it evolves

she invites a side of her, a stranger i don’t know
her words and action are like poison she can’t control 
as her dark side emerges, fear begins to grow
the more I fight, the more she tightens up her hold

maybe someone else needs come and take my place
to whom i once loved to the point i’m losing faith
10 months have passed yet, you remain the same
you turned into the being, that u know i hate

oh
where have u been
no one likes me anymore (x2)

(leave me)

she makes me turn into the person that i don’t wanna be
she ripped my heart out of my chest and layed it so we can feast
her actions says it all she will not change even if she tried
but i’ll still hold on to her even if it makes me die

why would i
go ahead and ruin my life
for someone like yourself
if i didn’t even care for ur health
so tell me 
why would i
try so hard to make this work
if i didn’t even care for ur worth
but u treated me like i’m dirt 
so tell me (x2)

ive done some things that i dont like to say
i’ve been all of the the things that i say that i hate
a cheat, a lie, the smoke in the sky
i don’t want u to see, can u please close ur eyes?
but i have learned from all my mistakes
i will never go back to reside in that place
i have changed for the better and that i can say
i put that on my grave (x2)

back in time ll

prod @tnvr555 

// lyrics 
i bet you’re staring at stars
living your dreams where u are
i’m chasing mine they’re so far
oh oh :)
i hope you’ve healed from your scars
found love that’s worth your whole heart
just hold on tight and never let go...

i’m a mess but i guess i talk about it often enough
and i’m depressed but let’s be honest like who isn’t my love 
the confidence is all a front behind this mask i’m so lost
and i detest my very being for still giving a fuck :/ 

so walk all on me
spit on my virtues...
i don’t hate you
i still miss you :( 
oh come baby
this love i can’t lose
i don’t hate you
i still miss you
darling i will never be happy without you :/ 
i don’t hate you
i still miss you...

you talk about me like you still love my name
like there’s still hope in your veins
like you didn’t choose to walk this road
and every time we tried, it’d all end the same
and i’d still do it again
for every second of your love :/ 

don’t watch it rip me apart oh baby 
i can’t take this feeling anymore :( 
i wake up anxious, my heart is aching
if you’re not here then i don’t have a home

oh
i can’t wipe this feeling of regret
no
you’re moving on but please never forget...

i will never be happy without you

i will never be happy without you [tnvr]

@tnvr555 

one, two, three, four 
stay awake
oh love i need you can you stay with me
there’s something about the way you say my name
it keeps my head afloat and thoughts at bay

it’s 4:04
i left my heart out by the door
tainted black but u adored it..
i gave yours back cause it was too pretty
it wasn’t meant for somebody like me :/ 

butterfly kisses
she’ll give me her best wishes
i’ll say i’m sorry love it’s how it goes :( 
butterfly kisses
you know i’ll always miss it
the hazel in your eyes and how it glows :)

don’t say goodbye
just stay the night
i need you here :/ 
it’s you and i
until i die
don’t let it end...
i will try a million times
until it clicks :(
don’t say goodbye
it’s you and i
please promise me :) 

and without you
i’m someone else
if not for love
what is life
cause this feels like hell
you’ll always find your way back
so grab my hand and take me home love...

lost inside of yours eyes
ive wrote this song like a million times
i’d do it all, do it all till die 
over and over if it’s for you & i :D
falling, you catch me and then i fall for your smile :) 
lean in so close and you’ll kiss with eyes
i’d do it all, do it all till die
over and over if it’s you & i

so you’ll smile and i’ll wave
if it’s love
i won’t break
so let’s give it all we have
so love come and please take
swear it’s love
i won’t break
so lets give it all we have <3

butterfly kisses

butterfly kisses [tnvr]

i know it feels good when you hate my guts

https://soundcloud.com/vito2300
prod: https://soundcloud.com/prodcxrter  https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

i can't feel my skin
and it's numbing 
god you make me sick 
when you touch me
blood drip down my lip 
like you're wanting 
tear drop down my chin
baby i can't run 
baby i still would 
do i make you blush?
god i know it feels good 
when you hate my guts
baby i still could 
even now, just us
god you know that you should 
till you've had enough

off this bottle 
got me swerving, i'm sedated my,
heartbeat so slow i can't pace it i,
gave up, crush crush till it make me right
i'm the only one you keep awake at night
faster, hands over my body going faster
laughter, he don't feel attached like an actor
backwards, every fucking night i'm moving backwards
everything i ever felt it didn't matter

i don't wanna go like this 
but it's coming
the bruise still stains my wrist from the cuffing
i can't feel my skin 
god you make me sick,
you made me 

(vito:)
Do you want me
I can’t even tell anymore
Your words haunting
Mellowing the pain i endure
A closed chapter
I keep looking backwards
My body’s tattered
Forever and after

But you wanted this so bad
That I don’t think you thought about it
Lay down through the pain
Say what’s good about it
You could love me in ways
I can’t live without it

i hate myself so much [tnvr]

I'm Geist

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