Glass Heart

guitar by @pekarot_161
this is for the OG listeners, I love you all from the bottom of my heart. 

lyrics:

i don’t know where i came from
only where i’ve been 
i could scratch out my eyes
when i’m feeling like this 
i can’t breathe since you left
i got cuts on my fist 
and they hurt (they hurt)
they hurt (they hurt) 

and i know that i’m sad but still smile when we kiss
i got scars on my arm from those nights i gave in 
and then you said forever but now you’re with him
and it burns (it burns)
it burns (it burns) 

but those scars on my arm 
they tell you a story
since 14 years old
they’ve been coming for me
i’m not what you want
so just throw me aside
and i’m old enough now
so i’ll wipe my eyes

and i’m praying to god
that i’ll just get better
i’ll hide in my car 
and sleep on the leather
i love you to death 
from now to december
this ones for the grayfox fans 
love you forever 

and now i’ve learned 
i’ll never be first 
but at least i’ve turned
my life around,
look at me now 
x2

look at me now
look at me now
look at me now
not 100% but i’m still here 
so look at me now 
x4

lookatmenow (pekarot)

nevermadeithome:

I don't even know what's happening 
your words come down like avalanche 
and I swear your tears hurt me more than you know 
and I'll be on my walk again covered in snow

I'm just a fuck up
for some reason you still find love in me
i guess its tough love
because I'm trying to figure out what you see in me 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

I'm still waiting 
waiting waiting waiting 

areuhappy w me? cuz i kinda hate myself 
I cant communicate the right way, what I'm tryna say 
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm tryna say yeah
what I'm what I'm tryna say


sendflowrs:

can’t you hear what I'm tryna say
i buy a gem i fell in love with the finer things
and you won’t ever see my face at the pearly gates
love, it’s a funny thing
so I'm smokin on that gas till it go away 

like can you go away, no
I cannot hear a thing, woah
all this noise my darlin 
I don’t think ur listening, no
that song it curses me 
and I can hear you whistling, woah
swear that she’s a god at this
but I won’t ever say a thing, no

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are you, happy? w/ sendflowrs (irby & jolst)

prod. me x @hiraethsry

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining
Baby, kiss me just to kiss me, not to take me home tomorrow
I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

And when I'm leaving, I'll pretend like I don't give a damn
But it's been four years, I just wanna hold your hand
It's been four years, don't know who I fucking am
Oh, oh
And when you're begging me to stay, I'll never listen
I guess it takes four years to know the difference
You knew me better than anyone and you hated me
So how the fuck am I supposed to love myself

And I will love you 'til I'm broken by the weight
Of everything I've ever wanted and how it all has your name
I am trying, I am shaking, I am crying, I am breaking
Every second, every minute, I'm so tired, why's it raining

I am drunk and I am bleeding in your apartment, in the shadow
Of what we were when we were young
And you don't remember my name
And I'm so sorry, and I'm so sorry

YOUDONTREMEMBERMYNAME

birds cry ill try
to capture the feeling of falling to you tonight
get up move sides
my heart it wants it you but i cant (die)
by the way i see 
little change in me (woah)
you hurt me (woah)
lets count to three go
oh babe i love you
look at that dove it flew
oh babe i love you
i never knew how much it would be
to lose all that
i pray your still looking for me with that hunch back
did you know how introverted i would be
you only find me standing by a oak tree 
body's got a fleeting feeling when you leave
dirt between my hands reminds me
the soil think it might be might be
be careful 
she might eat you
oh be careful 
she might flee through
so have your guard up
somewhere to retreat too
by the way i see 
little change in me (woah)
you hurt me (woah)
lets count to three go
oh babe i love you

bridge

https://fanlink.to/lfadb
guitar by @kill_vein

i’m just trying to find
a reason to care
i once believed in a god till i cried out to him
and nobody was there

a burden on my brain
that isnt going away
and now i’m looking for reasons
that i shouldn’t need this
but i can’t turn away

