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use me up to tell me that u never loved me
I feel like I’m never nothing
I’m tired can u just leave me alone
Please stop staring swear my face is fucking boring
I don’t need to be important I’m swinging until I knock him cold
Staring at the mirror
Should I be alive
I’ve got reason to believe that it’s just not my time
Maybe in another life

I only eat when I deserve to
Clouded mirror sit and stare in the bathroom
I been thru it all before I’m just like you
I never wanna let you down but I had to

I’d give up on everything to be a better me
I’ve got people streaming songs
but no one listening
Every lyric that I write, you know I fucking mean
You only hmu to make a song with me

I won’t get that mad
I’m just frustrated
I can’t seem to get a break and I just hate it
If you lived in my shoes maybe you’d get it
Why I get pissed off and I’m not patient

WRITING EVERY FEELING BUT I’LL ALWAYS FORGET
EVERYTHING I EVER DID OR EVER SAID IN THE END
BUT I’M TOO FAR GONE TO CARE
I DON’T LIKE YOU
I WISH THAT YOU’D CARE FOR ME
YOU DON’T TRY TO

Prod @Sinxi

Lyrics 


Just give me time to relax
I feel the pain from your past
It makes me sick I wish that
I could have changed all of that
But we met now and it’s typical
That one wrong move could dig a hole
How could we know 
That we would fall in love
And it feels like something loving 
Can ease all of the suffering 
To points where I feel nothing 
Can finally feel like something
Sometimes I try to be the better person
Sometimes I find il make it out I’m certain
You cry I cry we feel like
We are both burdens
Living life with the hurting 
It feels so

Suffocating to my brain 
I feel the blood loses flow 
Feeling faint when the anxiety 
It knocks on my soul 
Can’t feel my face it turns to paste 
I’m no different from a ghost 
Losing faith I don’t relate 
To living life at the most 

And stay close 
I’ll just take a minute wait
Where’s my halo
Don’t know if I find it 
But I don’t mind tho
You said that your perfect just how you are 
So Just ruin my life
We find it difficult to waste our time 
Makes sense when everything
We have is on the line 
Hey it’s okay I think we’ll be alright

She’s gotta leave 
But that’s kinda how it always goes
I lose my cool 
And shut down until my body’s frozen
But she won’t notice 
I never told her

Spotify

RUIN MY LIFE (feat.Sinxi)

prod. acey

[casperrr]
i've come to realize
that i'm dumb and i despise 
myself for all those lies 
im sorry for the fight

(chorus) [casperrr] 
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 


[autumn]
how do i focus when locusts are biting my neck
she cut me open and tore out my chest
"i swear to god that was not my intention"
fentanyl, over her innocent jaw
now it don't matter at all
time just isn't a road
it's all that i've ever known
so when i say goodbye
there better not be tears in your eyes
cause i warned you from the start
how we'd end before we even fell apart
before we fell apart (2x)

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
i really am worthless
i can't change and im trying my best
my life is nothing more than a mess
i just can't seem to get well 

[casperrr]
feeling alone
turn into ash all of these bones
my demons awoke

(a crash; the scent of metal)
(strewn across the air)
steal every moment
(strewn across the air)
but what is grief?
(if one isn't wrong)

casperrr x autumndropsdead - locusts (acey ii)

@sorrow x @juli - close to you (prod. sarcastic sounds)

i should bid u, adieu
there’s something that so fucked in my head 
i want to save her, her too 
or maybe i’m just cold in my bed 
 
they’re all obsessed with the drugs 
anything to feel numb 
anything to stay up 
all for unhealthy love 
i’ve repressed way too much 
fuck i just need a hug 
lately i’m throwing up 
grab the blade with the rust 
 
i shouldn’t be one to talk about addicts cause 
i use to drown myself with any percentage 
and i would do anything to not take medicine 
i would do anything to just feel better and 
oh, now i just sit here and cope? 
thinking bout how i’d look hanging from ropes 
thinking bout how it would be better if no one had talked to me and i could just kill myself
 
oh 
i bet you’d hate me if i left you here all alone 
oh 
i bet they’re fucking sick of hearing how i’m better as bones

maybe i'm just cold in my bed [tennis player]

