𖤐𝙏𝙃𝙀🅅🄸🄱🄴𝙐𝙇𝙏𝙄𝙈𝘼𝙏𝙀𖤐 PT Ⅳ

Life & Death

Sept. 4th 2Ø23

Chill 4.0

Daily Drops #55

Daily Drops #56

tualov (ฅ^･ω･^ ฅ)

wont you please forgive me 
know youre feeling empty 
nah my love aint plenty 
but for you its amazing

felt it dying with me
now the cure is with me now

ever since i left hoe ive been dying for you 
ever since i popped that xan im flying now 
ever since you broke my heart im dying now 
ill never forget the feeling 
and trying to retain the image

how do i stop seeing the moon come alive
it makes me die inside to love you till the end 

nothing it wasnt for nothing
my heart in your pocket 
the pain we adopted how?
whats it gonna take hoe? 

so just please forgive me cuz i fucked it up 
pls forgive me cuz my heart is numb 
 dont forget me when you fall apart 
dying on the west side
and looking for my next high 

how do i stop seeing the moon come alive 
it makes me die inside to hold you till the end

Hold you till the end <3 (Prod. farber)

w/ @yokaidreams 

lyrics
// i'm geist
i’m feeling messed up
stomach fucking twisted into knots love
try to shrug it off but still annoyed in the end
oh now, i’m pissed off
drag him across the floor and cause the chaos
ride until you’re numb like, what’re you feeling again?

i leave my friends at door
don’t know who they are anymore
i’m sitting at the top while you’re there still just laying on the floor
i’m only here for the gore
stacking bodies galore
cause i can give them everything and they’d still beg me for more

// yokai dreams
2 faced punk shoulda known before you test me
leave u in the gutter they won't find you til the next week
better pray to God that somebody come arrest me
give it all you got but you never could impress me

i got an ache in my head
and my stomach is sore
i got his blood on my hands
there's some more on the floor
i gotta get out of this scene
before they file a report
i'm on a rampage baby not myself anymore

i don't rly like what ur doin to me
but something bout the way that you lie is soothing
i'm shaking from my fingers all the way to my toes
i'm steady to ready to go
so let's go
let's get this show on the road

// i'm geist & yokai dreams
people say i'm crazy
say i'm doin the most
and now they looking at me scared
like they just seen a ghost
i take it one at a time
only way that i know
i might just leave it all behind
or decide that i wont

SPOTIFY

CHAOS! W/ YOKAI DREAMS [PROD. DUTCH REVZ]

ESCAPE! ft Loser

lyrics: 
She is 5 foot 8 and her voice therapeutic, uh
I had no clue but she always fucking knew it all 
She is from the future, I hope she can help me through it all 
People always wanna fuck me, never give their ass a call 

Both of us in California, hoping we escape it all 
I can feel the wave, see the way, she won’t break a heart 
I can see the lies they wanna tell me by default 
It’s all by default 
Ah Uh 

I can’t believe I trust you this much 

I can’t believe someone brand new can mean so much to me

But my brain is telling me to be careful 

And it’s okay but sometimes my thoughts are not helpful

by default (prod. kinkoma)

produced by: @tnvr555
vocals and lyrics by: me and @heylog

lyrics:
just a sec, i needa bit to catch my breath
i try to hold onto what's left
but it seems that you're leaving again
and i saw your face
you're laughing at the back of the room
you're with someone and i can assume that
you have moved on, so soon
(you have moved on, so soon)

and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
i think i've fallen in too deep

summer's coming round the corner, i can't wait to be warm
the uv's high so we lay some blankets out on the porch
and do you remember what you said to me
our past is something hard to believe
don't go
cause i don't want anybody else
oh no
i really don't want anybody now
i'm edging toward the ground
but that's what happens all the time as soon as life goes on
to you i'm not important
and i hope i'm wrong
without you it's harder to breathe
cause you're not laying next to me

and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
(not laying next to me)
and this jealousy consumes at my mind
i can't believe that you're not mine
it gets harder to breathe, when you're not laying next to me
i think I've fallen in too deep

hope every1 has a good day/night xx

jealousy w/ heylog (tnvr)

@heylog @oc 

// geist
say you’ll change
words are worthless
baby you’re a fake
and i’m not for it
snakes stay in the lake
so go join them
don’t talk to me
i’m not your friend
darling

can’t stand to hate myself
need to fix my health
so i put the bottle down
and hit the gym instead
you gave it all for wealth
how do you face yourself?
you’re so caught up in your media
it’s so unwell

i don’t want to see your face
i swear show up and you will die.
put that bitch back in her place
can’t tell her ego from her pride
love to talk about your problems
but your life is such a lie
you’re not fooling anybody
swear to god i meant goodbye

