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WHY AM I JUST NOW LISTENING, YALL KILLED THIS 

Absolute masterpiece of a song, good job dude, keep it up!!

prodded by some hiraeth guy

idk if u can feel me the real me
yeah u changed i see it clearly its easy
and its obvious you hate me
dont leave
fucking love im sick of breaking
break me

i dont know if you can hear me 
so tell me
do you love  him while you hate me
politley
is he everything you wanted but not me
im so sick of always trying to feel things

and the wall still comes down

break me

Congrats JPJP for winning the Lightning remix competition in geistcord 
Hope you all enjoy <3

// geist
ghost inside of my walls they know
every time it comes and goes
light inside of my eyes won’t show
i think it’s gone for good

i tried to tell you,
there’s something wrong with my head
it’s see through,
cant get out of my bed
what’d you do?
to captivate me
every night you’re haunting my dreams

i guess i should’ve tried a bit harder
my heart skips a beat when you talk to me
you couldn’t hold on much longer
feelings get lost at sea

// hook (geist x envy)
tethered inside we’re caught in the silence
tell me would i be dead when the night ends?
i don’t wanna feel left out when you’re smiling
i don’t wanna hear a sound from the lightning

// envy
i struggle to say what i need to
and you say that i would complete you
so many things i would undo
i didnt mean to mislead you
and i cant be true to myself
left you when you needed help
and i swear that i couldnt tell
it feels like im frozen in hell
cause nothing makes sense anymore when youre not around i forget what im living for
and i cant sleep i swear i see you in my dreams

// hook (geist x envy)
tethered inside we’re caught in the silence
tell me would i be dead when the night ends?
i don’t wanna feel left out when you’re smiling
i don’t wanna hear a sound from the lightning

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Lightning w/ NotEnvy [JPJP]

produced by hiraeth
(sinxi on guitar at the end :>)

let me down
said that theres no reason to mourn
you let me drown
reaper pushed me outta the door
ur not around
i dont wanna die to a sword
put me down
said that theres no reason to call

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again


cant find the time to stay
wasting it all away
feelings i cant erase
blood ripping down in the rain

shovel  shit across the  yard in the silence
take him out man i aim where his head is
such a switch swear before he wasnt like this
how do u not get sick of being pretentious

i dont need a reason 
do u believe that im fine ?
tear me up cant do this 
u said that you wont lie
i dont need ur passion 
stop pushing me dont try
i was just a pot that you pissed in the whole time

letting me go 
to stay the same youll never change
turn me to stone
my bones get colder everyday
i wanna know
if all this love was never trained
tear me apart
so i could feel it all again

feel

people always talk like they know me 
no one sees the knife inside my heart as i slowly die 
feelings come alive and they’re burning  
i had all the patience in the world but now i don’t try 
it’s a waste of time 
everyone walks out my life 
i say goodbye 
you’ve heard that line 
but i remember every night 
 
hey 
i’m afraid love 
lately it’s more than i just can’t wake up 
stay? 
cause i need you 
but you don’t feel the same and it’s so see through 
 
(oh i just want to go home) 

try to act like i’m tough 
cant even stomach the thought of my blood 
i want to paint walls red when i’m in love 
i want to paint walls red 
i want to paint walls red oh 
try to act like enough 
can’t even stomach the thought of you now  
i want to paint walls red when i’m in love 
i want to paint walls red 
i want to paint walls red oh...

i want to paint walls red [drma x michael harrison]

Self Prod :) 
Featuring @Sinxi

LYRICS

Break my trust
Taking all I had from us
Leave me just to die
That's so fucked up
Leave me all alone
With my pockets turned to stone
Hell is frozen over

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

Why'd you say you care when you really don't?
Thinking you're so innocent and then you choke
On all your insecurities you never know
Just how to hold composure when it means the most
You froze at the sight of him
Why'd it make you feel so different when you care so much for me
This kerosene could ignite the bond we built for this
Are you sure you wanna leave? i'll ignite it here

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

You know it hurts a hundred times you screamed my name
The times it hurt I let it fade away in vain
So take the words right out my mouth and make it say what you hate
Cuz you know my heart starts pumping never had to jump back in your arms
To save my life I guess I feel like I might just start hoping
Everything might fall right if I die
The only way that I can make it if I...

Bad Habits
Never seen you frozen so you
Must have it
Loads of heat to close it over
Heart saddened
Never trust a person to their core

SPOTIFY

BAD HABITS (feat.Sinxi)

self prod :)

LYRICS

Tell me just a little bit
What's been on ur mind?
I been getting sick of it
Mechanically I cry
I don't wanna stick with this
Shit don't wanna lie
So don't tell me all these you wanna tell me all the time

How you gon live with me
You got that ecstacy
Like never sleep 21 I never sleep
It can be the moment that you talking to my soul
And you try to make me fall in fucking love again