@imgeist
@imnotenvy

// geist
haha
oh, pretty eyes that condescend
she looks down at me and drags my heart through the temptation
you know when she lies
no hesitation

karmas coming back again
it’s part 2 but this time my friend is dead
(and he can rest in peace)

// geist & envy
just take me away from this place
said i’m hexed to the bone
meant to be all alone my life
and nowhere but you feels like home
so for you, i’d sell my soul
let them cast me to hell tonight

// envy
tonight, tonight
let them cast me to hell tonight

gassed up
tell you what
i dont even give a fuck
waste time, out of luck
chasing shit that never was
i'll just cover up anything to do with us
all the things i lost

just think it over again
another lost to my bed
the walls keep talking, but instead this time i'm painting them red
i'm hearing voices again
remove your words from my head
and ill keep squeezing 'til your final breath

'cause i cant think straight
you're in my head

// geist & envy
just take me away from this place
said i’m hexed to the bone
meant to be all alone my life
and nowhere but you feels like home
so for you, i’d sell my soul
let them cast me to hell tonight

tonight (tonight)
so for you, i'd sell my soul
let them cast me to hell tonight
(let them cast me to hell tonight)
so for you, i'd sell my soul
let them cast me to hell tonight

Karama

MORE PLATFORMS

i'm geist & notenvy - karma [tnvr]

prod hira :)

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

i heard u talking shit
so baby come a lil closer
tell it to my face so i can use it for some closure
god shes so embarrassing 
pretend i didnt know her
stabbing thru my chest 
i cant believe she said it wont hurt

that boy gonna piss from his eyes
u told me there's comfort inside
but ur presences still hunting me down
even my shit wanna drown

gimme some time 
i just need some patience
bodys on the floor 
i make em seem weightless
if he wanna die 
then we can arrange it
wasting all my time gambling my wages

gimme some space
i just need a minute
i left my soul on a bridge hoping that youd save it
you told me jump
so i did
and i hit the pavement
ive got nothing to give 
i dont think youre safe yet

in the end its only u and i
dont shed tears on a pillow if it isnt mine
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
u say theres something about me 
u dont have to lie
turning to nothing 
ur watching me die
fuck face he a parrasite
ill stab that bitch in the neck if he wanna fight
these cuts fill the space in-between ur eyes
turning to nothing
ur watching me die

Prod by Me :D 

LYRICS 

Open my eyes once again 
I feel confined to this bed 
Everything you ever said 
I cant just get this out my head 
Take my life Take my time Take me right back 
In the strife hit rewind make it right 
Thats all I wanted from the start 
All I wanted was your car 
Gas pedal and keep it on 
Leave the mourning let it pour 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them 

Let you go 
I Dont really wanna let you go 
But the feelings gotta let me know 
That you aint it 
I dont wanna see your face again 
I dont wanna go right back to friends 
Always said this was the end 
Hope you know 
So tell me you dont change me when you change me 
Or you break me when you break me 
I cant take the thing you tell me to my core 
Leave me all alone again 
To lost how I want no friends 
Faded all this time again 
I cant fucking lie 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them

ALONE

Written by Senzu ¥ and Giovanni 
Produced by Giovanni
Engineered by Giovanni 
Cover art made by Backyard beetle 
============================

Roads w/ Giovanni

turning cold (prod. slxxshy)

single off of my debut album "home away from home" (track 5)
shoutout to @xona for featuring on the track :)
produced by: azure & aidanhan
special shoutouts to @bitekivibes for being the goat too

LYRICS:
murph:

i walk out in the forest
but quickly i lose the light 
and my skin turns to mould
and the birds start to fly
i thought that i was safe, in my home away from home
but as i saw the creatures running i simply do not know

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

and now you're looking at me must've came back as a ghost
i love the way there's blood splattered all over the walls
can we find a way to give me pain, 'cause i need me some more
she put diamonds on her pinky ring, i love it when she flaunts