// heylog
i was not afraid to tell her that she was being delusional
cause all her little friends just encourage her to be a hoe
well it's not hard to find someone who isn't modest
and with that i feel my brain slowly rotting
don't know why you gotta constantly talk over me
i used to let that go, now i say shut up when i speak
it's like you never have respect for anything i say
you try to lead me on, i can't be weak
i can't be weak

spotify

weak w/ heylog [oc]

Paininmyheart 
Days we fell apart
And you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
And thats ok its not fair 
Its only you when i stare 
Another day i dont care 
I popped a xan and im there 

PainInMyHeart
Days we fell apart 

And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare
And thats ok its not fair 
its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok

paininmyheart
days we fell apart
 And You were standing right there
And i was in my nightmare

its only you when i stare
another day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

paininmyheart
days we fell apart and 

you were standing right there 
And i was in my nightmare 
and thats ok its not fair
its only you when i stare 
antoher day i dont care 
i popped a xan and im there

i love you nicole <333

paininmyheart [prod. elisxxv]

softly yeah
slowly ruin everything
you broke me with no reservation 
and tore my walls down right away
cancer
i know we all gonn' die anyways 
she held me down underneath the soil
she gonn' pull me down to hell god bless my soul

she just keep dragging me down
i ain't gonn' string this along 
and i'd rather fend for myself
than simply keep hanging on
i can't feel you kissin' my mouth
right now i'm numb to the core
i'd rather give this up now
than watch it burn to the coals 

i can't keep
she just can't 
she just can't 
i hate this 
i'd rather give this up now

sunrise 
i'm fallin' for all of this again
dark eyes
she a coyote with a kill
baby better roll up another dollar for me i guess
nothin' matter much if i already know just where it ends
sunrise
i'm fallin' for all of this again
dark eyes
she a coyote with a kill
baby better roll up another dollar for me again 
nothin' matters much if i already know just where it ends 

i was chasin' summer
baby blue skies 
posted in the pinnacle with eagle eyes
wind when i soar
silver sunsets
i fell asleep ice ice on my neck
reason to smile
versatile crocodile
haven't seen you in a while
i was waiting in denial
i was in the jungle sleepin' next to the reptiles 
i was sippin' with some snakes 
car gated estates
carbon 19 with the cooler in the wraith
sittin' in the stars
take me to mars
she can't take me far got the keys to the car
ridin' on go 

she just keeps killin' me yeah
i just can't fight this one off 
she won't ever really let me bleed out for anyone
no not for anyone
she just keep draggin' me down
i ain't gonn' string this along
and i'd rather give this up now

dragging me down w/ riff raff (p. flask)

Fool Me Once (feat. Lil Xxel)

prod @tnvr555 

// lyrics 
i bet you’re staring at stars
living your dreams where u are
i’m chasing mine they’re so far
oh oh :)
i hope you’ve healed from your scars
found love that’s worth your whole heart
just hold on tight and never let go...

i’m a mess but i guess i talk about it often enough
and i’m depressed but let’s be honest like who isn’t my love 
the confidence is all a front behind this mask i’m so lost
and i detest my very being for still giving a fuck :/ 

so walk all on me
spit on my virtues...
i don’t hate you
i still miss you :( 
oh come baby
this love i can’t lose
i don’t hate you
i still miss you
darling i will never be happy without you :/ 
i don’t hate you
i still miss you...

you talk about me like you still love my name
like there’s still hope in your veins
like you didn’t choose to walk this road
and every time we tried, it’d all end the same
and i’d still do it again
for every second of your love :/ 

don’t watch it rip me apart oh baby 
i can’t take this feeling anymore :( 
i wake up anxious, my heart is aching
if you’re not here then i don’t have a home

oh
i can’t wipe this feeling of regret
no
you’re moving on but please never forget...

i will never be happy without you

i will never be happy without you [tnvr]

1st song off my album "pity", out september 25th 

@lilskeleskrrt @bitekivibes @ytstatic
produced by me, guitar @ikarinan @tnvr555

lyrics:
i started running from you
too fast
n i fell to the ground
spilled out blood on the grass
you said you needed me
like you could never leave
and i fell for it dreaming
made it easy to breathe

but you broke it all
paper walls
you were supposed to be here
but you’re so good being gone
and i felt it all
8 missed calls
hit me up when u need me
and leave me hurt when you don’t

don’t act like you’re so innocent
like it’s not what you want
i gave u all that i had
while u were holding the gun
oh god
it was everything you said from the start
i was waiting on it falling apart

oh oh
what a waste of my time
but if it’s all with you
i’d gladly waste my whole life
oh no
i wish i didn’t say goodbye
the paper walls are burning down
our home is gone..