CALL OUT MY LIFE
YOU WANNA BREAK IT RIGHT NOW
ALL THE LIES I WANNA FEEL IT RIGHT NOW
OPEN UR EYES U WANNA SEE ME REACT

Taking off a little bit
I know all the problems that you have
I don't even wanna see it crash
I just wanna love u till ur last
Breaking down a lot and then I dash
But the problem of this root is all ur lies
I don't even know if I can try
Everything you say it makes me
Curl in a ball and it makes me wanna die
How you gon live if you gon die
I don't even know if I can cry
Every single time you make me
Wish I was never even right

CALL OUT MY LIFE
YOU WANNA BREAK IT RIGHT NOW
ALL THE LIES I WANNA FEEL IT RIGHT NOW
OPEN UR EYES U WANNA SEE ME REACT

Always had a problem with us
And I don't really get the feelings looking back with my lust
Im crawling up towards the ceiling in the night when im up
Im looking back at all my demons in this timeline I fucked
I know its not fair for me
Demented bitch she stole all of my memories
Found a brand new heart to stand right as her centerpiece
How the fuck can this shit not be make believe
Can't be make believe

Watch what you gon take from me cuz I know how it ends
My noose not gon break for me cuz I know how it ends
Take my love respectfully or Il blow off your head
Manic I don't make believe I make believe instead
(hahahaha)

CALL OUT MY LIFE
YOU WANNA BREAK IT RIGHT NOW
ALL THE LIES I WANNA FEEL IT RIGHT NOW
OPEN UR EYES U WANNA SEE ME REACT

OPEN UR EYES

@b_murph
@tnvr555 

And I fall in a bottomless pit
I taste blood, from when you bit on my lip
And I know (I know)
That u could never let me go
You’re cold, and you’re full of shit
I try to hide, but I'm still stuck in abyss
So I go (I go)
Cause I could never let you know

I don’t want to deal
Inside I’ve lost all ideal
Feeling like time does not heal
You’re gone now I cannot feel

I’m losing touch and truth is I don’t want to talk about it
I rather sow my damn mouth shut and choke on all of my spit
You twist my words and that’s fine love whatever shoe seems to fit
I only have space for so much more
I am scared to admit

Fight back,
Say the bad is all I ever know
Cause love it’s time that I let this go
Bite back, spite me
It’s all you ever do
Fuck that
Stay a ghost in my bedroom

GHOST

And I fall in a bottomless pit
I taste blood, from when you bit on my lip
And I know (I know)
That u could never let me go
You’re cold, and you’re full of shit
I try to hide, but I'm still stuck in abyss
So I go (I go)
Cause I could never let you know

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ghost in my bedroom w/ b murph [tnvr]

@tnvr555 

you always bring out the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
watched u burn our home straight to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

the worst in me my love
i hate myself so much
u burnt it to the ground
i grieved but now i’m done

said you’d do it in a heartbeat
i guess hearts don’t beat inside your world
cause it’s been 4 weeks
i just wanted comfort in the girl who once adored me
i’ve learnt that your words are nothing more than just poetry

i want to take the blade
slice across my throat okay
hurts more than i’ll ever say
hurts more than my music could ever convey
don’t come and play your games with me
i wanted somewhere i could breathe
it hurts
it burns
so endlessly
i swear to god you’ve ruined me
and i don’t ever want to feel
if this is love i rather bleed

i hate myself so much [tnvr]

standing by the bedside
baby you know you’re picture perfect
lights off moving so slow as you undress
i’ll take time but promise i’m back before the sunset
you’re gone i should’ve known that i was worthless

why is everybody spiteful
like where’d the love go?
suddenly you hate me like i meant nothing despite all…
pushing every corner like i’m not walking on tight ropes
i know the truth is that you’d never care if i fall :/

go on
hold on
seems i made it home but it all seems
so wrong
so wrong…
there’s blood all on the floor leaking down from the walls :(
i just hate that you would never call
tell me that you care but don’t try at all
okay baby posing like a doll
i’ll clean all the blood of off the walls

i don’t serenade
i spit blood out my mouth
or all the thoughts will poison me :/
i love when it builds
and feels like i’m a walking tragedy
i romanticize the pain like it’s not fucking killing me :P
swear its fucking agony

say it’s a dream
wake me up i’ve had enough
cause i feel nothing
my
emotions
have
shut
the
fuck
up.

i'm home but the walls are bleeding [prodsecre]

prod stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

ft @xav0id

her soundcloud - 
https://on.soundcloud.com/vMttEe6irRmQ5eXX9

lyrics:
stezzyxl -
hold me tight to the bitter end
wrap a rope around my ankles till i’m in ur bed
hmm “hold me close” we’re the words she said
loving u is brutal, when the love is dead

gotta carry on
i don’t wanna love you; gotta move along
gotta walk it off
maybe in another life
in another time
maybe then you’ll change your mind
then you’ll change your mind, but then again you won’t
but then again you 
wont
but then again you 
won’t
but then again you 
won’t
but then again you 
won’t

xav0id w/ stezzyxl -
please don’t leave me again
darling please stay
everyday i pray 
(x2)

stezzyxl -
monsters fill my room
they smell like her perfume
there stuck with me like glue
the image i have of you

stezzyxl w/ xav0id -
ohh
ohh
ohh 
ohh

xav0id -
i 
dont like
to fight
with 
myself
at night
(x2)

move on w/ xav0id

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