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

xona:

i'll decide what i do now - i'm reeling in "ours"
uh, leaving the pits that i found myself
(myself)
you desired my help
but i'm sick of words when its just pure guilt
so it's on me, awfully killing my health
i'm sorry i reached this point myself
the story goes on, to build a home
where we stay safe from the cold

murph:

s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold
(s.o.s)
s.o.s, please save our souls
i might not make it back, barricade the door
s.o.s, please save our souls
frostbite all over me im stuck out in the cold

- if u reached the bottom have a good day/night 333+ -

s.o.s w/ xona

@vito2300
@tnvr555

I would cut my lifeline to see you shine
I can’t fill the gap left from you and I
Left home been outside for quite some time
I can’t bare to go back got too much pride
It’s unlike you
It’s unlike you
Everything in motion
Never follow through
You made it feel hopeless
Nothing more to lose
Oh

Set in stone
Everything I’ve known
Had to let it go
Someday when I’ve grown
I’ll be running back to
Moments when I had you

I hate to say I know you’re right
Games we play just wasting time
I vowed to keep you safe inside
But everything just escapes me sometimes

Everything just escapes me sometimes
And I won’t waste my breath on a goodbye

Oh love, I wish that you were right
But you just turn your head and lie
So tell me what is honesty to you?
Cause honestly I only want the truth
Why is that so hard to do?

I’m scared of the limelight
But I’m still chasing the fame to cope
And I’d give you my lifeline
Cause I only need two years at most
And I’m over wasting my time
On people who once left my side
Cause I’ve got too much fucking pride
To stay where I’ve been left behind

I would cut my lifeline to see you shine
I can’t fill the gap left from you and I
Left home been outside for quite some time
I can’t bare to go back got too much pride
It’s unlike you
It’s unlike you
Everything in motion
Never follow through
You made it feel hopeless
Nothing more to lose
Oh

Set in stone
Everything I’ve known
Had to let it go
Someday when I’ve grown
I’ll be running back to
Moments when I had you

I hate to say I know you’re right
Games we play just wasting time
I vowed to keep you safe inside
But everything just escapes me sometimes

Lifeline w/ VITO [TNVR]

I hope u love it, enjoy <3

prod. me
https://soundcloud.com/nihil2free on guitar
collab with https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes
shoutout to both of them for real


lyrics:
i've been trying to fight off this gravity
can't have shit in this life its fucking comedy
seems to be i worked up on my honestly 
were still stressed, nothings left, somethings gotta be up
tell me that you don't give a fuck
i said, "okay see you in bit" 
crushed my hand with a mallet
ditch all my attachments and bring the fucking damage

keeping me up on a late night 
in deep, no sleep in my damn eyes 
you said you missed me i said, "damn right"
can't rest i'm stressed till the daylight

i could use a little bit of closure
fucking up my mental i've been distant and colder
they're so judgemental it sucks my composure
all i have left is what i should have told her

break me down to see myself
i've lost my mind
don't need your help.

now i get it
synthetic how they act around me tryna be my friends its pathetic.
i keep waking up to panic 
suppression locked in, i cant stop it.

gravity.deprived

spotify

ty for listening 
@imnotenvy
@prodjpjp

// envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

// geist
oh
i hear the sirens in the night
singing songs to my demise
getting lost inside your eyes
holding onto love that died…

i said that i’m fine
but i’ve been here losing my mind
and i don’t know what’s left to say
i swear that i wanted to try but i drowned in the tides and i stared as the nights turn to day

leave me alone
i’ll rot and decay
i had a good time but i’m running away
you couldn’t save geist
we’re one and the same
but no one loves me
it’s always his name

// geist & envy
i’m feeling distant again
i silence on the outside
i know it hurts
leave me hanging
tell me you’re fine
and no one ever said
this had to be the last time
yeah, no one ever said
this had to be the last time

i’m feeling distant again
what’s to say?
no better feeling okay
oh tell me this is the end
spare my heart
don’t wait it’s too late

Lifeline w/ VITO [TNVR]

I'm Geist

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