god damn
i feel my heart tear on every beat
the silence is deafening
truly it’s killing me
u try to forget who i am
i try to forget how your eyes were like thousands of galaxies..
oh, consumed i’m so lost in your stare
comfort i felt like i wouldn’t have fears
writing you poetry wishing you were here
if i held on longer would i still be scared

paper walls w/ skele

i want to live life but i
can't seem to get outta bed 
im so sick and tired so sick and tired
of living in my head 
i want to live life but i
can't seem to get outta bed 
im so sick and tired so sick and tired
of living in my head 

i swear, i tried
but i can't forget her 
being honest no lies
i want to have  her 
with me all day
so she can steal my sweaters
can't sleep alone
w her i sleep better

can't sleep alone
with u i sleep better
sick of this place i call home
it never gets better
plus my heart of stone
makes it hard to remember
hwo u were, but ur the one 
i want to be with forever

i want 2 live life (king theta)

CONSCIENCE (ft. ColeMane) *prod. ilynedia*

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Sik World - Faded

stay awake
stay awake with me
i can’t fall back asleep
stay awake
stay awake with me
insomnia is haunting all week
insomnia

stay awake
stay awake with me
i don’t want to die inside my dreams
lay here all night with me
i need you here to feel at ease

stay awake with me // insomnia [lil biscuit]

WHAT CHANGED?

Little Too Much

prod: @dutchrevz

Lyrics:
I 
I know your type 
You hate goodbyes
You’d rather fight
Confrontation what you like
Tell me off, tell me twice
What you really feel inside
Everything that you despised

YOUR BETTER OFF DEAD
THATS WHAT SHE SAID
WHAT DID I FEEL
NOTHING BUT DREAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
ALL IN MY HEAD
HATE THESE DRUGS
FUCKED UP LOVE AND REGRETS

YEAH
YEAH
YEAH IVE HAD ENOUGH BITCH
ILL BE ON MY OWN WHEN THE SUN SETS
SICK OF YOUR ASSUMPTIONS 
THE TONE OF YOUR VOICE AND THE WORDS THAT YOU CUT WITH
NEVER FELT LOVE
MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS
PULL ME APART LIKE A PUPPET
LIKE A PUPPET

In this room playing a game of waiting
What’s the point of saving time 
It’s draining
No one’s staying, I feel my body breaking
I been breaking down lately 
I hear a sound of scraping
Scratching, dragging through the day
Covering up my mouth with tape
listen to abuse you say
You can throw it all my way

MONSTERS ATE MY HEART IN THE ABYSS (prod.dutchrevz)

razorblades pt. 2 (ft. andrew warren) [prod. capsctrl]

Be Your Eyes

Mansion

happy bday zion! prod siem spark

sorry for the mid mix this song crashed my computer

escape route!

prod. Shiki XO
mastered: nate2timez
mix: me
art: my lovely girlfriend :)
lyrics: 

i was walking alone on a road
when i didn’t have anywhere to go
my heart always feels so god damn cold
cause i’m always on my own
i can see the clouds gather in my heart
they shroud the person that i was
and tear my my mind apart

now, there is nothing left for me here 
   (there ain’t nothing left for me here)
so how do run away and disappear?
   (how do i run away and disappear?)

no one could tell me the answers i needed
even if i yelled, begged, and pleaded
all i could think of is the way i was treated
so egregious, every day just repeated
i was stuck in the same cycle over and over
but you didn’t fucking care
you just sat there hungover
   (didn’t fucking care about me)
you sink even lower
you’ve lost your composure 
your breath is fucking foul
i can tell your not sober

(ohh i can tell your not sober)
ohh

now, there is nothing left for me here 
   (there ain’t nothing left for me here)
so how do run away and disappear?
   (how do i run away and disappear?)
the lines are blurred between you and i
so now i don’t know if i should go or die
so how do run away and disappear?
   (how do i run away and disappear?)

how do i disappear? (Shiki XO)

Distant memories
_____________________________________________________________
Lay on an open field at night
Where the stars' our only light
With a kiss she gave me life
Just to burn it all & watch me die
& I coped with the way the smoke made me feel
Made some friends on the way, it felt so real
but The abyss doesn't pick and choose
Push away the closest to me & self abuse

Distant memories I hold
At the time I didn't know
They are worth their weight in gold
My only comfort on this road

How could you know who I am
If I don't even know who I am
How could I set up a plan
If I don't even know where I stand

I will never figure this all out x2
Better to accept it now than pout x2
Nowadays I'm always filled with doubt x2
But life will never have a perfect route x2

Distant memories I hold
At the time I didn't know
They are worth their weight in gold
My only comfort on this road
_____________________________________________________________

Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Distant memories

Stream

IMVU

Cellphone <3 (prod.JudahBudah)

dent ft. ryster (pr. Ryan Bevolo x Nash)

PRE-SAVE

anti (pr. WOLFGANG PANDER)

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

stay awake with me // insomnia [lil biscuit]

I'm Geist