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t relapse
but now i’m standing
on my deathbed
and i don’t want to stay
when i've always been this way

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t go back
but now it’s been 3 nights
at the hotel we met at
and you’re not here with me
but the memory remains

and as i took my last line
i was approaching the light
you laid your head next to mine
what a beautiful sight

i made up my mind
i’m friending i’m fried
i don’t need these drugs
i just need your love

ive got no reason to hide
tell momma i’m fine
it’ll be ok down the line
but i’m tired of trying

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t relapse
but now i’m standing
on my deathbed
and i don’t want to stay
when i've always been this way

i know i said the last time
that i wouldn’t go back
but now it’s been 3 nights
at the hotel we met at
and you’re not here with me
but the  memory remains

letterfromadeathbed (prod. heffy & killvein)

guitar by @imcaves
rest is me
something told me i should put this out now, so here you go
hope you enjoy .
retention 8/26

totally unprepared
faces shapeshifting around me
i tell myself, don't be scared
only what i think can hurt me
but every night's harder than the last
(the last)
(the last)
(the last)
i let my spirit shatter just like glass
(like glass)
(like glass)
i stood up again last night
i couldn't close my eyes
no matter how much i cried
i tried
i tried...
night.

spirit trash

@gothprinc3 @tnvr555

i’ll stay far away i won’t make a sound
cause i don’t want to speak now
everybody makes fun of the words that come out
so you can stop staring
you don’t even know me
what i’m about

and i’ve had it with all of these strangers planting their lies deep under my skin
so take your pretty blade
and show them how i’m so paper thin
oh

toss and turn with the pain now
come on love blow my brains out
i don’t want to fight this
had enough, i’m lifeless
lost inside of my own crowd
paper thin with the blade out
never meant to be like this
can’t swallow all i’ll miss
oh oh

and i keep seeing all of these faces i wish i could forget
baby you know you’ll haunt me in my dreams till i am dead
and i try to fixate on the blood so i won’t feel the regret
oh love, i hope you know that it’s hell keeping you out my head

breathe

i
toss and turn with the pain now
come on love blow my brains out
i don’t want to fight this
had enough, i’m lifeless
lost inside of own crowd
paper thin with the blade out
never meant to be like this
can’t swallow all i’ll miss
oh oh

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paper thin [princ3 x tnvr]

i’ve been meaning to call you 
to tell you everything i said 
but i’m feeling so blind 
and you’re out of your mind 
so it’s best that i leave it 

didn’t mean to fall for you 
you let me go when i was on the edge 
and this waters so cold
i won’t pick up my phone 
when you call, i wont see it 

and i hate this weather 
i just wish it was spring again 
when things were okay
i was off of my meds
and the world had gone crazy 

we just stayed in all day 
and i let you tattoo my hands 
now i can’t look at them 
a pair of black gloves 
heal my wounds, and i hate me 

and i’ll be 
right here 
anything you want you got it 
i’ll be right there 
youre toxic 
it’s not fair 
and the trees outside my house 
are now stripped bare 

i miss spring 
you’re not here
everything’s so temporary 
and its not fair 

your smiles sweet 
i love your hair 
and the smell of your clothes in my room 
it still lives here

spring. (+ pekarot)

𝙞 𝙜𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬
prod. kais
shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt & https://soundcloud.com/heylog for getting on this with me <3

lyrics:
(kais)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

(skele)
ooooo
there’s nobody here 
anymore 
look around
oh i wanted 
to feel 
you breaking down 
grab my throat 
need to feel something 
blood soaked house 
it won’t let me leave
scars won’t show 
but i feel them bleed 
n if i don’t choke 
would you be proud of 
me 
of me

(heylog)
don't look back at me
forget everything
hearing high-pitched rings
hanging by a string
I look up
what have I become?
oh god, you tell me to run
rooftops hidden by the snow
every limb appears white
and your body sits and glows
it glows

(kais, skele, & heylog)
don't look back at that house
I grind my teeth when I think of it now.
took all I had to make you proud
now all I see is your face as I'm bound.

bound

bound w/skele & heylog

Is this what you really want?
'Cause I think you've been lying to yourself
You just keep on leading me on
I know that you're seeing someone else
I could be there for you
If you wanted me to
I said, I could be there for you
But you don't want me to
And you lie, and you lie and I could see it in your-
You lie, and you lie and I could see it in your eyes
Yeah, I know that you're picking sides
I guess it's just left for you to decide

(I guess it's just left for you to decide)
(I guess it's just left for you to de-)
First song of 2024. enjoy! 
w/ @xodazed

Lyrics:
I guess it's just left for you to decide
You ain't getting through to me
You're a witch, im gonna burn you alive
I ain't showing no empathy
I know the truth there ain't no need to hide
Is this who you want to be
It's kind of funny that you still think you're right
Such a waste of an entity
(And you lie, and you lie, and you lie)
(And you lie, and I can see it in your eyes)
(Yeah, I know that you're picking sides)
(I guess it's just left for you to decide)

decide (dazed?!)

should have 
should have been my body
should have 
should have been my body

ill never get another chance now
and i dont want it, i just want you back now
i cannot deal with all these faces looking at me
i really think it should have been my body

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

i really thought i tried my best
im putting all my scent across your messsages
just to ruin it again
youre my love and all my medicine

whats stopping me
nobody can stop me now
what is happening 
words barely leaving my mouth
but im lost again
gaps of air barely creep out
im asleep again
i dont mean to let you down

ive been lost now for a while and i need some help
but none of my friends even seem to care
throw me on the ground while youre walking out
say its all because of me you know its not fair

have so much to tell you bout my come down
its not funny its not funny im still bleeding
how much do i need for me to pass out
if im gone before the morning then i need it

should have
should have been my body...

body

prod by stezzyxl 
enjoy

lyrics:
clipping all my beats
you can see the red spreading on my sheets
never liked the green
turn it up like 5 or 6 db
so watch it how u walk
“chasing bags” you’re chasing the 
(hawk tuah)
so watch it how u talk
preaching the “money is power” but chasing the wap?

there’s so much shit that i can say
those are the secrets im keeping till grave
so
get the fuck out of my way
i don’t got patience, i can’t stand to wait
so
get the fuck out of my face
i don’t got time to hang out with the prey 
so
get the fuck out of my 
face
get the fuck out of my

i took these years just to find myself
i learn from god, and all the pain i delt 
it’s time to shed all the damn old skin
repent my sins, thanking god i win

blood is dripping from my neck to the ground
leave a trail of all the mess till im found
till im found, ill never make a sound
even now

2024 pulled up with my wrist slit
2025 i’m pulling up with a new bitch
i’ve seen it all before, trauma locked up in my eyes
i’ve seen it all before
these eyes will never lie (x2)


ya no quiero a jugar
dame dame otro mas
me rompio mi corazon
reglame o porfavor (x3)

dirty

Jnr Vigi🖤🌬🔥Mi Sore(Siare).mp3

I DONT KNOW

https://open.spotify.com/album/1AUIqZxwIcU6nq1wQVeFFN?si=tqPqLVc9S4aAT6zWH12emA
lyric

just another girl
thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

she run me right thru
never love me like u
im alone in my room
an im smelln of u
baby im cursed
what about u
alone in my hearse
what about you

fuck help ima shut it down
baby you call me a clown
ill decline your calls from now
why you think im not around

thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

its ignorant what im saying
my heart is complicated
dont understand on why they hating
do u love me or u fakn

ima waste of space then
sit in out of space then
love you till my days end
will make the pain end

look at me at like that
look at me like that
baby ill be back
baby ill be back

thats gone tear apart my whole world (my world)
baby talk baby ill stay still (stay still)
never wanna talk baby i want this for real (for real)
i wouldent walk if we could just seal the deal (seal the deal)
i wanna talk but ur not gonna like how i feel how i feel
on the clock if this mf real is it real
this is just how i feel how i feel

paper thin [princ3 x tnvr]

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